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"I do [think Snape is a hero], though a very flawed hero.
An anti-hero, perhaps.
He is not a particularly likeable man in many ways.
He remains rather cruel, a bully, riddled with bitterness and insecurity –
and yet he loved, and showed loyalty to that love and, ultimately, laid down his life because of it."

-- J.K. Rowling

Monday, October 29, 2007

awww. Jay Chou's new album de another song is sooooo nice. keep listening to it sia. It's 彩虹. it's a very simple and light song. highly recommended! haha. off to watch my 樱野3+1 and 公主小妹lo!

Sunday, October 28, 2007

some spas scene frm Brown Sugar Macchiato...
[王子被鬼鬼整]
威廉:诶 强力胶 王子,你干嘛把自己的手粘在扫把上面啊?
王子:我干嘛把自己的手粘在扫把上面
威廉:所以我才问你为什么要把自己的手粘起来啊
王子:你白痴哦 我无聊看我自己的手不爽喔
威廉:干嘛问我 我又不是你的手 我怎么知道你的手爽不爽
王子:你不帮我就算了 你可不可以去找别人聊天啊 跟你讲话就有气
威廉:(大声)王子把自己的手粘在扫把上面喔
王子:有必要这么大声吗?...

lol. xiao si wo le. can go to this link to watch this part. hahahahaha.
Jay Chou so ke lian~ Have to juggle his new album and rehearsals for his concert at the same time AND have to compose song for the Olympics. he now dun have enough time to sleep liao. so poor thing! haha. but I believe if there is anyone who cn do it, it's JAY CHOU!

Saturday, October 27, 2007

wah. just now saw a fan made mv by someone called hiyoro. one word for it. PRO!
he took scenes frm x-family and edited and put in subtitles in such a way to completely change the story. he/she made guilong and xiatian as 2 separate ppl who became friends. then I was so totally amazed la! u cn view the videos by clicking this link. the videos i watched are the 龍天系列series.
fans of Jiro go have a look! :D
yay yay. fahrenheit releasing album on January! :D but sooooo long sia...

the show 翻滚吧!蛋炒饭 acted by Jiro and Danson de main female character changed from Selina's sister to Zhuo Wen Xuan lo.

ISWAK 2 also have to wait until ISAWK play finish. sianz. watch ISAWK so many times liao.

wooo. F.I.R. de album v.nice sia. heard them on youtube. so far 月牙湾,三个心愿,需要你的爱,第十行星 are all v.nice! waiting for some kind soul to lend me~ or send me the songs...

ho hum. ytd was one of the worst days in my life. and sadly I went through tt alone with no one I cn talk to. I wn to forget abt it so shall nt post abt it lar! haha.

Btw. Thanks to those who cared. Love ya all!

Don't worry abt me. as usual 死不了. whahahhaha.

But Im sorry. I have to keep things to myself.
Especially you.
Of all of them, I dote on you the most.
and so. I want you to be always happy,
always laughing,
always happy-go-lucky.
I don't want you to be burdened.
K?
And you too, have to be happier too!


* My newest resolution. Haha.*

Thursday, October 25, 2007

一个人 偶尔感到寂寞再所难免
一个人 我重新适应一切不方便

两个人 不一定就成全一个世界


直到自己没空气 才发现不能再继续
我不愿意 再为了讨你的欢心


Must I pretend that im someone else for all time


I can only take so much
These tears are turning me to rust



Take me as I am Or not at all
Cause it's my life
It's all or nothing


do you ever feel like breaking down
do you ever feel you are out of place
like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you
do you ever wanna run away
do you lock yourself in your room
with the radio on turned up so loud
that no one hears you screaming
no you don't know what it's like
when nothing feels alright
you don't know what it's like
to be like me
to be hurt to feel lost to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when you're down to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no one there's to save you
no you don't know what it's like
welcome to my life
do you want to be somebody else
are you sick of feeling so left out
are you desperate to find something more before your life is over
are you stuck inside a world you hate
are you sick of everyone around
with a big fake smile and stupid lies
but deep inside you're bleeding
no one ever lie straight to your face
and no one ever stab you in the back
you might think that im happy but im not going to be okay
everybody always get you what you wanted
you never had to work it was always there
you don't know what it's like what it's like



我想我可以习惯一个人生活


反正魔鬼亦睁只眼
反正天神亦闭只眼

没有人会想来改变这世界
从今以后不再孤独
没有感动没知觉享受幻灭
然后当你不再有希望
然后你就不会再受伤
然后你就会得到力量
生命是一部黑色童话


我真的累得不想再拉扯
haix. feel so aged recently. so 灰心 sia. so shall 隐退江湖. sick and tired.
Im not born with a happy nature, nor brought up in the way to have one.
so basically, Im not a very happy person, nor do I have the ability to always make ppl happy.
everyone emo for a reason. dun just assume the person is emo-ing for no reason. it's hurting. when you are grumbling abt the emo periods, did it occur to you to ask, what is the matter? nt just chuck tt person aside and take it tt she doesnt exist.

it sparked off on that day.
she had been thinking about stuff the past few days.
tt day, alrd in a negative mood,
she went up,
as usual,
as routine,
as it should be,
as it had been for the past year.
only she and he was there.
she was nt there.
I sat behind them.
i waited.
and i waited.
and waited.
for them to include me in the conversation,
to ask me a question,
to say a joke,

to have eye contact,
anything.
as the minutes tick by.
they were still engrossed in their conversation.
without even a glance at me.

like I don't exist.
ouch.
that hurts.
my heart hurts.
I smsed to a friend. the only friend.
"I feel like disappearing frm the world right now...
since no one wld ever care or even notice"
my tears dropped.
I kept my silence.
they continued their conversation.
and still
not even a glance at me.

I walked off.

I have my pride.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

woo. today arts fest and be yourself day and mrs chong bday! haha

today so relax sia. loiter in class until recess then i go wif usual gang go walk ard. then in the end arrived at avt 15min early.

listened to the choir's performance. i like rebecca, anissa and natania's voices! the whole performance v.gd. :)

then stayed in our seats for the nxt program: movie screening. it's Death Note 2! Finally cn watch liao sia. I watched the first movie long time ago and didnt have the chance to catch it. then now cn watch for free in air-con rm, cushioned seats with friends. :D but v.sad when L died. he's so cute and unique xD. lol. That Light makes my blood boil and that Misa, haix, so blinded. zzz.
O. today saw wenjia's friends dressing up as Misa and L. The one dresses up as L v.xiang! and she's a girl. haha. then they walk ard with the death note and apple and lollipops. lol.

argh. had to clear out lockers. zhong si wo le...

tmr still have chinese...T.T

never drink milk and then soymilk with less than a few hrs in between.

LOVE FAHRENHEIT
LOVE DONG CHENG WEI'S MUSIC.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

haha. shall post a more proper post.

today 3-5 and 3-6 watch The Village while the other classes having leadership workshops. haha. the show is quite nice, wif a simple story and plot. and that main guy character is just soooo coool~ @_@

THANKS to nadia who treated me to Ban Mian when Im broke and starving! haha. loves <3

woo. went to lib with nadia and wanting, then afterward go back hub wif nadia....talk....

argh. X-Family ending le. T.T she bu de nehx~ although after tt is ISWAK2 which also have Jiro and Aaron and which is a nice show, I wld still miss x-family! haha. WuZun appear lo, so wow sia. haha.

cant really say much so shall not post much. haha.
lol!!~~~~
hahahahahhahah
xiu and lanlingwang after bian-ing xiatian were both smiling like siao. xD
soooo funny.....
haha
random
continue watching...
Yay! changing of blogskin done. nt i wn to change de hor.. it's becuz the prev blog the images like all disappeared -.-^ so have to endure the cold and finish typing in everything. argh. Im just nt adept at blogger
it's past 12 lo~ gotta go le~~

Monday, October 22, 2007

*shivers*
woooooo~ super cold now sia.
freezing seh...
searching for new blogskin
argh
ma fan....
now so cold summore....

Friday, October 19, 2007

hmm. my chi teacher said tt a 豁达 person 凡事都看得很开,and dunno wat else, forgot le. The main point is, I shall be a 豁达 person, and dun take things too hard.

seriously, after a few more major 打击, a person wld become more immune to smaller, everyday ones. i also dunno whether that's gd or bad. :/ i suppose tt's gd, in a way, becuz at least you won't feel like you can't breathe everyday.

it's not going to work if everyone is emo and everyone dun feel like cheering the emo ppl becuz they are emo themselves. and the emo ppl continue emoing becuz no one bothers to cheer them up. and when everyone is emo everybody elses also becomes emo. get my drift? it's a, as mrs goh said, a vicious cycle. -.- ah crap. nvm. i've been fufilling at least partially my resolution to be evil (refer to earlier posts), and so I shall 振作and 重出江湖!!!

hahahaha. X-Family is sooooo funny. 誓死如龟!!! xD

Monday, October 15, 2007

Friday, October 12, 2007

enjoying hols~
haha. but. xxxx xxxxx xxx xxxx xxx xxxxxx xxxxxx xx xxxx xxx xxxxx. xxxx. xxxx xxx. xxxx. xxxx. xxx xxxx xxxx xx xxx xxxxx xx xxxx xx xxxxxxxxxxx. xxxx. xxx.

xfamily absolutely rawks~ love that show. and gui feng appeared :). but aww, xiongge disappeared, AND. AND AND AND. my beloved GUILONG also disappeared. T.T the kawaii and cool and shuai guilong that loves to drink milk~~

o. and now rewatching GTO. rmb? haha. it's the show 6years back. it's one of those rare shows that u wld still rmb years after u watched it. really love tt show sia. Onizuka so funny. haha.

watching 交响情人梦also. and Saiunkoku Monogatari, the anime made from my fav xiaoshuo series ^^. and also Cardcaptor Sakura again. wahahaha. love youtube~~
woo. no school today :D went out with wen, weiching, wanting, wenjia, nadia and hueiting to bugis. guang le yi zheng tian :) though i din she de to buy any clothes. haha. O! and we saw sarah by coincidence. haha.

anyway. just now was watching some episodes of bai fen bai. My god! xiao zhu soooooo funny lah!! kept laughing like siao until breathless sia. haha. highly recommended for ppl who needs cheering up. haha. can be found at youtube. got lots of clips.

shall go and dig out more interesting youtube videos laaaaah!

Thursday, October 11, 2007

前几天到图书馆,便注意到一本书,是少年杨家将的电视小说。纯粹是因为记得曾经很喜欢一部电视剧[杨门女将之女儿当自]〉所以想借这本书知道所有的人物关系。刚刚读完了这本书。我读到最后几段,叙述着金沙滩一战的部分时,眼泪就这样流下来了。也说不清为什么。是杨二郎和三郎即使伤痕累累也要奋战致死,过后尸体还被战马拖在地上受尽凌辱?是杨大郎不顾一切,独自一人突破重围也要阻止天灵,却最后被暗算,被吊起来成大字形,最后万箭穿心死亡?是百战不挠的杨业最后为了残余的杨家将,为了唤醒遭受奸臣蒙骗的太宗, 以头撞向李陵碑,希望皇上能明白杨业?是杨七郎即使体无完肤只剩下最后一口气,也坚持握着杜金娥送给他的定情物?还是只是因为气愤太宗迟迟不肯出兵救援?... ...

okay. the above post sounds a bit random. ah crap. nvm. just suddenly feel very emo (as in have a lot of qing xu) after reading the book. haha. "如骨鲠喉,不吐不快" XD

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

woohoo~ exams suan shi over le! No more sleeping at 1am in the morning and waking up at 3am le! yay!!!!

haha. anyway. was watching 樱野三加一. then got this dialouge between 2 guys, 范植伟 and 明道. v.cool when you are watching the video la.

D.K.徐:我能在你们毕业舞会的时候把她打扮成全场最耀眼的女主角;你能吗?我能给她戴上钻石项链,每天过着公主一般的生活,而不是只有一天;你能吗?
杨家将:你刚刚说的我都没有!但是我有一条命我能给她!你能吗?!

woo. 黑糖玛奇朵 ended liao. v.short sia. nvm. brought me alot of entertainment. haha. still got a lot of dramas to watch! have 公主小妹,终极一家,恶女阿楚 and 樱野三加一。

okay. dun have much to post about la. brain still gong gong de from the hell-like life due to exams. haha. nxt time bah...

Saturday, October 06, 2007

whoo. realised tt whenever me and xiaominmin go dan du yue hui, we cn talk for hours and hours. today talk frm morning until evening until my throat and lips totally dried up and I cant talk. -.- time flies~ haha.

yay. I GOT THAT JACKET! wahahaha. although tt cash supposed to pay off my debts. ah well. my dear debtors all v.nice de. hehe. and i got the song shakalaka baby! yay yay. :D

ho hum. quite a bit of confidential stuff so shall not reveal laaaaah~


ai si xiaominmin la! no one gets me like you do :)
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Recommended Songs:
愿意不爱你 - 炎亚纶
怕什么 - 蔡依林
Shakalaka Baby - 潘嘉丽
斗琴 (Piano)- 不能说的秘密 电影原声
琴房 (Instrumental)- 不能说的秘密 电影原声

Thursday, October 04, 2007


yoyo one and all. It's my pleasure to announce that I reformatted my com two nights ago and I'm extremely touched to say that it's working much faster and stopped hang-ing. im soooo gandong~~

anw. there's a song by Jiro in The X-Family, 在水一方. it's adapted from the song by Deng Li Jun. They change to rock version. V.nice!! especially when u know the story in the x family. cause in the show, he's singing it sort of on behalf on his dad to his mum. Then v.funny, cause th whole meaning got changed ard. originally it's sang by a female then now changed to guy. and in the show his dad is marry into his wife's family de. haha.

Jiro zhen shi tai tai tai shuai le!~

argh. running extremely short on cash these few days - AND IT'S THE START OF THE MONTH NIA. and I got a lot of things I want buy. hope that the sale in I.P.zone cn carry on until I've enough money to buy that jacket. must wait for me~ orh. and if anyone got Agent J and Leehom and F.I.R. new album and the song Shakalaka Baby by Kelly Poon, please send me!!!