自私的人们啊 你们好讨厌啊

累。

何必呢。

Darkness is as darkness do

Feeling my dark side surface increasingly frequent these days.

I really don't want to go there. Don't push it, alright?

人海中遇见你

The mv is so sad :(
Duet ver:
 

麻烦闪边

深陷泥沼中人 想的不是自救 而是巴不得发出藤曼把别人也拉下去

Why

I'm a self-professed fairly un-demanding person when it comes to food aka I don't freak out if my half-boiled/poached/whatever-thats-not-fully-cooked egg is unwhole/burst/etc.

But.

Laksa should have cockles.

Steamboat should have prawns/seafood.

BBT should have Nata de Coco when I ordered for Nata de Coco. *highlight
The feeling when I tasted pearls instead of Nata de Coco is...

T^T

不喜欢 那又怎样

我不喜欢
人家不经允许随意碰我的东西
仿佛
那件东西并不属于我一样
那种感觉令人
厌恶

我不喜欢
我在乎的人误会我
仿佛
她从来不懂我一样
那种感觉令人
失望

我不喜欢
我连表达不喜欢的权利都没有
仿佛
我不能有自己的感受一样
那种感觉令人

很想消失

做不到的事情就不要随便答应
很恶心

Boomshakalaka

最近负能量爆棚
*boom*

Leave me be

Society is not structured around friendships - I said so myself.

Live with it.

But don't you dare tell me that "you won't feel this way after you got a boyfriend". You are not me, don't assume that you know what I feel. If that is all friendship means to you, I can't say who I feel more sorry for - you, or your friends.

天底下无不散之筵席 <- 真的很讨厌这句话

人生就是不停地与人相遇和离别
说再见的时候 要怎么知道还会再次见面?

I feel.

I was updating my blog and reading my soulmate's one, and went on to load some of my friends' blogs, and realised that other than my soulmate, everyone else had stopped updating theirs.

I realised I missed that. People don't write anymore, or maybe they still do, but stopped posting it online. They say a picture says a thousand words, but an instagram post of a bowl of ramen doesn't really tell me much you know.

I miss knowing what my friends felt. Maybe about a movie, a book, a story, an event they saw or had happened.

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为什么伤心的情歌比开心的多？
因为幸福都很相似 但失恋却有千百种

《六弄咖啡馆》观后感 尽量spoiler free

“你有没有觉得你变得不一样了？”
“我们本来就不一样。 ”

戛然而止的青春

不是每个人都能够顺势成长

对于有些人而言
即使有着一直让他知道
You are not alone
的兄弟
他也会以WTF的方式让你知道
You are not enough

Life can be really simple at its simplest, and a pain at its most complicated.

M: Do you like him?
K: Still okay.
M: Why do you like him?
K: Because he bring us go out. And he asked what is your favourite flower and he bought you your favourite flowers.

生命的命题

To what extent should we settle? Since the very notion that there's something, someone better out there would mean that you would not be satisfied with what you have. How do you know? Maybe this is it. This is all that is.

Maybe everyone have a different capacity to feel certain extent of happiness, maybe the love that has been glorified and raised to a pedestal by others is simply out of reach for you, maybe your happiness isn’t tied to love with another person. 

You won’t miss what you never had. I’ve never met someone who gave me the feeling that he was “the one”. So I wonder whether I would ever feel that way about anybody. So what do I do? Do I settle? Do I keep looking? How would I ever know?

-> You will know when you get there.

有谁听
从来都没有人听

我们很像很容易被感动 又很像很难被感动

一向懒得在社交媒体发言。和三观不一样的人没什么好争的。永远达不到共识。非亲非故何必强求。

魔女审判开始了。
……中世纪的魔女并不在于她做了什么，而是过去有什么样的流言。
 邻居死了儿子，村人走失了牛，母鸡下不了蛋……她被什么男人骗了，又甩了什么人。这些，都是魔女的“铁证”。
真荒谬。但是这种荒谬却常常上演，延到二十一世纪，依旧如此。

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“网路真是一种方便的东西。打几个字，按下滑鼠键，就有泡面似的正义，真好用。”

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有果必有因。她不知道该同情谁，好像谁都有错，但是谁的罪都不到死罪。

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“但是你要知道，她并非没有过错 ."
"她的过错应该死吗？你们、你们……你们等着看戏、看血腥的戏!你们在等待她死，巴不得她死！人言可畏人言可畏人言可畏~“

摘自《养蛊者》蝴蝶seba著

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"...fewer and fewer people could avoid the responsibility to have something to say about the new society. This was not just because the society was new and changing. More importantly, it was because this society demanded, in effect, that its more urbanized and literate citizens participate."

"...the unleashing of social differences in the arena of public politics is somehow aggravated by (perhaps even the result of) the odd shrinking of the world caused by new information technologies - not to mention the irony of globalization that the less people are able to avoid distant others, the more they must confront social differences far from their daily lives. ...[T]hese technologies have simultaneously made us aware of our differences and brought us into more intimate contact with each other." 

From Social Theory: Its Uses and Pleasure by Charles Lemert

真的忍得很辛苦