Haha. Same as WanTing ^^

好多人好多事。我无能为力。
想帮上忙，却不懂得从哪里开始。
只能祝福你们，希望你们能快乐，
希望你们能把过去放下，
希望你们能看得开，
希望你们能不要逞强，
告诉你们无论如何，
我都会支持你们，
在你们的身边。

Maybe you would think that you do not make sense but it's okay. Just speak ur mind and i would listen. Maybe you dunno where to start talking but nvm. Just say the first thing that comes to mind and you would be able to continue. Don't have to worry about reactions and stuff like that. Im not too normal myself XD.

难道我们真的疏远了吗？
为什么连在我们面前也要逞强，隐藏自己的情绪？
为什么要自己一个人哭泣，难过？
说好不要一个人承受的啊。
忘了吗？

分手快乐
我无法帮你预言 委曲求全有没有用
可是我多么不舍 朋友爱得那么苦痛
爱可以不问对错 至少有喜悦感动
如果他总为别人撑伞 你何苦非为他等在雨中
泡咖啡让你暖手 想挡挡你心口里的风
你却想上街走走 吹吹冷风会清醒得多
你说你不怕分手 只有一点遗憾难过
情人节就要来了 剩自己一个
其实爱对了人 情人节每天都过
分手快乐 祝你快乐 你可以找到更好的
不想过冬 厌倦沉重 就飞去热带的岛屿游泳
分手快乐 请你快乐 挥别错的才能和对的相逢
离开旧爱 像坐慢车 看透撤了心就会是晴朗的
没人能把谁的幸福没收
你发誓你会活的有笑容
你自信时候真的美多了
whole song's lyrics are all my heartfelt words. ^^

Wohoo~ Anderson won RGS in the basketball girls national finals today~ wahahaha. scream until my throat now still pain >.<. BUT. tts not the point. The main thing is ANDERSON RAWKS. lol.

花瓶与鲜花
各有各的美及优点
他们形影不离依靠着对方。
但是鲜花
光彩夺目　耀眼迷人
自然而然的
是众人的焦点。
而花瓶
只能　静静的
站到一旁　衬托着鲜花
没有着自己的名字。
就这样
被遗忘了。

被怂恿to update my blog. hmmm. start on sat bah.

on sat went to library wif wanting,wen and ivan for study date. It was a nice day. Maybe not particularly high or fun but it was very comfortable. cuz we all v.shu wif each other and basically just enjoying each other's company. ^^

and sunday flies past in a blur~

today after school totally went crazy. me, wanting, wenjia, ivan waiting for wen and weiching mah. we go eat lunch at kopitiam. while eating wenjia 第一次对我们卸下心防 @_@ so touched tt she finally confide in us. then ivan joined us after the other guys left. then we bacame crappy, talking about the tallest person is the 避雷人. LOL. then we go 3-1 classroom. got v.v.v.v.high taking photos. v.fun de worhx. so interesting. all on wj's phone. WAHAHAHA.

P.S. erm. in case you still minded, i shall again explain. WE TRUST YOU.(duh). when we said what we said, we meant tt you tend to say what we were talking abt to others when we wld wn to keep it private if we do not tell u tt it's supposed to be a secret. which means tt we trust you when we tell u tt's supposed to be a secret tt u wun tell to others. get it? dun sad le. We have total trust in you, else we wouldn't have told u so much automatically right? 要相信我们是相信你的．^^

infoComm 'party' today...
kept singing...
went home with nadia. talk alot sia. and wahahahaha. I BRING GOOD LUCK TO NADIA. *takes a deep bow* hmm. bu cuo worhx. have 1.8+ height and have the anderson 2005's sec 4 smart-looking-shuai-ges-batch look. LOL.

P.S. I know this post is kinda kiam chai...paiseh.

haha. listening to the recording of ytd kbox session~
special mention to Wen. Her rendition is so touching tt it's scary. especially 其实很爱你. hearing it will cause the listener to feel 难过for some reason. i think tt's called 产生共鸣or something. LOL. *applause*

1. What color is your phone? silver
2. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M? Meenatchi.
3. Who's the last person you called? Home
4. Who was your last missed call from? My sis.
5. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D? Daphne
6. Who's speed dial 2.? liwen
7. Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J? Jia Min
8. Who was your last received call from? My sis.
9. Who's speed dial number 4? My Dad.
10. What is your background? Arron Yan
11. How many text messages are there? 202
12. Who's speed dial #3? Home
13. What's the 5th message say in your inbox? Rching amk le.behold the wonderful pink angel!
14. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B? Bee Yee.
15. Who was your last text message from? Dennis

woohoo~ today go kbox sing until like siao.
left the hse super early so go This Fashion guang guang. I bought a dress! haha
then meet wanting. then hueit came. then we go kfc. then we meet wen at library. then we go kbox.
Rm26! haha. that's where we went mad. mostly wanting lah. she went crazy sia. despo for the NUTS. LOL.
we thought it's until 7 de. but dunno wat reason became until 6. 70bucks seh. shi gui de lor. anyway. cuz we v.bui song we sang for another 25 mins. purposely turn the volume up. the last few songs damn high de. songs like 恋爱ing，第一天，刺鸟. haha. we were like screaming at the end of it. half-thinking tt we might be carried out any moment XD. haha.

can't wait for the next kbox session wif jie mei men! ^^

ytd got the fang kuai jing ling and was too tired to post. haha.
damn sleepy tt day sia. at the ltr part of the comp i was like sleeping on the chairs on the BALCONY. XD dunno why i did tt also. lol.

today wen was like xiao dao cuz she dunno where she put the v.impt part of the tripod then she ask me where i last saw it. then i told her probably it's in the drawer when we 'spring-cleaning'. wahahaha. after sch we go pa room then it's really there. tqtq. *takes a deep bow* haha XD

YEAH! Going KBOX again tmr. Finally sia. woohoo~

对不起 我知道我很残忍
谢谢你。

***
my phobia and fears are returning...
digged up from the dregs of my memory.
I won't forgive you for this.
Ever.

***

失恋歌迷党 - 王心凌

你想庆祝你重回了自由
所以呼朋引伴要玩个够
为我们共守好久的友情
加油
他说想移民最远的星球
没有爱情也能度假享受
吃大餐不必在乎为谁瘦
现在就走
让我们忠于自己的感受
能不能有泪就流有歌就吼
填满心底心底的缺口
拿起麦克风加入失恋歌迷党
今夜不清场
你和我变身天后天王
插播那首谁先唱
把大胖大海加入失恋歌迷党
用快乐开嗓
歌声把伤心统统死当
快歌慢歌你最棒
为你鼓鼓掌

加油people! 希望你们的笑容都能够由衷的，没必要为了任何人勉强自己。
加油JunXi! Tmr have wushu comp. Gambate!


适可而止吧
别再白费力气了
算我求你了
离我远一点

就当公主面临着痛苦的抉择时，她得到了解脱。
再也不必为了任何人去改变，不必强迫自己做选择。
纵使结局并不是理想的，不是她想要的。
纵使心还是会痛。
至少，不必选择，不必再烦恼。
至少，还有个可靠的肩膀。
朋友依然会实践诺言，海扁那个他。
朋友依然支持着她，守护着她。
一切又回到了原点。
但愿伤痕能够复原。

*************************************

你这个懦弱的家伙。
闯入了她的世界，捣乱了她的生活，操控了她的心思，
现在却将伤痕累累的她弃置不理？！
她为了你，努力改变自己。
她想到你，控制不住眼泪。
她因为你，晚上睡不着觉。
她在乎你，与他保持距离。
难道还不够吗？
敢伤她，找死啊。

stayed at home all day sia. sian dao~
wen they all go see Evan Cai at Bugis. cant go with them T.T

nvm. watched Ice Age and A Cinderella Story. I cried during Ice Age -.- it's weird. i can watch those korean 凄美爱情故事 and dun bat an eyelid, but i cry during animation comedies and shows like Lassie and I Not Stupid1&2. Anyway. ACS! Although i've watched it N times but it's still one of my favourite movies. Everything was nice abt it, the actor, actress, costumes, songs and the story. ^^

If a guy has 2 girlfriends, then he will be condemned(?) and called/is a two-timer. If the guy has a girlfriend AND has a 搞暧昧对象, then he likewise will be condemned and called/is a twotimer or flirt or jerk. But if the guy is technically speaking single but has TWO 搞暧昧对象 at the same time then ......??? pls give comments at the tagboard! ^^ found it kinda interesting XD

realised tt the posts on this page about 99.7% is in Chinese. Haha. somehow chinese cn express emotions better. for me lah, that is.

due to A suggestion the previous random little story's fourth sentence shall be amended from
"她选择王子的话，识相的骑士便会成全公主，即使煎熬，从此在不远处一个人生活。"
to
"她选择王子的话，识相的骑士便会成全公主，即使煎熬，从此在不远处一直守护她。"
even though i thought "不远处" would have shown tt the qishi is still watching over the gong zhu, and also the "一个人生活"part wld be a song title then more feel mah, but, ah well. nvm. :/

tsk tsk. anw 现在的年轻人也fast forward 得太快了吧。 -.-

AND to tt 没良心person,我在此终审tt I din blog much abt wats actually happening is becuz so as not to divulge others' privacy and becuz I dun wn to hurt anyone, okay?!竟敢直接讲"你的blog整天放那些quotes的，很boring leh." and in such a matter of fact tone tt i cant even 骂u. zzz.气到~

nice lyrics:
约定-周惠
远处的钟声回荡在雨里
我们在屋檐低下牵着手
幻想教堂里的那场婚礼
是为祝福我俩而举行
一路泥泞走到了美景
习惯在彼此眼中找勇气
累到无力总会想吻你
才能忘了情路艰辛
你我约定难过的往事不许提
也答应永远都不让对方担心
要做快乐的自己照顾自己
就算某天一个人孤寂
你我约定一争吵很快要喊停
也说好没有秘密彼此很透明
我会好好地爱你傻傻爱你
不去计较公平不公平

别说对不起 - S.H.E
望远镜看不见你你的心飞去哪里
雾上飞行想像黑夜的经历
别说对不起
别让我伤了心才说不是故意我却无法怪你
别说对不起
别让我的爱情变成廉价物品我却只能爱你
闭上眼睛却看见你
想你的好代替无力
我相信你却开始不信任自己
别说对不起
别让我灰了心才说不是故意我却无法怪你
别说对不起
别让我的爱情变的小心翼翼我却只能爱你
用行动来证明
你的决心
不要说说而已
我想要的不只是sorry

你们不需要故作坚强。
想哭，就大声哭出来。
想喊，就使劲喊出来。
想打，就拼命扁下去。


啊朋友 请你听啊听啊听 我唱歌来问候你
有什么事情 请啊请啊请 我能够来帮助你
在春天夏天 并啊并啊并啊 秋天和严冬
我定啊定啊定啊 令啊令啊令你 心啊心啊心欢喜

haha. now liu xing RANDOM.

看到公主痛苦不已，‘现实’的主宰者‘命运’，给了她一个有开岔口的出口。
她选择任何一个，另一个也不至于死。
她选择骑士的话，嫉妒的王子亦会放弃公主，即使不舍，从此成为最熟悉的陌生人。
她选择王子的话，识相的骑士便会成全公主，即使煎熬，从此在不远处一个人生活。
没有人值得你的眼泪，值得的人，不会让你流泪。
任何让你哭的人，我们都会海扁他一顿。
帮不上忙的朋友只能这么说。
自己的命运之轮，只有自己能转动。
自己的选择，只有自己能左右。

她会选择带她出海的船只，还是守护着她的避风港？
一个带给她不曾有过的澎湃，一个带给她一直以来的安全感。
她该如何抉择？为什么非要抉择？