what happens after happily ever after?

《幸福了然后呢》A-Lin

除了旋律啊歌声啊没话说的好听
我特别喜欢这首歌的概念 
看戏啊看小说的时候
我一向很喜欢有所谓的“后续”
也就是happily ever after
到底是怎样的happily ever after 法
就像韩剧《秘密花园》的结局 不只是停在结婚那里
而是继续拍到婚后生活
会两个人裹着棉被一起看雪景
朱元会和孩子争老婆的时间
背得累得时候让罗琳踩着他的脚一步一步地走回家
等等等
也是因为这样我也特别喜欢系列书
像Tamora Pierce或绿痕和蝴蝶seba
因为之前出现然后圆满完结的角色会在其它书以配角的方式出现
所以我对于很多书/戏剧很喜欢以两个主角终于overcome obstacles然后相遇然后相视而笑当ending这种情节相当无语=.=

so many feels

The moment when your favourite class's lecturer showed your favourite group's performance as lecture material in class. (～o￣▽￣)～o ~

★~★

SO MANY FEELS OMG.

╮(￣▽￣)╭  

Was damn agitated albeit the performance shown was the last peformance by them and I never watched it more than twice cause I would cry ╮(╯_╰)╭
Me and PY were holding on to each other for dear life and trying not to hyperventilate or scream or sth ↖(^ω^)↗

Anyway to put all I said into context, it was Japanese Studies lecture and Dr. Amos showed Tohoshinki's performance on Kohaku 2009 to show what his mother-in-law wanted to watch on New Year's Eve in Japan lol.

Will miss Dr. Amos and Dr. Chris~
Best two lecturers ever imo (￣▽￣)~
*inserts many hearts*

Best tutor ever ♥ （*∩_∩*）

Argo

I want to watch Argo! *o*
Read a review and did some reading on the story it was based on and got all interested.

这是一段不可能的历史。真实发生过，却似好莱坞最有创意的编剧编撰出来的谎言。
现实，往往比电影离奇。
---摘自i周刊《影议馆》杨丽玲

 Hope it still airs after exams /.\

喜欢的是他 又不是我自己

“你是说我们两个的价值观不一样？”
“你觉得一样吗？”
允浩想了想，笑道
“是不太一样哈。”
昌珉喝了口酒，沉稳的说
“不过也无所谓了，时间久了，慢慢就磨合的相似了。”
允浩却动了动眉心
“我从没打算为他改变自己的价值观，也没想过让在中为我改变什么啊。”
昌珉看他一眼，允浩轻轻的笑着说道
“昌珉，爱一个人，如果就要那个人的价值观变得跟自己一样，那么也只能说明，你爱自己多一点。”
他放下啤酒罐，站起身，看着落地窗外的景色
“喜欢并不是一味的要求改变跟迁就，有的时候，站在对方的角度，用他眼睛，这看看这个世界的另一面，也很好啊……我喜欢的是金在中，又不是我自己。”
 -------摘自《破执系列之旁观者迷》冢景芷熙

和俊良htht时提到的一段~

Gone

当你有工作+学业的事情堆在那等着你做时
最怕碰到的是
碰到一篇好读and正在连载的文
完了完了完了

The American Dream

Obama won. Yayyyy

Anyway supposed to be mugging for quiz so should not crap too much.

Just that I watched the rally speech by Michelle Obama and was impressed.
Plain english, raw emotions, but it was very moving.
No big words or big goals or mission or whatever, just everyday issues that you and I can relate to.
I think that resonates more than anything else.

I got interested by her interpretation of The American Dream and went to google it (more procrastination I know), and The Audacity of Hope came up. Apparently it was a book written by the then-senator Barack Obama and which was what propelled him to national prominence.
Shall go borrow/buy/read the book after exams! Looks interesting.

And I thought it's cute she calls herself 'Mum-in-Chief' :)

忍不住原谅的傻瓜

《傻瓜》


《忍不住原谅》


这两首歌都是温岚演唱的
MV概念其实很相似
基本上《傻瓜》的mv如果是配上《忍不住原谅》的歌词是绝配的
其实觉得《傻瓜》的mv比较有感染力

大家都说劈腿的男人不能原谅
因为有一就有二
但是女生总会忍不住原谅
尤其在男生用柔情攻势的时候
拥抱啦亲吻啦流泪啦体贴啦
就会觉得 “他不一样” “这次会不一样”
结果发现
还是一样的一样的

没有开心的历史么

历史好沉重。

哦。

当我爸看见我裂掉的电话屏幕
跟我说他气到不想讲话
再接着训了我一顿
然后说他要一个十全十美的女儿的时候
我真的不知道我应该怎么反应

Goodbye to Romance

Didn't know of the drama, but fantastic OST track. Goodbye to Romance by Sonya.

Am I a joke?

原来我在乎的东西那么微不足道。

Am I a joke?
I feel like such a joke.

Agathoraphobic

Agathoraphobia:
Fear of abandonment or rejection

Some people never learn.
I suppose I'm one of them.
Why do I still care after so long.

Vocals and Dance

TVXQ - Don't Say GoodBye + Wrong Number Live TVXQ - どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう + Mirotic Live
I just feel so exceptionally proud of them during live performances like these, whereby they wow us with their vocals and then immediately on the same stage, they showed that they can sing and dance at the same time, sounding great and looking great.

Looking forward to HoMin comeback!

P.S. I could never bring myself to call HoMin as DBSK nor JaeChunSu as JYJ ;_;
/self-denial I know. 

P.S.S. And all those companies are such b*tches for claiming all yt videos (even old ones for god's sake) left right and center =_=#

Bloody Mod

Someone give me an idea so that I can start somewhere for my response paper.

Stuck in school trying to finish the other half of my response paper which was the critique part.

The last time I felt the same way (aka totally lost) was when I have to formulate 12 questions for 6 readings of the SAME BLOODY MODULE.

Headache.
Tired.

Whine

Warning：This is a whiny post.

Let me whine.
This is the fourth consecutive day I'm sick.
Woke up to a bad headache which was probably due to my blocked nose while I was sleeping. My throat is dry and yet there's the annoying phelgm every now and then and my voice's good as gone.
Keep feeling lethargic which is a major no-no when you haven't touch your tutorials nor started on your response paper.
And I haven't drank my beloved milk tea for days.
/grumbles whines and moans

Prejudice

It's interesting reading about the same event or persons in both wiki and baidu. You realise the stance and viewpoints are so different among the two. I supposed it's difficult to be really unbiased or unprejudiced. But sometimes I just wish to know history as it is, just hard core facts of what really happened, and not some twisted account from someone ignorant or with some motive. Ah well.

Anyway was kind of triggered cause I was interested in "Gwanghae: the man who became king" a Korean movie by Lee Byung Hun. So I went to baidu who's Gwanghae and the info there start to include some Manchu-Ming stuff which was not what I was looking for so I start to wiki about it. And as said, wiki was different. Sensitive topic so I hereby end my blog post.

/prays hard that I would get well by tmr

Shadows

I fell sick.
Sucks being sick, especially when lethargy and headaches come with it.

Anyway finally got around to watching Johnny Depp's Dark Shadows online. The visuals were good, but the storytelling and tempo are poor. Basically not much of a strong core story, and too many characters for a 2 hour movie. Most of it dark humor, rest of the time it's like the movie couldn't decide whether to be funny or serious. Ah well.

Anyway this exchange brought a bit of LOL:

Angelique: I'm gonna offer you a business proposal, Barnabas. My final offer. Either you agree to rule this little pond of mine side by side...partners and lovers...or I put you in back in the box.

Barnabas: I have already prepared my counterproposal. It reads thusly: You may strategically place your wonderful lips upon my posterior and kiss it repeatedly! 

Get it? He was saying kiss my ass xD

The movie in a nutshell:
Quote Barnabas: “Of all of the servants I could have spurned, all the hearts I could have broken, I got the one with the secret. I got the witch."

猪一样

不怕神一样的对手，只怕猪一样的队友。

此乃真理。

「歌」

问：「歌」对你来说是什么？

允浩：我自身
昌珉：青春期最早找的快乐
有天：像家人一样 当然还有责任感
俊秀：唯一的存在 来生我还想唱歌
在中：不知道
为什么会开始唱歌 不知道
为什么要想唱歌 也不知道
是歌带我走到现在
说真的 我不知道我为什么要努力唱歌
但是理由只有一个
我是东方神起的成员
喜欢东方神起的歌
喜欢五个人的声音
也喜欢在五个人中唱歌的自己

Mess

I get so impossibly mad when my schedule gets messed up.

Kao ga gi

有什么办法 缺钱的是我 觉得自己很unprincipled又怎么样 没那么尊贵能够觉得委屈
靠山山倒靠人人跑
靠自己!!

傻B的B

拆散允在的是傻逼加二货。

Back In Time

Beautiful song, but nah, haven't gotten around to watching the drama it was meant for. 

Back in Time by Lyn - Moon that embraces the Sun OST

On a fine day

决定来到我身边时，穿着这双鞋吧。在一个晴天、美美的。
----《绅士的品格》

Night

The insecurities that night time brings.

女二

爱情剧应该是时候跳脱女二都是心机鬼的框框了

正在看「小资女孩向前冲」
表示女二很欠揍👊

W

^OT5 with the best vocals and harmony ever

Listening to DB5K's sad songs live one after another has this way of bringing tears...

^One of my OT3

Tiger

This tickled me for some reason. Tiger waiting leisurely for the prey.

Cheesy

Was clearing my Documents folder of all the random docs that I don't even remember ==

Then I came upon this old file and decide to just post it and delete it woo.

Just some funny stuff I heard when watching old Korean Variety shows.

Not really funny, but so immensly cheesy that it's kind of lol:

Guy:Why did you take it all?

Girl: What?

Guy: You should have at least left a little.

Girl: ?

Guy: My heart.

-------------------

Guy: I'll go to hell so you, go return back to heaven.

-------------------

Guy: What color is JaeSuk hyung's shirt?

Girl: Green.

Guy: Really? Since the first time I saw you, aside from you, everything I see in this world is black and white.

-------------------

Guy: Do you know why I stare at you with these burning eyes?

Girl: *shakes head*

Guy: For me it's a waste of time to even blink.

翔

看到刘翔的新闻和在微博引发的言论
有些感触 觉得还是不要在微博说
现在的网民实在太可怕了
躲在电脑后头就觉得不需要付任何责任
so anyway
虽说我不太关注体坛的事情
不过还是替刘翔这名选手感到可惜
他已经赢得那么多跨栏冠军
是世界纪录的保持人
他剩下的应该只有自我挑战了
他受伤之后
大可直接退出了
却仍旧练习
甚至训练新的跑法
做了那么多努力顶着那么沉重的压力
我不明白为什么他还需要被自己的国人骂
哪个运动员在努力了那么久希望受伤啊
任何运动本身除了运动员的个人技巧和经验
也很讲求on the spot performance
有点万事俱备只欠东风的feel
哎呀 anyway
我主要想说的不要怪他了
有本事自己跑去
人家又不欠你！

Extremely belated birthday post

a.k.a Megapost mentioned in previous post

Basically wanted to post about my birthday and the efforts all you nice people put in as a way of saying thanks. Though other than WC, wormie from my sec sch gang, LL and PY from poly, I doubt anyone else come to this ulu blog lol. Ah well, but stilllllll.

Birthday Relay 2012

Leg 1

Date: 12 July
Humans: NaNa, LQ
Where: Ichiban

Basically just a meetup 'cause Nana would be in M'sia during the weekends aka my birthday celebrations. But it's in the name of my Birthday, so yah~

Leg 2

Date: 14 July
Humans: LiQian LiLi PY Nicole
Where: NanXiang XiaoLongBao; nydc

Meeting at bugis, enjoyed good food and desserts, and presents from PY+LQ, N + Nana. Remembered that N was in some snugly lethargic mode and the both of us just keep nua-ing against each other.

 ^My sweethearts. Taking neoprints omg. All of us were so rusty and couldn't react in time ._.

Leg 3

Date: 16 July
Humans: LiLi PY

Technically was not in the name of my birthday,  but LL gave me my card yay. And promised a belated birthday present ^^

Leg 4

Date: 16 July
Humans: WC LW WT J I
Where: Timbre

 A rare meetup of us with so many people~ Ate at Timbre - took quite some time to find the place. It was in some back alley for god's sake. Anyway was being happy just being in the company of old old friends, but was extra touched and surprised when they brought out cupcakes with candles. (And I seriously thought WC simply went for a walk to digest =.= cause that's what LQ and PY always do)

Anyway for our group that meet up so rarely, every major meet up would become a mass status update kind of thing, and usually I'm the one with WC absorbing all the info lol. But this time no, and I was tickled to see them trying to stuff down the cupcakes just to hear my story asap.

Oh, and I got treated! Thanksssss

 ^Rare proper smiling photo of chiobu WC. Power of birthday wishes FTW!

 ^A lot going on

 ^and this is like one of my favourite photos of all timeeee.

Leg 5

Date: 17 July

Human: Wormie

Where: DTF

Did some major camwhoring, we seriously took hundreds of photos, and N asking me to upload all cause she wants to increase her photos count on FB -.- but what you all saw on FB is the filtered ver for both our sakes. Basically we ate 5 XLBs and 3 SMs each, then we talk for hours and take pictures, phototaking all the way to the bus stop.

Oh, and I got treated again! xD lalala

*On a sidenote, looking at us together suddenly triggered me to think about how we became close. Remembered we were still normal good friends that were part of a big clique in lower sec? Then in upper sec it became you and me.

Leg 6 [Final Leg]

Date: 17 July
Humans: My Family
Where: Fish & Co.

Dinner with my family. For those who didn't know, my niece happen to have the same birthday as me. So that's us forced to stand on the chair while the Fish & Co staff attempted to sing their birthday song for us - but I couldn't decide who's more embarrassed, me or them.

^Standing on the chair looking like a fat

 --------

That about concludes the celebrations. Just want to express my heartfelt thanks to those who made the effort to meet up with me, to get me presents, to write me cards, to send me messages, to dedicate a blog post to me. I'll admit I'm kind of anti-social and dislike knowing too many people and having to maintain act-friendly relationships. It's tiresome. On the other hand I therefore treasure and value the few friends that I have, and am always thankful that they cared.

感性一下 换下语言

能够淡定的分享发生过的事情

我想也是放下了许多吧

有些人可能有注意到

我左手一直戴着的紫水晶珠链

我知道它很不是我的style

不过我到生日为止

已经戴了整整一年

因为它是我去年的生日礼物

而它有它的意义存在

生日的一两个月前

我就决定 到我生日那天

如果某些人的诺言不能实现

那我就拿下收起来再也不戴了

Since that side of the promise was not kept, then why should I keep mine?

And obviously 我已经不戴了

所以 

嗯哼

就酱~

----

题外题外话

最近时不时情绪其实会有点低落==

好吧 我承认照片上的我和现实中接触的我感觉不一样

照片上毕竟是在笑 而且因为偏白 感觉就比较文静那类的

我知道现实中的我 比较少笑容 通常都比较冷淡没有表情

所以反差会比较大

我知道 okay？

但是没必要一直讲我很‘假’‘act一个’等等

虽然我都笑笑说 的确反差很大

但不代表‘假’这个字被用在身上我会多开心

照片不笑then要怎样？

我样子就长这样 笑跟不笑反差比较大

这样就假？

Coming soon

MEGAPOST
COMING SOON

文化差异

从微博得知九把刀的《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》在New York Asian Films Festival展出 然后刀大说在播的时候观众反映很热烈 我就好奇去搜了一下相关报道


怎么说呢 我觉得这部电影在西方那边并不会像在这里（中港台新）一样的。。。感人
这个故事的美在于那种对初恋/暗恋的美好回忆 那段学生时代的单纯朦胧和暧昧
对于我个人来说 
我是喜欢/欣赏/羡慕柯景腾对沈佳仪的那种绝对的喜欢 很热血
不过可能因为文化的关系 西方可能没办法理解那种喜欢/追求一个人8年的feel
我看了纽约那方面的报道影评反而着重在那群男生在课上打手抢的画面 =.= 
让我彻底的无语 也替这部电影感到不值

***

题外

“喜欢的不一定是你需要的，你最需要的也不一定就是你喜欢的。但是为了长期健康，医生建议你选最适合你的。”
---《掌心》

迟来的台湾之旅post

1 day after HK trip was our Taiwan trip, so PY just stayed at my house. 6D5N trip to Taiwan Taipei with PohYee, LiLi, Serena, WenYa and Iris. Stayed in a hotel at XiMenDing, and we spent like hell xD. Largely shopping, plus amusement park trip to LiuFu and cable car ride to MaoKong. Similarly, not much pics cause no iPhone~

^THE 永和豆浆omg, and darn cheap.
and THE 阿宗面线was delicious~

^Their Oyster Omelette has this sweet sauce on top.

And I totally wasn't expecting 诚品书店to these 2 books. They are the last 2 books of the series 彩云国物语that I have been following for years, and I thought it would still take quite some time for them to be published in Chinese, so I was pleasantly surprised.

^Tried to cram all the stuff I bought into one pic

^This is damn niceeeee. Green tea cake with walnuts.

^This tea series was 7-11's house brand and they taste gorgeous. Like MOS Burger's tea! And just a sidenote, their 7-11 is so much more convenient and affordable than SG's.

^Seaweed with almond bits. Taste delicious but quite ex so couldn't buy much.

And of course the 维格凤梨酥that I always buy~

迟来的香港之旅post

Basically this is just a, eh, recap post. Anyway went to Hong Kong with my erjie, my mum, her sister, and my girl. A 4D3N trip, and we went to Hong Kong Disneyland and Ocean Park. Not much photos cause the then me have no iPhone xD

Anyway, Ocean Park was more of my place then Disneyland cause I'm not a very Disney/Cartoons person, and some of the amusement rides in Ocean Park are downright gorgeous (large rollercoaster and 360degrees ride whoo).

And authentic Bo Luo Pao in HK is godlike. Couldn't find the same taste in cafes in SG /sadface.

It's actually pretty fun staying in themed hotels. Stayed in Disneyland Hollywood Hotel and the room has cute towels like this, and freebies like disney cups and postcards.

Some things change, some things didn't

Some things change, some things didn't, and I hope would never do.

26/07/2012
Some random meet-up at AMK with Wanting, Weiching, Nadia, Jacq, Wenjia and Hueit.
认识了８年的朋友们　
在不能见面的期间　各自发生了一些事
结果就变成一个“集体更新现状会”
或许不像“年少轻狂”时一般的大癫大笑
但那份长年累月沉淀下来的熟悉感和归属感更是无可取代
我的朋友不多　好朋友更少
所以让我们一起度过更多的８年吧


附上好久不见但是没有好久不见的feel的婉婷:

我爱你们～

27/06/2012

 

My Girl ♥

Ho-hum

聊到一些事情

怎么想是一回事　有什么反应又是另一回事 

原来我还不能真的无所谓 

Kylie

Kylie meimei

今天和两个姐姐和两个侄女一起出门吃早餐午餐逛逛
小妹是属于比较安静比较独立的小孩子
总是自己走路自己背背包自己吃东西
姐姐则是走几步路就要人家抱 而且不抱她就会在那闹的那种
不过今天小妹真的太让我感动了


因为今天都是我牵着她的
她也就一直乖乖的跟着走
刚开始只是觉得她体力不错 因为我们走了有几个小时吧
直到下楼梯的时候 发现她几乎是脚软要踉跄了
这才知道其实她走得很累了


就抱着她走了一阵子 然后去吃午餐
午餐后又继续走啦
过后只要我一蹲下来她就会靠过来然后靠在我身上
我只是有点surprised 因为她不是特别affectionate的
过了几次才知道她又累了 就抱起她
结果她马上昏睡 整个精疲力尽


就觉得她真的很乖
根本不知道她累了 因为她没说 更别说闹或哭之类的
就一直静静的一直走 也不会蹲下来或站着拒绝走


就这样
表达一下感动呵

ERIC

Love in the Ice

Technically one of the best performances of Love in the Ice by DBSK. Well, the best performance by Junsu anyway, cause this is one of the few times (or only? Can't say I watched all) Junsu actually did not change breath during the bridge part, which was a highly amazing feat as it requires stamina AND skill to hold a note that high and that long. And perfect performance by them as usual, and in suits, only slight imperfection would be Yunho's part almost getting swallowed during the bridge part.

And as with everytime after watching DBSK's performances, I miss DB5K sorely D:

愿望 而不是誓约

我喜歡你。


我將把這句話當成願望，而不是誓約。因為我太膽小，不敢接受誓約破裂的那天，我的心將會碎裂成什麼樣子。

Nodame

重看《交响情人梦最终乐章》
看到野田妹一反常态 淡然地和千秋说
“好像不能喜欢上前辈了”
千秋那一脸挫屎的表情
看了爽啊！
哈哈哈哈哈

记

突然发现我中三的回忆是空白的 囧
因为写的日子都是08年的
觉得奇怪就去翻这个blog的archives
就有种
我以前都在写什么鬼啊啊啊啊啊
重点是
我完全忘了发生什么事了
哈哈哈哈
写的‘你’啊‘他’啊
我都不懂些的是谁= =

果然要多写写日记啊

创作

最近在啃九把刀的书
怎么说呢 读他的书会有种 我也想写小说 的感觉

其实一直以来 我都很羡慕有创作力的人
不管是
艺术方面如画画、素描、等
音乐方面如弹奏乐器、作曲、等
文学方面如写长篇或短篇小说、 作词、等
为什么说羡慕呢
因为俺没天分~

挺失落的
因为创意又不是努力就会有的东西

Ah well。

Adele

这段期间对Adele的声音和台风上瘾
有时间可以好好听听她在Royal Albert Hall的演唱会
听出耳油了都


最开始时先听Rolling in the Deep, 然后 Someone like you, 再是 Set fire to the rain, 现在是 Don't you remember
真心赞啊 现场比CD还感人

First Movie

Went to watch The Avengers today!
I went alone lol. Funnnn. And easy to get a good seat xD
Anyway it was a darn good show. I mean, I never watched any of the 'solo' movies like Iron Man, Captain America, The Hulk, etc., but I still enjoyed this show. A lot. Maybe it also happens to be my cup of tea with the characters having different abilities ^^ A lot of LOL parts and very enjoyable!
Thumbs up~

IRIS

幸亏我大概知道结局=有心理准备才看IRIS
不然如果是从播出追着看
那结局大概会让我吐血

发誓/I swear

就突然有个thought 
不是很多故事/电影/戏剧/人 
常常会说 
我下次不会了/我只爱你一个/我永远爱你/等等诸如此类的话 
然后说 我发誓 


英文就是
I swear I won't do it again.
I swear you are the only one.
I swear that my love for you will last forever.


说我发誓的意义
其实就是要表示自己说的是真话 否则。。。
然后你就会发现
否则怎样？
现在的所谓誓言都已经没有意义


以前电视电影 
男生说“我发誓” 
这个时候女方就会马上掩住他的嘴巴说 
“不要说这种（不吉利的）话” 


现在 
谁鸟你

Somebody that I used to Know

Somebody that I used to Know (Glee ver)
我喜欢的歌 很赞的歌词
这版本唱得也不错
只是……由两个大男生对唱感觉就有点 怪怪的
哈哈哈

You didn't have to cut me off
Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing
I don't even need your love, treat me like a stanger
and that feels so rough

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

姓福

紫薇：尔康 你幸福吗？
尔康：紫薇 我本来就姓福

Oh YunJae

YUNJAE DAMN HOT

Innocent Donghae

Donghae on We Got Married is like the cutest thing on earth ^^ Was rofl-ing watching the episode on 120310. Does any 26 year old as innocent and naiive as him still exist?? He's like a little kid the way he's so lost and awkward when he is with the girl he likes.

TVXQ Variety

不知道笑点还是觉得很好笑~
男生穿黑衬衫就是好看~

A

No idea where to start for A-math...

Dream

Pleasantly surprised that JYJ's song came out while watching DH2 ^^


Great song:

Hope for the best

Felt so bad for them :(
I mean, putting aside I admire them and stuff like that, I think as fellow human beings they had and are still having a hard time. If the audio clip is indeed real, they sounded really stressed out. I can't blame that for lashing out like that. Just imagine living under constant scrutiny for 24/7 for the past 8 years, getting stalked, getting random phone calls, being followed all around from the moment you step out of your house. It's just that they are celebrities that they are being criticised like that. If the people in the equation is changed to a commoner, I think as a fellow human being this could be understood. A normal person would have lashed out after getting this kind of treatment for a week, let alone years.

This issue aside, I do wish for them to get some proper rest. Not just physically, but also emotionally and mentally. Give the guy some space, for god's sake D: I would curse and swear if retarded people who have no idea what is basic respect caused problems in their singing career and deprived me of 天籁之音, or in their celebrity career and deprived me of eye-candying!

Hope for the best <3

Love Announcement

我下载《恋爱通告》看……
结果……
我只能说……
《你不知道的事》很好听

这什么莫名其妙的怪戏啊 =.=

真公主

佘诗曼太强了~
那一长串话不止流畅而且搭配她表情超好笑的~
高手~
广东话好好听~

Miserable

When it's your menses first day and you are having bad cramps and you niece has been in whinepot mode for the whole day and you are obliged to attend to her.
You just wish you can just faint to end the misery.

Almost Here

相爱的人的Chemistry就是不一样
我看到有评论说视频里Brian给她看掌心
然后她笑得那么灿烂是因为
他的掌心写着I love you
Like a sweet~

爱一个人为什么会有痛苦啊
因为你认真 认真才会痛苦啊 不认真就不痛不痒了啊

梗不是没有理由的

看偶像剧除了看到可怜被打压的丑小鸭翻身成为漂亮的天鹅反击的梗会超爽以外，看到一直苦苦追求可是被忽视不被珍惜的角色终于有一天放下而且当着那人的面说“I‘m not going to like or care about you anymore." 然后那个人才意识到他一直在挥霍别人的感情而且发现不能没有她的情节看了也是爽啊啊啊啊~

笑一下

'08 Taiwan

今天讨论台湾的行程
回家就突然想起把之前去台湾的照片找出来
（朋友烧成光碟给我）
不得不赞叹
单反拍出来的就是质量啊质量

嗯 其实对那段旅程的印象
除了玩得开心 因为可以环整个台湾
也记得其实很寂寞
印象很深的是
在一直坐的大巴上
我永远都是坐（好吧 几乎是躺着）同一个位置
永远都是一个人坐在那
一个人听歌或睡觉 度过in between places的时间
好朋友只有两个
而她们各自的同班朋友都在
自然玩在一起
团体活动的时候 我也一起参与
也不强求一定要理我 淡定无所谓的样子
其实
不是真的完全无所谓
一个人旅行 和 和一群人旅行却一个人
心境是不一样的

唉 事情都过那么久了
怎么现在想起来还是如骨鲠在喉
还是那么难受

LOL

陈汉典差点没把我笑死

Jacob is more aesthetically pleasing than Edward

"Why do you want me here? Seth could keep you warm, and he's probably easier to be around, happy little punk. But when I walk in the door, you smile like I'm your favorite person in the world."

"You're one of them."

"That sucks, you know."

"Yeah." She sighed. "Sorry."

"Why, though? You didn't answer that."

Edward was looking away again, like he was staring out the windows. His face was blank in the reflection.

"It feels... complete when you're here, Jacob. Like all my family is together. I mean, I guess that's what it's like. I've never had a big family before now. It's nice." She smiled for half a second. "But it's just not whole unless you're here."

"I'll never be part of your family, Bella."

I could have been. I would have been good there. But that was just a distant future that died long before it had a chance to live.

"You've always been a part of my family," she disagreed.

My teeth made a grinding sound. 'That's a crap answer."

"What's a good one?"

"How about, 'Jacob, I get a kick out of your pain.'"

I felt her flinch.

"You'd like that better?" she whispered.

"It's easier, at least. I could wrap my head around it. I could deal with it."

I looked back down at her face then, so close to mine. Her eyes were shut and she was frowning. "We got off track, Jake. Out of balance. You're supposed to be part of my life. I can feel that, and so can you." She paused for a second without opening her eyes, like she was waiting for me to deny it. When I didn't say anything, she went on. "But not like this. We did something wrong. No. I did. I did something wrong, and we got off track___"

--Excerpt from Breaking Dawn

It's a 无心插柳柳成花 feeling, like the main focus of Twilight series was supposed to be the oh-I've-waited-a-century-for-you love between Edward and Bella, but I thought other parts like the background of Leah Clearwater, and the tongue-in-cheek way of speaking of Jacob were more interesting and had more depth than the rest of the book put together. Leah and Jacob were similar in the sense that they would have each been with their loved ones if they had followed the so-called track. But Leah's love imprinted on someone else involuntarily, and Bella met Edward. Ah wells.

Procrastinating :x

Hello to Myself

我真的受伤了

窗外阴天了音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了

电话响起了你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了是你变了

灯光熄灭了音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

电话响起了你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了是你变了

灯光熄灭了音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
我的心真的受伤了

Vicious Cycle

Don't know what's wrong with me recently. Couldn't stop sleeping even though my sleep already exceeded 8hours a day. I'm sleeping like 10-12 hours each day and still feeling tired when I'm awake. I just feel so lethargic and can't be bothered with anything. And I'm not studying as I should, not working as I should. Just wasting my time away. Gotta stop this vicious cycle T^T

Erase

可怕的monthly emo-ness
我讨厌现在的我
I HATE MYSELF.
I'M PRIDEFUL.
I'M HARSH.
I'M SELFISH.
I'M COLD.
I'M NEEDY.
I DON'T CARE.
FINE. ERASE ME FROM YOUR LIFE.
LET ME DISAPPEAR.
THE WORLD IS BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME ANYWAY.

Stand by You

Stand by you
这首每次听都会很伤感
因为他们最后一次合体唱的歌就是这首
歌声越美妙 旋律越动听 和声越和谐
现在的可惜就越深

话说Tokyo Dome 的演唱会实在太赞了
大家一起为了这首歌把红海变成蓝海
42000个人咧
要真的很有心 很有coordination才做得出的
红海/蓝海都很美

线条

俊秀好孬 xD
在中手臂肌肉线条真心赞
话说在中允浩好适合这种造型这种feel

Survivor

被宝伊trigger到 也去挖些视频来看


在中 0:51 唱 'two smile' 那里真是 啧啧~销魂啊~哈哈哈哈
话说喜欢这歌的服装造型 有本钱就是该适当的露一露 xD

Morbid

翻了以前写的一些读后感

“不过我觉得它的结局很特别
一个是发病七孔流血而死
一个是被捅了一刀流血而死”

我这是什么morbid说话方式啊 ==

消失

“我在梦里看见庚将来的生活，看见了好多人……可是……没有我……我并不在庚的未来里……我彻底的消失在庚的生活里……”

闻君有两意 故来相决绝

卓文君太酷了~
司马相如要纳妾 写了封家书

她，不能忘记他曾经递给她的家书，寥寥十三个数字：“一二三四五六七八九十百千万”，唯独无“亿”。君心淡漠，已没有忆了。

他要纳妾。

可共患难而不可共富贵。她冷冷地笑，连悲痛的时间也没有，立刻给他回信。

一，二，三，四，五，六，七，八，九，十，百，千，万，噫（亿）。她写的家书首尾联环，成为一首联环情诗。若要玩弄文字游戏，我卓文君当真逊于你司马相如么！偏偏要“噫”。不过，噫也不是那个忆！

用你心，换我心，始知相忆深；你若不想我了，那我何必想你。

-《闻君有两意 故来相决绝》

Bolero

Bolero.
One of the most epic songs, ever.
Epic song with epic vocals and epic structure.

Just some thought

I was trying to think, why do I feel more subjected to qualms of loneliness then I did before, even though now I have Facebook, weibo,qq, etc. I am so much more contactable then, well, before i had all those accounts. Maybe it's because with the existence of those accounts, it meant that whoever wants to contact me could, and that's why when i see that nobody contacted me via these channels simply reminds me of the stark truth nobody thought of me and wants to contact me. The constant absence of notifications is the constant reminder that the whole world continued on it's axis without you, you are not missed, you are not needed, you are not irreplaceable. And I think it's this 认知that sucks.

阴暗面

蝴蝶seba在一本小说里的后记里说的 关于‘阴暗面’ 觉得说的不错

會寫「百花殺」，實在是我想挑戰所謂「病態」關係有沒有解。基本上我對「病態」、「異常」，許多晦暗幽微，都有一點體認。這世界很有趣，我們喜歡用「正常」來覆蓋一切，假裝一切都順利運行。

其實「假裝」，永遠都不是「事實」。拿戀愛關係來舉例好了，往往要等到出了問題，才會有許多事後諸葛，設法從中找出「病態」、「異常」，說服自己也說服別人，就是因為有這些存在，所以才會導致失敗…

但卻不能說明許多「正常」的戀愛關係卻也同樣狀況百出，屢屢故障。

那是因為，完全的「正常人」，其實不存在的。每個人都有或多或少的陰暗和歪斜，導致無法契合，於是就失敗了。

以前我在一本書裡看到，女主角感嘆，其實都是「心」的問題。心在對方身上，什麼缺點都無限縮小，心不在對方身上，優點都成了缺點。

很通俗的論點，卻如此中肯。

但我想得又更深一點。如果兩個人都有心，那麼病態會不會就是最適合彼此的狀況呢？如果彼此都能喜愛，都能夠覺得泰然，那病態有什麼關係呢？

我可以舉很多例子，像是S與M。但我覺得還是罷了，省得誤導，也不想浪費太多時間。

只是許多時候剝開心臟，血淋淋的注視自己的陰暗和慾望時，冷眼察覺裡頭病態和異常的脈動，直到現在可以坦然面對，也花了很長一段時間。

人的許多心性都掩蓋在合理之下。本質中有其血腥殘暴的部份，只是被文明馴養。但當文明或信賴崩解時，偶爾露出來的「本性」，常常令自己大吃一驚，無論如何都不敢承認。

Happy CNY

CNY过得蛮high的
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

赌烂

除夕一堆人作我赌烂。

Idiot

I'm an idiot for being still so easily affected by you after all this while.

Burning candle

Burning the candle at both ends.
烧啊烧啊烧啊
At this rate I'm going I'm going to burn out soon.

哭到~

【中字】120114 元俊&素賢 Cut 1/1 @ 我們結婚了 Ep36 by vul3a04SNSD1

只是匆匆地看了之前几集
虽提不起太大兴趣但还是对他们存在好感的
看了他们的最后一集
最后10分钟哭得我稀里哗啦的
甚至比当初维尼夫妇哭得更惨~
可能感情更真实吧 比较realistic一些

就酱~
做project去~

We were in love

我们曾相爱 想到就心酸
-林宥嘉＜心酸＞

Not needed

伤心难过有人分担就会除于2
开心快乐和人分享就会乘于2

朋友交了男朋友喜怒哀乐与其分享
自己瞬间不被需要了
由心地替她感到开心并且支持祝福
但那种又少了一个理由存在的感觉挺让人失落的/.\

Suicidal

Tons of translation...
Projects...
Coming test...
Presentations...
Lack of sleep...
Headache...

I'm feeling fairly suicidal...

I'm bringing last minute to a new level...

人生若只如初见，何事秋风悲画扇？等闲变却故人心，却道故人心易变。

一直以来觉得“人生若只如初见”没什么 因为对于我这个慢热鬼来说初见反而不是最美好的时候 ==
不过正在看安意如的《人生若只如初见》，才看了第一篇，就深深觉得其实重点应该是在“等闲变却故人心，却道故人心易变。”书里说到‘也似刘禹锡的《竹叶词》：“长恨人心不如水，等闲平地起波澜。”’

心易变啊

Oh dear I should be chionging my projectssss. What am I doing readingggggg

南柯一梦

南柯一梦 是幸运 还是残酷？

堆积如山

要做的东西堆积如山/.\
有一堆project已经够累够烦了
我还有一堆比山海高的翻译要做
还让不让人活啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

浪费我时间

2011 - 2012

昨天去数人
前两个小时数着数着都快睡着了
幸亏后来Nana和Charmaine陪了我一段时间
期间我们就在玩Taboo
笑到～
好笑的事情应该被珍藏如：

Charmaine: The person who lose go breakdance in the middle of the path okay?
Shub: ... How about shuffle? I think breakdance we will really break something.

Charmaine: Next question... I have big boobs right, so I have what?

Charmaine: Next one, Serena you have...?
Serena: Small boobs?

Charmaine: This animal has very big eyes and lives in the water...
Serena: Fishball

啊哈哈哈哈哈
过后接近午夜的时候宝伊也来啦
本来分好队在玩的
结果开始倒数了就不管了
可惜的是　听不到倒数＝＝
就没有办法 build up tension
不过烟火有一些部分挺high的
有种　哇　下重本的感觉

重要的是
新的一年　能和几个好朋友一起喊
Happy New Year! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
一起抱着乱跳
的确比起宅在家里电脑前有气氛的多

虽说以后不会自愿去挑战到人潮的地方倒数就对了＝＝

虽说新的一年马上就碰到让人赌烂的事情
但是算了
咱不放心上～

把2011这收藏
我至今人生中最快乐最无忧无虑的一段时光
的一年
好好的思考回味一番
然后把幸福快乐的部分珍藏起来
把伤心难过的都忘掉
带着快乐的回忆踏上新的一年

美好的时光应该被收藏
因为有限，所以珍贵

2012年要开心！

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