patience. patience. patience.
who can give me patience, give me strength, give me courage, give me peace of mind.
I'm tired. Really. I don't know what to do, what can I do, what should I do anymore.
What have I done wrong? Why are you always angry? So am I supposed to apologize? Apologize for? For being your daughter? For your being jobless? For being unable to magic the information that you want? For being how I am?
You do nothing, and you expect everything to be done for you. You are so selfish.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
my bday presents :D
Racial harmony ytd! lasy upload so just upload a couple.
oh dear. keep listening to ai zai ji yi zhong zhao ni by Raymond D: hahaa. but nice song sia~
anw have been writing a diary since last week for every school day, so resulted in being sian to blog in detail or blog much. xD sorry laa~
Thursday, July 17, 2008
My Birthday today! and also my newborn niece's :) lol.
Received presents from different friends. All wishing me a happy birthday, and the wish came true! (because now is still 170708) I am having a very happy birthday!!! xD
Thanks to my besties who really did as I requested, writing long long letters despite some of them not having that habit but still written it. And also for telling me that Im appreciated and loved :D
Thanks to my dear friends who made the effort to go and buy presents for me, be it a cute Tigger in a honeypot stuffed with kinder bueno, or just a simple slab of choc bought this morning :D
Thanks to my friends who shook my hand or give me a hug to wish me a happy birthday :D
Thanks to my friends who specially told me that I can still look forward to belated birthday presents :D
This is just a simple summary of my thanks! I will be writing little cards to each of you to thank you for all the effort you all put in for little insignificant me. Really thank you all for making my last secondary school year birthday a warm and sweet and memorable one! *takes a deep bow*
Received presents from different friends. All wishing me a happy birthday, and the wish came true! (because now is still 170708) I am having a very happy birthday!!! xD
Thanks to my besties who really did as I requested, writing long long letters despite some of them not having that habit but still written it. And also for telling me that Im appreciated and loved :D
Thanks to my dear friends who made the effort to go and buy presents for me, be it a cute Tigger in a honeypot stuffed with kinder bueno, or just a simple slab of choc bought this morning :D
Thanks to my friends who shook my hand or give me a hug to wish me a happy birthday :D
Thanks to my friends who specially told me that I can still look forward to belated birthday presents :D
This is just a simple summary of my thanks! I will be writing little cards to each of you to thank you for all the effort you all put in for little insignificant me. Really thank you all for making my last secondary school year birthday a warm and sweet and memorable one! *takes a deep bow*
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
typing this using onscreen keyboard. haha. cuz tired to sit up straight n lean towards keyboard. lol.
haha. kinda shi tai during last few min of eng. oops :x
wish my eldest sis deliver successfully!
went home earlier today and i cycled ard the flats, park(so many steep slopes!), roads for nearly an hour o.O lol. didnt realize kinda overstrained until i rch hm. legs all wobbly~
waah. have to rch sch tmr 640! thats the time i usually step out from my hse. -.,- haha. i abit gia-gia leh. i cnt take big shocks one leh.
but i can trust my group of besties this year round :D not like the ones that took my trust and trample it on the ground and dump it into the bin on my bday
haha. kinda shi tai during last few min of eng. oops :x
wish my eldest sis deliver successfully!
went home earlier today and i cycled ard the flats, park(so many steep slopes!), roads for nearly an hour o.O lol. didnt realize kinda overstrained until i rch hm. legs all wobbly~
waah. have to rch sch tmr 640! thats the time i usually step out from my hse. -.,- haha. i abit gia-gia leh. i cnt take big shocks one leh.
but i can trust my group of besties this year round :D not like the ones that took my trust and trample it on the ground and dump it into the bin on my bday
Thursday, July 10, 2008
hee. updating for the sake of updating.
been going into fits of spontaneous craziness every now and then.
and I realised that mood swings can be a good thing, when it swings towards the "I can be quite carefree and happy by myself" side. hahaha. so walked all the way home today alone, but in a relatively good mood except for my aching legs. :D
gotta do SS lo~~
been going into fits of spontaneous craziness every now and then.
and I realised that mood swings can be a good thing, when it swings towards the "I can be quite carefree and happy by myself" side. hahaha. so walked all the way home today alone, but in a relatively good mood except for my aching legs. :D
gotta do SS lo~~
Monday, July 07, 2008
2 impt matters:
1 - I LEARNED HOW TO PLAY THE DUH-EVERYONE-KNOWS-HOW-TO-PLAY CARD GAME, DAI DI!!!! WOOHOO! *pulled a cracker*
2 - I STEPPED INTO AND ATE AT FISH AND CO.!! *set off fireworks*
was reading an email, then realised that its that old old story about a teacher asking each student to write down sth nice about each of her/his classmates. then she collected them and gave each student a list of all the nice stuff that was written abt him/her. then they go ooh and aah and "wow, i didnt know that someone appreciates me" ,etc. then years later after this activity, one of the classmate died. the teacher and all his classmates turned up at his funeral. the guy's parents showed the teacher a paper that was on him when he died. its that old piece of paper that have all the nice stuff about him. then the rest of the classmates admitted that they too, had kept the piece of paper. some carry it in their wallet, some put it in their wedding album... Ive read this before I think, but just now reading it again I actually go a bit teary. actually can understand why they would keep the piece of paper even years down the road :D
eeeeeeeeeek. Koizora is gg to be made into a drama serial. and/but it's NOT acted by the original actors!!! they go and find some ulu ppl and give the same hairstyle and everything. eeyer. not nice de. ruin the beautiful (okay, AND cliche) love story that miura haruma and yui aragaki portrayed. hmph.
1 - I LEARNED HOW TO PLAY THE DUH-EVERYONE-KNOWS-HOW-TO-PLAY CARD GAME, DAI DI!!!! WOOHOO! *pulled a cracker*
2 - I STEPPED INTO AND ATE AT FISH AND CO.!! *set off fireworks*
was reading an email, then realised that its that old old story about a teacher asking each student to write down sth nice about each of her/his classmates. then she collected them and gave each student a list of all the nice stuff that was written abt him/her. then they go ooh and aah and "wow, i didnt know that someone appreciates me" ,etc. then years later after this activity, one of the classmate died. the teacher and all his classmates turned up at his funeral. the guy's parents showed the teacher a paper that was on him when he died. its that old piece of paper that have all the nice stuff about him. then the rest of the classmates admitted that they too, had kept the piece of paper. some carry it in their wallet, some put it in their wedding album... Ive read this before I think, but just now reading it again I actually go a bit teary. actually can understand why they would keep the piece of paper even years down the road :D
eeeeeeeeeek. Koizora is gg to be made into a drama serial. and/but it's NOT acted by the original actors!!! they go and find some ulu ppl and give the same hairstyle and everything. eeyer. not nice de. ruin the beautiful (okay, AND cliche) love story that miura haruma and yui aragaki portrayed. hmph.
Saturday, July 05, 2008
was watching some past XGDD3 videos of Lin Xin Yi (the contestant I xin shang alot).
then came across one particular episode. The judge Yuan Wei Ren was saying that she sings very well but have been trying some other things, and that he has been anticipating to be moved but didnt, and gave her a 2/5 mark. Then Zhang Yu said he dont know why is the focus on choosing difficult songs. then gave a example of a chef who is pro cooks delicious fried rice, doesnt mean that he must go and cook shark's fin and abalone.
I so agree with Zhang Yu can. when contestants keep singing songs that they are adept at, then they will say not versatile enough. when they try other songs they say that the songs are too chicken-feet and/or unsuitable for them. -.- cant blame for xinyi for becoming confused.
then came across one particular episode. The judge Yuan Wei Ren was saying that she sings very well but have been trying some other things, and that he has been anticipating to be moved but didnt, and gave her a 2/5 mark. Then Zhang Yu said he dont know why is the focus on choosing difficult songs. then gave a example of a chef who is pro cooks delicious fried rice, doesnt mean that he must go and cook shark's fin and abalone.
I so agree with Zhang Yu can. when contestants keep singing songs that they are adept at, then they will say not versatile enough. when they try other songs they say that the songs are too chicken-feet and/or unsuitable for them. -.- cant blame for xinyi for becoming confused.
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
[edited] edited this post to add a v.impt piece of info. I GREW BY ... one CM! ah well. at least I grew :D and congrats to the guy who finally hit the one seven zero mark. :)
had breakfast with nadia, hueit, wanting and weiching today :D sad that wen didnt come though. sick at home. D: get well soon dear!
today was quite a relaxed day, other than having to write a chi compo :D p.e., no math, watch movie for eng, write compo for chi, then bio do data logging, and THATS IT. whahahahah. although my set of old bones after going through p.e. feel like collapsing DD:
watched the episode of the "xing guang da dao 123". then really sia, a few of the 3rd one really pro. not bad not bad. no wonder so many people watching it.
have been taking photos whenever I rmb... want to "save" more memories of my last year of secondary school life (which I must say have a zillion more memories that I want to rmb then my pathetic primary school life which I don't rmb much of anyway) hohum. wish that this small tiny little weeny dream of mine can be shi xian! :DD *hint hint: stop evading my camera!*
had breakfast with nadia, hueit, wanting and weiching today :D sad that wen didnt come though. sick at home. D: get well soon dear!
today was quite a relaxed day, other than having to write a chi compo :D p.e., no math, watch movie for eng, write compo for chi, then bio do data logging, and THATS IT. whahahahah. although my set of old bones after going through p.e. feel like collapsing DD:
watched the episode of the "xing guang da dao 123". then really sia, a few of the 3rd one really pro. not bad not bad. no wonder so many people watching it.
have been taking photos whenever I rmb... want to "save" more memories of my last year of secondary school life (which I must say have a zillion more memories that I want to rmb then my pathetic primary school life which I don't rmb much of anyway) hohum. wish that this small tiny little weeny dream of mine can be shi xian! :DD *hint hint: stop evading my camera!*
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
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