Am I a joke?

原来我在乎的东西那么微不足道。

Am I a joke?
I feel like such a joke.

Agathoraphobic

Agathoraphobia:
Fear of abandonment or rejection

Some people never learn.
I suppose I'm one of them.
Why do I still care after so long.

Vocals and Dance

TVXQ - Don't Say GoodBye + Wrong Number Live TVXQ - どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう + Mirotic Live
I just feel so exceptionally proud of them during live performances like these, whereby they wow us with their vocals and then immediately on the same stage, they showed that they can sing and dance at the same time, sounding great and looking great.

Looking forward to HoMin comeback!

P.S. I could never bring myself to call HoMin as DBSK nor JaeChunSu as JYJ ;_;
/self-denial I know. 

P.S.S. And all those companies are such b*tches for claiming all yt videos (even old ones for god's sake) left right and center =_=#

Bloody Mod

Someone give me an idea so that I can start somewhere for my response paper.

Stuck in school trying to finish the other half of my response paper which was the critique part.

The last time I felt the same way (aka totally lost) was when I have to formulate 12 questions for 6 readings of the SAME BLOODY MODULE.

Headache.
Tired.

Whine

Warning：This is a whiny post.

Let me whine.
This is the fourth consecutive day I'm sick.
Woke up to a bad headache which was probably due to my blocked nose while I was sleeping. My throat is dry and yet there's the annoying phelgm every now and then and my voice's good as gone.
Keep feeling lethargic which is a major no-no when you haven't touch your tutorials nor started on your response paper.
And I haven't drank my beloved milk tea for days.
/grumbles whines and moans

Prejudice

It's interesting reading about the same event or persons in both wiki and baidu. You realise the stance and viewpoints are so different among the two. I supposed it's difficult to be really unbiased or unprejudiced. But sometimes I just wish to know history as it is, just hard core facts of what really happened, and not some twisted account from someone ignorant or with some motive. Ah well.

Anyway was kind of triggered cause I was interested in "Gwanghae: the man who became king" a Korean movie by Lee Byung Hun. So I went to baidu who's Gwanghae and the info there start to include some Manchu-Ming stuff which was not what I was looking for so I start to wiki about it. And as said, wiki was different. Sensitive topic so I hereby end my blog post.

/prays hard that I would get well by tmr

Shadows

I fell sick.
Sucks being sick, especially when lethargy and headaches come with it.

Anyway finally got around to watching Johnny Depp's Dark Shadows online. The visuals were good, but the storytelling and tempo are poor. Basically not much of a strong core story, and too many characters for a 2 hour movie. Most of it dark humor, rest of the time it's like the movie couldn't decide whether to be funny or serious. Ah well.

Anyway this exchange brought a bit of LOL:

Angelique: I'm gonna offer you a business proposal, Barnabas. My final offer. Either you agree to rule this little pond of mine side by side...partners and lovers...or I put you in back in the box.

Barnabas: I have already prepared my counterproposal. It reads thusly: You may strategically place your wonderful lips upon my posterior and kiss it repeatedly! 

Get it? He was saying kiss my ass xD

The movie in a nutshell:
Quote Barnabas: “Of all of the servants I could have spurned, all the hearts I could have broken, I got the one with the secret. I got the witch."

猪一样

不怕神一样的对手，只怕猪一样的队友。

此乃真理。

「歌」

问：「歌」对你来说是什么？

允浩：我自身
昌珉：青春期最早找的快乐
有天：像家人一样 当然还有责任感
俊秀：唯一的存在 来生我还想唱歌
在中：不知道
为什么会开始唱歌 不知道
为什么要想唱歌 也不知道
是歌带我走到现在
说真的 我不知道我为什么要努力唱歌
但是理由只有一个
我是东方神起的成员
喜欢东方神起的歌
喜欢五个人的声音
也喜欢在五个人中唱歌的自己