translated this from the chinese translation of Koizora's original novel. the chinese one has more 'feel' but I think the current blogskin im using will tend to hav some probs when I type in chi. so ya. here's it:


If I never met you that day.

I think, I would not feel
so hurt,
so miserable,
so sad,
so heartbroken.

But, If I never met you.
I also would not know
such happy,
such gentle,
such loving,
such warm,
such blissful feelings...

The tearing me,
today, is still gazing at the sky.

Gazing at the sky.

watching The Crucible during english. interesting show. just read about it on the net so I won't miss much even if I have oral tmr. :D

They Kiss Again ended... shall miss zhishu and xiangqin :(

looking forward to Jiro and Danson in Rolling Love :)

Fated to Love You nice as usual. though I think next ep will have some funny but/and sad moments. Lol. Got Dylan!

Just randomly watched a section of the most recent ep of Wish To See You Again (I watched Part 1 of Episode 1 long ago and ceased to continue). It actually looks to have some interesting parts cause finally the plot's heating up. Shall add it as one of my "to watch" list for next week.

hee. shall get my new specs on sat! :DD

Here are the translations of the song Heavenly Days by Yui Aragaki I found from the net for fellow lovers of this song ^^ scroll down for the chinese translation.

Heavenly Days Translation
I turn off the time to wake up before the alarm clock ressounds
I don’t know why but I can already remember you
I wonder if, before I know it, I’ll forget
even the miracle of being able to meet you for one hundred minutes
Will I end up forgetting even that I’ve forgotten?

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there’s no way to feel you ever again, ah
I’m locking up those days that are still a bit warm

Tired of walking, I sat down and was at a loss, if you were with me
We could have talked about something like our unbearable dream’s fate
I couldn’t say it by the ticket barrier, I wanted to say
That I feel “Thank you” are maybe words
much sadder than “goodbye”

Heavenly days, I wonder if I could smile properly
At the scene of our last kiss, I couldn’t even
grasp your shivering hands, not even my tears fell, ah
Now that it’s too late, they overflow when I’m alone

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there’s no way to feel you ever again, ah
Even if I stretch out my hands, you’re not here anymore
I’ll walk on under a new light
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在闹钟响起前醒来 将时间停止
无论何时想起的 总是关于你的事
与你相遇的这亿万分之一的奇迹 是否在不知不觉中忘却了呢
就连忘却这件事本身 也一定被忘却了吧？

heavenly days 在胸前的口袋中 寻找你离去的余温
尽管不再想念你我愿将那还有些许温暖的时光锁存

摊坐下来 不知该何去何从
两人一起聊聊无法实现的梦想 命运之类
在检票口没能说出心底想说的话
我想 说『谢谢』这句话 多半比『再见』更叫人难过

heavenly days 是否已能真心地笑出来呢？
直到最后的吻 都没有去握你颤抖的手 就连眼泪也没掉
如今变成孤单一人的我 才发现泪已满溢
heavenly days 在胸前的口袋中 寻找你离去的余温
尽管不再想念你 试着伸出手 你也已经不在这里了
我会在新的光芒之下 迈出自己的脚步

really appreciate that nowadays you two would just wander by to say hi :D

I'm so disappointed in you... You broke my heart.

你幸福过吗？
我曾经很幸福过

went for bedok cip today. wah. damn tired. gotta stand there with hueit for hours looking at car plates. lol. still rmb the uncle saying "Excuse me, but I am a MP. may i know where to go?" lol.

watching koizora again...

可不可以不勇敢
你用浓浓的鼻音说一点也没事
反正又美又痛才是爱的本质
一个人旅行也许更有意思
和他真正结束才能重新开始
几年贴心的日子换分手两个字
你却严格只准自己哭一下子
看着你努力想微笑的样子
我的心像大雨将至那么潮湿
我们可不可以不勇敢?
当伤太重心太酸无力承担
就算现在女人很流行释然
好像什么困境都知道该怎么办
我们可不可以不勇敢?
当爱太累梦太乱没有答案
难道不能坦白的放声哭喊?
要从心底拿走一个人很痛很难

yay. got a chio new hp today!! :D though I miss my old hp which is so attuned to me (albeit it being rusty and having half its buttons spoilt xD), always withstanding all the violence I inflicted upon it when I was always dumping it ard. hahah. so happy my new hp got this usb cable to connect to com! can now send pics and stuff to com le :DD

today was a fun fun day.
tmr's speech day!

沮丧时总会明显感到孤独的重量
多渴望懂得的人给些温暖借个肩膀

现在分手 总好过你不爱我一拖再拖

那么的在乎 显得我到底有多狼狈

逆着风想吹干眼泪 说不出的痛 越藏越多

像个气球看似快乐却很容易破

沒人了解 才選擇隔絕這世界

Just feel like updating :)
don't feel like talking abt life.
so. Fated to Love You really really really nice!!!!
hahahaah.
shall not elaborate the funny parts cuz if u din watch it also wun make sense.
like one of the cha qu of the show. shall wait for the ost to come out to listen to the whole song.
ah well.
sorry all.
I know I'm crapping.
On the escape from the realities of life.~
ha. anyhow act chim.
xD

hohoho.
Isn't it just like last time? :D
Once more a beloved friend closed me out.
Once more a dear friend confides in another.
Once more I felt as if a door is slammed in my face.
Isn't life perfectly wonderful?
I'm so amused by it all
and
laughing so hard that
I can cry ^o^

woohoo. went for choir concert ytd. shall report step by step what happened...

(pm)
0550 - met hueiting at amk mrt. cross over the barrier. saw nigel chiachiu junlin eddie. we say hi to each other. hueiting walked up the escalator and I followed.
talked on the train....
0620 - I was like, hueiting, I think we are on the wrong train. :D then we got off at admirlty and crossed over.
0705 - we finally reached and met liwen wanting ivan wenjia and jacq.
took the train to raffles place. and we ran the whole dist to vch. -.- in heels for gods sake.
0733 - managed to reach the place in time not to get blocked out. hahahah.

loved the choir concert finale. sooooooo funny. lol.
saw alot of familiar faces ard. then all wear until v.nice. lol. but a grp of guys all wear similar checkered long sleeves shirt and white jeans then it's so aa can. haha.

oops. realize that my blog is kinda dead. have been updating my other blog regularly then too sian to update this one. :X

so ytd was the 2.4 run. eee. i really dont like running long dist (cuz Im just horrible at it). but at least it's over~~ yay. thanks to my dear friends who cheered me on!! although my timing is still quite crap but at least I passed better :D

stoning until it's time to prepare for choir concert~

几分
不管昨天你对我说过了什么
今天的我还是依然依然沉默
两个人生气着 看着谁先舍不得
何必这样来试探我们的缘份
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候 才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分 这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真 何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分 这是你永远的疑问 只
有最后一切才有定论
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候 才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分 这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真 何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分 这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
没有值不值得当失去了有什么好争
就在转身之后 我的不舍有多么的真
所以爱有几分 这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真 何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分 这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
只有最后一切才有定论

excuses, excuses.
fine. I'M the one at FAULT.

was in a kinda siao mode today. having severe moodswings. with violent being the most common one. I sincerly apologized to those whom I've traumatized as a result of my 'violent' mood. I assure you that I am really not a violent person. :D

it's the npcc and ncc stepping down parade today. basically I ran about holding 3 cameras and helping Eileen and Nadia take photos? haha. actually this day would have been much more enjoyable if my xiaohong havent came and cause an earthquake :x anw. while they having parade got ppl damn rude lor. still continue playing basketball there. quote sth which nadia said, "How would they feel if they were playing a basketball match an ad the uniform groups are at the side shouting commands?". zzz. so unconcientious.

liked the last part of the npcc parade: after the command 14, 1, 2, the sec4 batch marched forward counting 14 steps then throw their beret into the air. then they ran. was wondering why when I realised that they had some sort of tradition or sth whereby they stepped on each others shoes even seniors. lol.

also liked the last part of the ncc parade: the part where they stomp their feet and chant that ncc thingy. hee. got record. but some bai mu guy go walk past. argh. then they also throw their berets. after that they unrolled their sleeves. lol.

Polaroid photos are so cool! soemhow has a 'feel' to it that normal printed photos don't have. haha.

since when it changed from a
"wah! Thanks alot for waiting for me sia. ^^" to
"you waiting for me" to
"we didn't know you are waiting" to
"bye" to
"..."

ah. changes changes.

nvm. at least now it's
"You want me to wait for you?" and
"I wait for you" and
"wah you really don't mind waiting for me sia"

ah. feeling of being appreciated and appreciation.