ERIC

Love in the Ice

Technically one of the best performances of Love in the Ice by DBSK. Well, the best performance by Junsu anyway, cause this is one of the few times (or only? Can't say I watched all) Junsu actually did not change breath during the bridge part, which was a highly amazing feat as it requires stamina AND skill to hold a note that high and that long. And perfect performance by them as usual, and in suits, only slight imperfection would be Yunho's part almost getting swallowed during the bridge part.

And as with everytime after watching DBSK's performances, I miss DB5K sorely D:

愿望 而不是誓约

我喜歡你。


我將把這句話當成願望，而不是誓約。因為我太膽小，不敢接受誓約破裂的那天，我的心將會碎裂成什麼樣子。

Nodame

重看《交响情人梦最终乐章》
看到野田妹一反常态 淡然地和千秋说
“好像不能喜欢上前辈了”
千秋那一脸挫屎的表情
看了爽啊！
哈哈哈哈哈

记

突然发现我中三的回忆是空白的 囧
因为写的日子都是08年的
觉得奇怪就去翻这个blog的archives
就有种
我以前都在写什么鬼啊啊啊啊啊
重点是
我完全忘了发生什么事了
哈哈哈哈
写的‘你’啊‘他’啊
我都不懂些的是谁= =

果然要多写写日记啊

创作

最近在啃九把刀的书
怎么说呢 读他的书会有种 我也想写小说 的感觉

其实一直以来 我都很羡慕有创作力的人
不管是
艺术方面如画画、素描、等
音乐方面如弹奏乐器、作曲、等
文学方面如写长篇或短篇小说、 作词、等
为什么说羡慕呢
因为俺没天分~

挺失落的
因为创意又不是努力就会有的东西

Ah well。

Adele

这段期间对Adele的声音和台风上瘾
有时间可以好好听听她在Royal Albert Hall的演唱会
听出耳油了都


最开始时先听Rolling in the Deep, 然后 Someone like you, 再是 Set fire to the rain, 现在是 Don't you remember
真心赞啊 现场比CD还感人

First Movie

Went to watch The Avengers today!
I went alone lol. Funnnn. And easy to get a good seat xD
Anyway it was a darn good show. I mean, I never watched any of the 'solo' movies like Iron Man, Captain America, The Hulk, etc., but I still enjoyed this show. A lot. Maybe it also happens to be my cup of tea with the characters having different abilities ^^ A lot of LOL parts and very enjoyable!
Thumbs up~

IRIS

幸亏我大概知道结局=有心理准备才看IRIS
不然如果是从播出追着看
那结局大概会让我吐血

发誓/I swear

就突然有个thought 
不是很多故事/电影/戏剧/人 
常常会说 
我下次不会了/我只爱你一个/我永远爱你/等等诸如此类的话 
然后说 我发誓 


英文就是
I swear I won't do it again.
I swear you are the only one.
I swear that my love for you will last forever.


说我发誓的意义
其实就是要表示自己说的是真话 否则。。。
然后你就会发现
否则怎样？
现在的所谓誓言都已经没有意义


以前电视电影 
男生说“我发誓” 
这个时候女方就会马上掩住他的嘴巴说 
“不要说这种（不吉利的）话” 


现在 
谁鸟你

Somebody that I used to Know

Somebody that I used to Know (Glee ver)
我喜欢的歌 很赞的歌词
这版本唱得也不错
只是……由两个大男生对唱感觉就有点 怪怪的
哈哈哈

You didn't have to cut me off
Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing
I don't even need your love, treat me like a stanger
and that feels so rough

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

姓福

紫薇：尔康 你幸福吗？
尔康：紫薇 我本来就姓福

Oh YunJae

YUNJAE DAMN HOT

Innocent Donghae

Donghae on We Got Married is like the cutest thing on earth ^^ Was rofl-ing watching the episode on 120310. Does any 26 year old as innocent and naiive as him still exist?? He's like a little kid the way he's so lost and awkward when he is with the girl he likes.

TVXQ Variety

不知道笑点还是觉得很好笑~
男生穿黑衬衫就是好看~

A

No idea where to start for A-math...

Dream

Pleasantly surprised that JYJ's song came out while watching DH2 ^^


Great song:

Hope for the best

Felt so bad for them :(
I mean, putting aside I admire them and stuff like that, I think as fellow human beings they had and are still having a hard time. If the audio clip is indeed real, they sounded really stressed out. I can't blame that for lashing out like that. Just imagine living under constant scrutiny for 24/7 for the past 8 years, getting stalked, getting random phone calls, being followed all around from the moment you step out of your house. It's just that they are celebrities that they are being criticised like that. If the people in the equation is changed to a commoner, I think as a fellow human being this could be understood. A normal person would have lashed out after getting this kind of treatment for a week, let alone years.

This issue aside, I do wish for them to get some proper rest. Not just physically, but also emotionally and mentally. Give the guy some space, for god's sake D: I would curse and swear if retarded people who have no idea what is basic respect caused problems in their singing career and deprived me of 天籁之音, or in their celebrity career and deprived me of eye-candying!

Hope for the best <3

Love Announcement

我下载《恋爱通告》看……
结果……
我只能说……
《你不知道的事》很好听

这什么莫名其妙的怪戏啊 =.=

真公主

佘诗曼太强了~
那一长串话不止流畅而且搭配她表情超好笑的~
高手~
广东话好好听~

Miserable

When it's your menses first day and you are having bad cramps and you niece has been in whinepot mode for the whole day and you are obliged to attend to her.
You just wish you can just faint to end the misery.

Almost Here

相爱的人的Chemistry就是不一样
我看到有评论说视频里Brian给她看掌心
然后她笑得那么灿烂是因为
他的掌心写着I love you
Like a sweet~

爱一个人为什么会有痛苦啊
因为你认真 认真才会痛苦啊 不认真就不痛不痒了啊

梗不是没有理由的

看偶像剧除了看到可怜被打压的丑小鸭翻身成为漂亮的天鹅反击的梗会超爽以外，看到一直苦苦追求可是被忽视不被珍惜的角色终于有一天放下而且当着那人的面说“I‘m not going to like or care about you anymore." 然后那个人才意识到他一直在挥霍别人的感情而且发现不能没有她的情节看了也是爽啊啊啊啊~

笑一下

'08 Taiwan

今天讨论台湾的行程
回家就突然想起把之前去台湾的照片找出来
（朋友烧成光碟给我）
不得不赞叹
单反拍出来的就是质量啊质量

嗯 其实对那段旅程的印象
除了玩得开心 因为可以环整个台湾
也记得其实很寂寞
印象很深的是
在一直坐的大巴上
我永远都是坐（好吧 几乎是躺着）同一个位置
永远都是一个人坐在那
一个人听歌或睡觉 度过in between places的时间
好朋友只有两个
而她们各自的同班朋友都在
自然玩在一起
团体活动的时候 我也一起参与
也不强求一定要理我 淡定无所谓的样子
其实
不是真的完全无所谓
一个人旅行 和 和一群人旅行却一个人
心境是不一样的

唉 事情都过那么久了
怎么现在想起来还是如骨鲠在喉
还是那么难受

LOL

陈汉典差点没把我笑死

Jacob is more aesthetically pleasing than Edward

"Why do you want me here? Seth could keep you warm, and he's probably easier to be around, happy little punk. But when I walk in the door, you smile like I'm your favorite person in the world."

"You're one of them."

"That sucks, you know."

"Yeah." She sighed. "Sorry."

"Why, though? You didn't answer that."

Edward was looking away again, like he was staring out the windows. His face was blank in the reflection.

"It feels... complete when you're here, Jacob. Like all my family is together. I mean, I guess that's what it's like. I've never had a big family before now. It's nice." She smiled for half a second. "But it's just not whole unless you're here."

"I'll never be part of your family, Bella."

I could have been. I would have been good there. But that was just a distant future that died long before it had a chance to live.

"You've always been a part of my family," she disagreed.

My teeth made a grinding sound. 'That's a crap answer."

"What's a good one?"

"How about, 'Jacob, I get a kick out of your pain.'"

I felt her flinch.

"You'd like that better?" she whispered.

"It's easier, at least. I could wrap my head around it. I could deal with it."

I looked back down at her face then, so close to mine. Her eyes were shut and she was frowning. "We got off track, Jake. Out of balance. You're supposed to be part of my life. I can feel that, and so can you." She paused for a second without opening her eyes, like she was waiting for me to deny it. When I didn't say anything, she went on. "But not like this. We did something wrong. No. I did. I did something wrong, and we got off track___"

--Excerpt from Breaking Dawn

It's a 无心插柳柳成花 feeling, like the main focus of Twilight series was supposed to be the oh-I've-waited-a-century-for-you love between Edward and Bella, but I thought other parts like the background of Leah Clearwater, and the tongue-in-cheek way of speaking of Jacob were more interesting and had more depth than the rest of the book put together. Leah and Jacob were similar in the sense that they would have each been with their loved ones if they had followed the so-called track. But Leah's love imprinted on someone else involuntarily, and Bella met Edward. Ah wells.

Procrastinating :x

Hello to Myself

我真的受伤了

窗外阴天了音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了

电话响起了你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了是你变了

灯光熄灭了音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

电话响起了你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了是你变了

灯光熄灭了音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
我的心真的受伤了

Vicious Cycle

Don't know what's wrong with me recently. Couldn't stop sleeping even though my sleep already exceeded 8hours a day. I'm sleeping like 10-12 hours each day and still feeling tired when I'm awake. I just feel so lethargic and can't be bothered with anything. And I'm not studying as I should, not working as I should. Just wasting my time away. Gotta stop this vicious cycle T^T

Erase

可怕的monthly emo-ness
我讨厌现在的我
I HATE MYSELF.
I'M PRIDEFUL.
I'M HARSH.
I'M SELFISH.
I'M COLD.
I'M NEEDY.
I DON'T CARE.
FINE. ERASE ME FROM YOUR LIFE.
LET ME DISAPPEAR.
THE WORLD IS BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME ANYWAY.

Stand by You

Stand by you
这首每次听都会很伤感
因为他们最后一次合体唱的歌就是这首
歌声越美妙 旋律越动听 和声越和谐
现在的可惜就越深

话说Tokyo Dome 的演唱会实在太赞了
大家一起为了这首歌把红海变成蓝海
42000个人咧
要真的很有心 很有coordination才做得出的
红海/蓝海都很美

线条

俊秀好孬 xD
在中手臂肌肉线条真心赞
话说在中允浩好适合这种造型这种feel

Survivor

被宝伊trigger到 也去挖些视频来看


在中 0:51 唱 'two smile' 那里真是 啧啧~销魂啊~哈哈哈哈
话说喜欢这歌的服装造型 有本钱就是该适当的露一露 xD

Morbid

翻了以前写的一些读后感

“不过我觉得它的结局很特别
一个是发病七孔流血而死
一个是被捅了一刀流血而死”

我这是什么morbid说话方式啊 ==

消失

“我在梦里看见庚将来的生活，看见了好多人……可是……没有我……我并不在庚的未来里……我彻底的消失在庚的生活里……”

闻君有两意 故来相决绝

卓文君太酷了~
司马相如要纳妾 写了封家书

她，不能忘记他曾经递给她的家书，寥寥十三个数字：“一二三四五六七八九十百千万”，唯独无“亿”。君心淡漠，已没有忆了。

他要纳妾。

可共患难而不可共富贵。她冷冷地笑，连悲痛的时间也没有，立刻给他回信。

一，二，三，四，五，六，七，八，九，十，百，千，万，噫（亿）。她写的家书首尾联环，成为一首联环情诗。若要玩弄文字游戏，我卓文君当真逊于你司马相如么！偏偏要“噫”。不过，噫也不是那个忆！

用你心，换我心，始知相忆深；你若不想我了，那我何必想你。

-《闻君有两意 故来相决绝》

Bolero

Bolero.
One of the most epic songs, ever.
Epic song with epic vocals and epic structure.

Just some thought

I was trying to think, why do I feel more subjected to qualms of loneliness then I did before, even though now I have Facebook, weibo,qq, etc. I am so much more contactable then, well, before i had all those accounts. Maybe it's because with the existence of those accounts, it meant that whoever wants to contact me could, and that's why when i see that nobody contacted me via these channels simply reminds me of the stark truth nobody thought of me and wants to contact me. The constant absence of notifications is the constant reminder that the whole world continued on it's axis without you, you are not missed, you are not needed, you are not irreplaceable. And I think it's this 认知that sucks.

阴暗面

蝴蝶seba在一本小说里的后记里说的 关于‘阴暗面’ 觉得说的不错

會寫「百花殺」，實在是我想挑戰所謂「病態」關係有沒有解。基本上我對「病態」、「異常」，許多晦暗幽微，都有一點體認。這世界很有趣，我們喜歡用「正常」來覆蓋一切，假裝一切都順利運行。

其實「假裝」，永遠都不是「事實」。拿戀愛關係來舉例好了，往往要等到出了問題，才會有許多事後諸葛，設法從中找出「病態」、「異常」，說服自己也說服別人，就是因為有這些存在，所以才會導致失敗…

但卻不能說明許多「正常」的戀愛關係卻也同樣狀況百出，屢屢故障。

那是因為，完全的「正常人」，其實不存在的。每個人都有或多或少的陰暗和歪斜，導致無法契合，於是就失敗了。

以前我在一本書裡看到，女主角感嘆，其實都是「心」的問題。心在對方身上，什麼缺點都無限縮小，心不在對方身上，優點都成了缺點。

很通俗的論點，卻如此中肯。

但我想得又更深一點。如果兩個人都有心，那麼病態會不會就是最適合彼此的狀況呢？如果彼此都能喜愛，都能夠覺得泰然，那病態有什麼關係呢？

我可以舉很多例子，像是S與M。但我覺得還是罷了，省得誤導，也不想浪費太多時間。

只是許多時候剝開心臟，血淋淋的注視自己的陰暗和慾望時，冷眼察覺裡頭病態和異常的脈動，直到現在可以坦然面對，也花了很長一段時間。

人的許多心性都掩蓋在合理之下。本質中有其血腥殘暴的部份，只是被文明馴養。但當文明或信賴崩解時，偶爾露出來的「本性」，常常令自己大吃一驚，無論如何都不敢承認。

Happy CNY

CNY过得蛮high的
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

赌烂

除夕一堆人作我赌烂。

Idiot

I'm an idiot for being still so easily affected by you after all this while.

Burning candle

Burning the candle at both ends.
烧啊烧啊烧啊
At this rate I'm going I'm going to burn out soon.

哭到~

【中字】120114 元俊&素賢 Cut 1/1 @ 我們結婚了 Ep36 by vul3a04SNSD1

只是匆匆地看了之前几集
虽提不起太大兴趣但还是对他们存在好感的
看了他们的最后一集
最后10分钟哭得我稀里哗啦的
甚至比当初维尼夫妇哭得更惨~
可能感情更真实吧 比较realistic一些

就酱~
做project去~

We were in love

我们曾相爱 想到就心酸
-林宥嘉＜心酸＞

Not needed

伤心难过有人分担就会除于2
开心快乐和人分享就会乘于2

朋友交了男朋友喜怒哀乐与其分享
自己瞬间不被需要了
由心地替她感到开心并且支持祝福
但那种又少了一个理由存在的感觉挺让人失落的/.\

Suicidal

Tons of translation...
Projects...
Coming test...
Presentations...
Lack of sleep...
Headache...

I'm feeling fairly suicidal...

I'm bringing last minute to a new level...

人生若只如初见，何事秋风悲画扇？等闲变却故人心，却道故人心易变。

一直以来觉得“人生若只如初见”没什么 因为对于我这个慢热鬼来说初见反而不是最美好的时候 ==
不过正在看安意如的《人生若只如初见》，才看了第一篇，就深深觉得其实重点应该是在“等闲变却故人心，却道故人心易变。”书里说到‘也似刘禹锡的《竹叶词》：“长恨人心不如水，等闲平地起波澜。”’

心易变啊

Oh dear I should be chionging my projectssss. What am I doing readingggggg

南柯一梦

南柯一梦 是幸运 还是残酷？

堆积如山

要做的东西堆积如山/.\
有一堆project已经够累够烦了
我还有一堆比山海高的翻译要做
还让不让人活啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

浪费我时间

2011 - 2012

昨天去数人
前两个小时数着数着都快睡着了
幸亏后来Nana和Charmaine陪了我一段时间
期间我们就在玩Taboo
笑到～
好笑的事情应该被珍藏如：

Charmaine: The person who lose go breakdance in the middle of the path okay?
Shub: ... How about shuffle? I think breakdance we will really break something.

Charmaine: Next question... I have big boobs right, so I have what?

Charmaine: Next one, Serena you have...?
Serena: Small boobs?

Charmaine: This animal has very big eyes and lives in the water...
Serena: Fishball

啊哈哈哈哈哈
过后接近午夜的时候宝伊也来啦
本来分好队在玩的
结果开始倒数了就不管了
可惜的是　听不到倒数＝＝
就没有办法 build up tension
不过烟火有一些部分挺high的
有种　哇　下重本的感觉

重要的是
新的一年　能和几个好朋友一起喊
Happy New Year! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
一起抱着乱跳
的确比起宅在家里电脑前有气氛的多

虽说以后不会自愿去挑战到人潮的地方倒数就对了＝＝

虽说新的一年马上就碰到让人赌烂的事情
但是算了
咱不放心上～

把2011这收藏
我至今人生中最快乐最无忧无虑的一段时光
的一年
好好的思考回味一番
然后把幸福快乐的部分珍藏起来
把伤心难过的都忘掉
带着快乐的回忆踏上新的一年

美好的时光应该被收藏
因为有限，所以珍贵

2012年要开心！

Appearing Offline

隐身这回事……

适合

但最適合的人，還需要最適合的時間、最適合的地點。光是人適合，一點用處都沒有。
- 《驯夫记》

Silence

沉默 是不愿意敷衍 还是已不想挽回？

圣诞

昨天是和2/1 clique一年一度的圣诞聚会
噢哟 我不得不说
圣诞最赞的部分就是满载而归的感觉
（虽然这次有一半是我的生日礼物==）
就不一定要多贵之类的
可就是有很多来自不同的人的不一样的礼物
超爽的~

==

唉 恋爱就是应该被祝福的啊
人家才刚在一起两个星期
就让他们享受热恋期嘛
干嘛都一副看衰的样子说以后就不会这样了
虽然那的确是普遍会发生的事
但我觉得只要那恋情不是detrimental的
那你就let them be and let things run its course
保持着neutral if not 祝福的态度不就好了~
毕竟每个人都不一样
碰到的人也不一样
随之产生的故事也都会不一样
适用在100个人身上的模式不一定适用在那101th人的身上
所以不要那么Stereotype~

幼稚

去唱了6个小时的歌~
久违的Wen的天籁 <3
就会点一堆歌然后说“你唱”
我是她的音饭~
基本上大家一起唱着唱着
就会变成静静地听她的歌声 xD

今年与其说是圣诞节
感觉比较像是圣诞季节
因为activities 都是spread over 这两个星期

在想要买什么礼物给大家的时候
发现自己处于尴尬的阶段
已经不会像以前一样做一些手工
倒不如说是不敢吧
曾经觉得能够表达心意的东西
现在不敢送人 觉得会让人嫌幼稚
想去买一些小礼物
但全部加起来也不便宜 /.\

这也让我想起以前的自己
以前的自己 我承认
和现在大家看到的我不一样
以前就不知道
人
不是说你对他好
他就一定开心
满腔的热情
以细心贴心的礼物
时时刻刻的关心
绝对义气相挺的诺言表达
但是如果对方并不想要/需要这等好意
他们只会因为觉得无法reciprocate
而觉得内疚
这样反而造成困扰了

怎么说呢
应该是说我没办法拿捏吧
我喜欢你我爱你我欣赏你
我就会本能地 想要对你好 想和你亲近
经过思量的举动我不喜欢 因为很刻意
不过 不经思量的举动反而造成别人的困扰了吧

像有些人对于我的skinship不舒服
有些人对于我偶尔的撒娇觉得做作
我有察觉到的
其实虽然不表现出来
可是
在别人的眼里
我这些举动有了另一番解读
我是真的很难过的

唉 突然好无力
不说了

再次出发

整理了心情又决定继续blog
<- 左边那图是我自己用google translate然后自己制作出来的东东哦
翻译有错不关我的事~

本来很有心情好好写一写的……
结果……
不说了。

Ache

oh my tiannnnn
I'm like aching all over >.<
think I pulled my thigh muscles and arm muscles during NAPFA 5 stations.
CRAP and I can't get my Gold T^T
boooooooo sadded.
Why my NAPFA results like my O Levels one.
I'm always very good at sth then very bad at something else.
Ran 2 rounds for 2.4km and the drizzle escalated to a pour.
Thank god we don't have to continue running~
Sucks having to run 2.4km with pulled muscles you seeeeee
And I'm getting a cold from running in the rain @@

But I...

I may be bochap, I may be heartless, I may be cold, I may be inconsiderate;
But I never meant to hurt, I never meant to cause pain, I never meant to cause distress.
But if that was what you feel, then I apologize.

刚在厕所跌了个四脚朝天==
幸亏及时抓到旁边的栏杆不然就要撞到头了
不幸中的大幸 /擦汗

可能在节食的关系
现在比以前更容易晕眩
以前至少要是坐着一段时间 起来才会晕
现在只是坐了一下 站起来就晕了
应该是缺糖了吧~

星期一要到了
我的苦日子终于可以过了
应该会持续要减肥
但至少可以慢慢来
偶尔的放纵自己也可以

明天去打工
已经买好一串香蕉当我一天的粮食咯

okay
suddenly bored.
ciao.

Wahhhhhhhh
DAMN SIANNNNNNNNNNN
There goes my thought of getting into NBS.
Wheyever you must have a good A-Math grade to get in?!
Holy crapppppp
And fine, you can take the entrance exams if you don't have A-Math, but bloody hell the reason I dropped A-Math was because I wasn't good at it. And it's not like I suddenly can answer questions on functions, graphs, integration and god knows what at this point in time rightttttttttttt
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Is there a place where I can go scream my lungs out and throw things around so that I can keep some strands of my sanity and continue acting like I'm normal?

突然想起以前看过的一篇王道文
里边有一句话类似是：“我消失在他的未来里-他的未来没有我。”
这句话是其中一个人在叙述他做的一个恶梦。

我觉得the concept of 消失在你在乎的人/重视的人/喜欢的人的未来里
很难受 很难过

就这样~

I understand doesn't mean I like it.

我想要好好发个呆。

看了《那些年，我们一起追的女孩。》
大爱~
等hype平息下来后去买discounted的小说^^

话说看到一个预告让我还蛮想看的
庄米雪演马来西亚人搞笑到~

我也是飘洋过海来的。虽然是搭bus。不过还是有过海。就过那个causeway。

笑到~~~~~

每个人都有那不愿承认的在乎。
好像一说出口就输了一样。

So sick and bored of doing tutorials >.<

And honestly last thu and fri were nightmares. I shudder at the memory of it. Those two days were the worst I had exprienced in my entire poly life T^T

默契的“不简单”
<3

呵
so what？
life goes on.

我变了……吗？

看着朋友喝酒
看她笑着笑着就哭了
边笑着边把眼泪擦掉
我也只能借个肩膀给她靠
美好的假象破灭的时候总是难受的
哭过就好了

我也想喝酒了~

没有食欲。。。
吃了也食之无味。。。
一空下来心就好痛。。。好空。。。
最痛的不是失恋。。而是我把心给你的时候你却在欺骗。。。

心很痛呐……

woo went clubbing with my sisters yesterday night xD

Read this tweet on weibo..
Saying that during earthquake evacuation period, if you get thirsty on the streets, the vending machines are FOC;
hungry, the convenience stores are FOC;
tired, the supermarts are opened for you to seek refuge;
lonely, the public phones are FOC;
don't understand Japanese, the TV stations uses Chinese to tell you how to evacuate.

I must say I'm impressed, and respect these efforts by the Jap govt.

Was happy that YAMI Yogurt opened an outlet in AMK Hub.
Then seconds later I rmb that, crap, I'm going off to China for 6 months T^T
It better stay open until I come back!!

Hohohoho
Counting down counting down~

I'm feeling cold even in Sngapore...
How am I going to survive in Shanghai T^T
Collated a bunch of places to go~
I'm gonna stock up on books and clothes~
gogogogogogogogo

Everytime I start to feel a bit sad that I'm going to Shanghai for 6 months soon, my dad will do+say something that is annoying ttm and I can't wait to fly off like asap.

开朗的人……往往因为有个幸福的家庭……

希望大家可以拿到理想的成绩~~

去上海的日子在倒数中了……

我快呕血了
追电视剧就是酱~
为什么女一跟男二和男一跟女儿的戏份多到这种地步~~
你就让我好好看看男女主角在一起的情节好不~
而且不要整天两人在争吵~~~
真的要吐血了了了了了

这两个星期因为有些天要和朋友出门
所以只好掰说还在上学
其它的日子依然得照时间出门
也懒得一直约朋友
他们也大多在做工

所以就一个人全岛趴趴走
除了去FarEast那一次冲昏头
买了鞋子和衣服
其它时候倒没买食物以外的东西
真的除了bugis和FarEast
真的很难找到看上眼的衣物

Anyway
因为时间变挺多的
所以去了一些平时不去的地方
去了Jurong Point，West Mall，Toa Payoh，Kovan等
不过到最后很容易变成宅在那里的图书馆啃书

话说那天去了Kinokuniya
买了最新一本的《彩云国物语》
看着整排20本好想全部买下来T^T
希望上海卖得便宜~让我愿望成真~
当然还有蝴蝶seba的书~

嗨~
钱钱钱~
好烦啊
口说容易~
真的要付钱一个两个就在叽里咕噜
烦啊烦
还是我老妈最好T^T

The Story Only I Didn't Know
How amusing was it for you?

Nothing lasts forever. Nothing really matters.
---"Cruel Fairytale"

请你接受这个事实 我不爱你了

哇贱男人~
哇 我看《犀利人妻》看到快气到吐血了
而且我是直接14集没看前面还没投入感情都快气翻了

因为这集刚好是结婚了10年的夫妻 男的摊牌要离婚
外遇对象还是老婆的妹妹（还是表妹？不清楚） T.T
这什么世道啊~

WanTing's Birthday~
Just da two of us~
Reminds me of when WanTing had to pass her time before German class.
Lol.
Also the two of us.
Happy Birthday!
Though I still don't get your fascination with night views ._.

IT'S SO FLUFFY I'M GONNA DIE

Forgot to eat my dinner T^T

In the worst shit ever.

5 exams next week.

Only finished revising one of the modules once.

What have I been doing the past few dayyyyyyyyyyyyyssssss~

So soon after the previous time I got sick, I am hereby sick again. And I still have 2 days of tuition D:
crappppppppppppppppppp

WTF I ONLY HAVE ONE WEEK THAT IS CNY WEEK TO STUDY FOR MY EXAMS!? EXAMS FOR 5 DAYS STRAIGHT?!FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

EDIT: OKAY I'VE DECIDED TO NOT TO ATTEND ANY GATHERINGS UNTIL MY EXAMS ARE OVER. THAT IS, UNTIL 12 FEB. THEN I WILL MEET EVERYBODY FOR A MONTH THEN FLY OFF TO SHANGHAI ON 13 MAR. SEE YOU THEN.

My P1 student made me so pek cek that I snapped the pencil in front of him. Wah Piang seriously testing my patience. Roarr.

I am a lazy person. So let me laze. Why I need to edit so many reports T^T

「……亲情真的很暴力。」
-《上邪之我的魔兽老爸》蝴蝶seba

Had 4 hours straight of tuition @~@ Was okay until the last 1 1/2 hr with a Primary 1 kid. o-m-g. Seriously testing my patience. I almost flipped the table, throw the pencil and tore the papers. I really cannot tahan kids 8years old and below. sigh. Must think of my salary my salary my salaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Give me patience and give me strength.

Didn't know that I have tuition this morning cause it wasn't in the schedule given to me and was waken by the call from tuition center == Now I have 6 students in 5 different sessions every week >.<

Yesterday went for a random trip with nana,lili, and xiaobao. And the most memorable thing of the day is the fight between two 路人at bugis street xDDDD And I saw and heard what happened right from the start cause they were directly behind us. LOL. "不要动手动脚！” And omg I didn't know Pastamania got student discount until 30%! damn hua suan.

Yesterday amist all the tvxq drama I suddenly remembered the lyrics “你我都走散了” Don't know the truth of it all and it's not my business, but I thought it's sad that comrades in battle who were together for so long while realising their dream lost each other like that. Ah well.

Back to chionging my parts for 4 projects now~

I should update.

Woo it's the end of 2010 already.
and I suddenly feel like posting in chinese o.o

对我来说并不是特别特殊的一年
朋友还是那几个
依然单身
想法也没啥变化
也没有突然致富之类的

只是别人口中的我从“淡然+看破红尘”发展为“冷漠+恶势力”
歹势~
不过还是很谢谢我理工学院的朋友
因为一些家里因素
我很讨厌人家叫我改变我比较淡的性格 要求我有热情活泼的样子
而你们即使口上整天讲我很冷漠
但你们还是接受这样的我
不跟我计较 也不曾要求我改变
（好吧 一部分也是你们怕我xD）
不过我知道你们很爱我
Thanks for making me feel loved and remembered. Saranghae ♥

还有那位可能不是很看得懂华文的挚友
And to the dear friend that may not understand chinese very well
维持一段“远距离”友情不容易
to maintain a "long distance" friendship is not easy
但一直来你都会和我保持着联络甚至抽空和我见面
but you have always been keeping in contact and even take the time to meet me
我很感谢你有心事仍然会和我分享
I'm very thankful that you still share your secrets with me
虽然我没有办法分担你心里的苦痛
Although I can't take your pain and make it mine
但我希望你借着发短讯给我至少可以抒发一些心情好过一些
but I hope that at least by smsing me you will feel better letting it out of your chest
Be your best friend yeah I'll love you forever ♥

Things to look forward to in 2011~
- Super Show 3!!!!!!!
- Internship in Shanghai (I can finally be freeeeeeeeeee~)