yay. went for my second overseas trip which is my first time trip to malaysia :D:D:D
went from friday to sunday. spent many hours in the car sia.
first stop genting! yayyyy. finally can take all the thrill rides which I wanted to take for years. basically I took all the top few thrilling ones? missed corkscrew and another roller coaster machine casue they under maintenance :( damn sad. my all-time fave is the roller coaster ride. ah well. but took the space shot. the one which drops you from don't-know-how-many-stories high and you just plummet down. woohoo. had to queue damn long for it. another exciting one is the superman! it's just like a roller coaster ride but with you in a superman position :D
changed original plan which was to go to malacca after genting to KL. cause apparently there's more stuff over there. they actually got monorail to get to neighbouring shopping malls! haha. Times square has about 10 stories full of shopping manzxszxz. and mostly quite cheap. think wanting will love the place :D

ohoh. and I bought a handmade mini piano! as in, it's a wire structure of a piano. It looks damnnnnnn stunning can!!! but I lazy upload pics :P

yay. got new shows airing! Black & white and knock knock loving you.
and somehow it's tough to continue watching My Queen sia. I mean not that it's boring or anything, but the story now damn tense. Both Lucas and Leslie are great guys (near perfect) and you just wish the both of them each have a great ending. but Wu Shuang can only be with one of them!!! ahhhh!!! stress stress stress. but somehow I wish Leslie 'wins' xD LESLIE SUNG! LESLIE SUNG! LESLIE SUNG!

承诺不需白纸黑字，只要两人心有灵犀，便存。
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承诺不需白纸黑字，只要有人违背誓言，便灭。

met up with Jacq to go AJC carnival together.
met alot of familiar ppl including primary school friends.
the carnival was boring.
fun being with friends.
took a lot of pictures with friends; waiting for them to upload the pics.
went for lunch with Jacq.
went for coffee with Jacq.
went home.
slept from 5plus to 10pm.
P.S. I hereby kick Ivan from my closest circle of friends to the outer circle of not-the-closest friends.

wtf.
It has been work, work, and more work for me.
And now I can't even go to a bloody carnival to see my friends for a few hours?
bloody hell.

oh dear havent found a time for me to settle down and write a reply letter to my penpal properly :X sigh. it's work and work so no timeee.

anw. today don't know why suntec got so many VJC ppl around. I saw L.Ho! haha. and he asked me about what school I got into and stuff. lol. and he's wayyyyy tall, I gotta really look up to him to talk. and I saw MeiShan also. haha. didnt say hello though, she didn't see me and we are, well, not friends :P

specially took leave tmr to go shopping with WanTing! eh but more specifically is pei WanTing while she is shopping xD hahaaa. sacrifice one day's salary for me dear friend, cause I think she's kind of desperate already. It's like she's going through cold turkey and having withdrawal symptons??? haha from lack of shopping.

oh and I watched Twilight (finally). okayyy it's not as trashy as I thought. I like the colour tone of the movie and got quite a few 画面 very nice. I especially remember the part where Edward pushed an oncoming van away and the baseball game the vampires had. damn cool. hmmm but still not inclined to read the orignal novels though. but I can say I'm looking forward to upcoming films of the series :D (but I still find Zac Efron shuai-er than Robert Pattinson)

building up a lot of angst the past few months. sigh. when we were still school I don't get so bottled up, cause I don't really need to talk about it or anything, but just being around with friends you will get the positive energy and you will just forget whatever that's bothering you. now stuck at home and workplace, then all the negative emotions keep building up. geeeeez.

but hurray tmr don't need to work :D can finally have some sleep.

ohoh got up early today for qing ming stuff. after praying and eating the whole crowd of relatives went over to marina bay to have a look at the studio apartments that one of my aunt bought. It's called the sail @ marina bay I think, and it's right beside the IR. anyway, I find my Irene Jie damn cool, cause she's not afraid to tell people off de. *claps* was pretty relaxing hanging ard with relatives but was damn tired due to lack of sleep. and I actually had to go directly to work all the way to 10 plus T.T

P.S. Dear Ivan, please stop using 'luffing' in place of the word 'laughing'. The latter is just a letter more and more suitable for usage by your gender. Thank you.

working working working.
geez.
I'm not even seventeen yet and I gotta work for my poly school fees and laptop. As in pay for them literally. T.T wo de ming hao ku arh~~~~

specially ended work earlier today to meet WanTing at amk cause she simply misses me too much xD haha. actually I miss her a lot also laaa. Brought her to a new salon for her $8.80 haircut! Wanted to have sushi dinner but the queue was damnnnnnn long and so we gave up. Anyway it's fun being around with old and dear friends. Cause you can talk about north and south and suddenly jump to east and west and yet they get what you meant and laugh along with you. And you can smack them and say "HAHAA STUPID~" and they know you're joking and don't get offended and laugh instead.

You can buy old wine, buy old stamps, buy old paintings, but where to get a old dear friend? :D

boils.
If anger can burn, I would have been in flames by now.

I'm bored with working everyday!!!!!!!
damn.
and I've just read He's Just Not That Into You.
I would raise both hands and both feet for girls to read it.
I shall end this boring post.
oh and YaLun and Tender just keeps getting shuai-er :D
ohoh and me went singing with wen wanting and jacq on mon! missed Wen's singing lots :D

hi I'm undergoing a personality change.
Hope you all (my friends) will still love me when I become some bad tempered bitch.
oh and to all selfish and/or unreasonable people, go f*ck yourself.
ciao.

T.T dead tired. Keep having to work these days. Got blisters all over my hands and pulled a nerve of my hand somewhere from continuous coffee making. sigh.

but then. Apparently JC life is note exactly a piece of cake when you have a teacher like Jacq's and classmates like WanTing's. D:

can't think straight now.
ah well. Me won a HSM3 Hamper!!! *cheers*
And to those who are coming across sucky situations now, chill, and jiayou :) me loves you lots. and will try my best to pick up calls and reply smses even with my busy work schedule de. *hugs*

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damn headache returned, coupled with an uncomfortable throat.
geez.

yay yay feeling much better after taking 6 capsules of Panadol Extra ytd!

After reading Jacq's blog post my jaw simply dropped and I gotta push it back again. From the number of times she uses the phrase 'WTF' properly spelled out, you don't have to be a genius to know how crappy she felt :O ah wellllllll.

To those who are having hard times, all I can say is 我的精神与你们同在, GAMBATE! :D
*points downwards* Here's a pic to inspire you all!

- met Jacq to buy her school shoes on monday.

- stuck hueit's birthday present on her house gate yesterday, that is, her birthday, on tuesday.

- went to suntec to work despite being sick AND having menses today, that is, on wednesday.
- but at least it was a fine day for wormie :)

- it sucks not having a nail-clipper.

watched first episode of K.O.3anguo and as expected, couldn't measure up to KO One and The X-Family. Sianz. The highlight of the whole episode was the appearance of DaDong, Xiao Yu and Ya Se. Why they not the main actors???!!! argh. DaDong's hairstyle was slightly different and looks cooler. but wasn't able to get a nice screenshot. shall post screenshots of the very shuai xiaoyu:
me. miss. my. friends. *sadface.gif

crashed hwachong as planned today!
me walked all the way to AJC for weiching ==
anyway. me and weiching both wearing hwachong tee. then when we reach the gate we don't know how to get them to open. then a couple of students helped us out. lol! so obvious we not their students laaa. and anyway. the canteen food sucks D:
like the campus alot. the place is huge can. and you don't get a cramped feeling with its abundance of space. niceee :) got study feel there.
and weiching got the conclusion that the guys at hwachong at least the average guys are average looking but the guys at her school average is below average :X not I say the hor!

met up with wenjia, Ivan and wen outside hwachong. and we walked to the legendary Island Creamery. It's drizzling- damn gao wei. like their teh tarik ice-cream! :)

and still no pictures no pictures no pictures =( me want cameraaaaa.

and poly enrolment matters is sososososososo mafan la. ==||| geez.

learning my lesson yesterday, me reached the medical center at 8.15am when the opening time is 8.30am xD haha Im not the only one okayy. Got about 7 people also doing same thing :D
got xray and all that and yay I grew by one cm :)
oh and the last station is the doctor part. I was saying hospitality and resort management and she thought I said hospital management x) loll. she asked me to touch my toes and I did and she was like 'ohh flexible.' rofl.
and heng Im not foreign student or taking nursing courses, else need take blood test :S
pretty anti-climax after all that waiting time ==

ah well. I'm currently all alone at home and shall take advantage of this rare opportunity to blast my music and sing for all I want~

feeling extra :(
sigh. it's like want to talk to friends then they all so busy. then I bu hao yi si ka jiao them. not their fault lah. just that I myself find myself extra :(
ah well.

went for medical check-up today. or shall I say I attempted to. Cause the clinic is so damn packed!!!! Therefore I walked out of the place without stopping :P oh and I got to go for the medical check up because eh, my enrolment package says so?? I need to submit a medical report. and there's so much fuss just over the enrolment itself. *grumbles*

and I got cheated by 优1周again. I never learn!!!!

ohoh and next episode of My Que en is going to be so sad! Me cried just watching the few secs of preview ==|||

and update your blogs la people. I will go crazy talking to myself like that.

was going to complain about the lack of updates of blogs :(
ah well. shall post tmr.

ROAR. I simply want to create GIF Images of my current idol-eyecandy from videos, and I gotta try about 40plus programs???!!! like WTF? argh. ah well. settled for a program that's free and at least the watermark is at the bottom and pretty faint. I thought it's just a simple matter of downloading the youtube video, convert it from flv to avi, and convert avi to gif. BUT NO. there's this whole list of crappy thingys like codecs, encoders, ffmpeg (wtf is tt??), ffdshow, configurations, limited trial runs, big fat watermarks, blahblahblah. geeezzzz.

anw. Was Ivan's birthday on thursday. gotta lug the various gifts I have for him PLUS a cake which I have no part in buying or sharing == met Jacq at hub and made our way to ajc. collected Nadia on the way. and from afar can see a barbie balloon flying about. after hearing from nadia who gave it to Ivan, I went 'oh-oh' and true enough, some 'oh-oh' things happened xD anw settled for macs to settle the cake. and me did the evil thing again of asking the birthday person to give the first piece of cake to the most important person and so on and so forth as per *cough cough* tradition xD I really didnt make that up!! haha. under common agreement the first piece was given to my zhujie :) then next is the dilemma part. lol. but he was pretty smart in settling the prob. so our huge group of people just talk and talk and talk and talk. and at some point it suddenly became a mugging session??? haha. anw we were commenting that it sooooooo rare that all of us of the clique were there manzxszxz. Ivan mian zi hen da hor? xD loll.

p.s. and I agree that blog posts look boring without photos :( me want a phone with a cameraaaa.
p.s.s. Jacq~ I know his english name is weird == but it's such a big fuss to keep typing as 黄腾浩

crashing hwachong next week!

今时今日，周董的身份地位已远远超越了普通糖衣偶像。周董说了算。什么打狗仔影响人气？完全没听过。
----《i 周刊》偶像出状况

hellooo! I know it's weird that I'm the free-est person around now and yet don't update regularly :x hee. was watching shows after shows and reading books after books so....paiseh ar.

14 Feb 09
Valentine's Day! Met Ivan, WanTing and Jacq at hub. lol. The rest either overslept or attached le, so not joining our singles day out xD hahaa. Met in the morning sia. Sounds weird that we celebrate V-Day by having breakfast tgt?? haha. Gave presents and cards to each other! Jacq's letter was especially sweet :) and I go rofl when I saw the 'letter' Jacq gave Ivan--cause it's more like a note than a letter XD haha. have macs. took neoprints. and we die die hang ard to see wanting's eyecandy. I think her og find us weird :P lol. we saw him and.... said bye :) and Jacq went to get her ear pierced. Me and Ivan was like omgomgomgomgscaryscaryscaryscaryscarylookslikeithurtslookslikeithurtslookslikeithurts~
now left the 3 of us who can hang ard longer so we went J8. Jacq ordered her godlike pineapple rice at Thai Express and I kopped spoonfuls of rice from the both of them cause I'm totally broke. Jacq suggested we go to the playground! While I can't tahan the sun for too long, in contrast, Jacq totally thrive in it. So much so that I was like, "are you a plant or sth?" haha. were taking photos and singing cause there was a rehearsal gg on and ppl are singing. and I think that was the first time I heard both Ivan and Jacq singing?! approaching evening le then we left the place and went in search for WanTing's present. Ivan got 夺命连环call from his mother and so gotta left early. After looking ard and we settled on a red tie:)
p.s. and I kept forgetting my stuffs!!! left my watch and vday bag at the arcade. and went back twice to get them separately == heng they are untouched :DD

15 Feb 09
si WanTing's 17th birthday
met earlier than the time I told WanTing to get a birthday cake for her :) Ate at mos and we sang her a birthday song after she made her wishes xD haha. forgotten the song mah. lol. And I tugged her ear for 17 times and punched her 18 times according to *cough* tradition. Gave her a totally red card! and I was saying it looks like a wedding invitation xD didn't have any plans for the day actually. simply want to enjoy each other's company and talk. walk ard central, and even went to amk library. then *cough cough* someone brought up the subject of getting a third earhole, like, right now. and the verdict was that all those who are seventeen are to get their third earhole TODAY. so me and weiching escaped xD hee. went to hougang at wanting's recommendation! haha. then wanting gotta leave for family stuff and I went back to amk with wen. I took a one hr busride to suntec to my workplace, return some stuffs, and took another one hour bus ride back >.< I almost fainted due to hunger+fatigue manxzszxzsz.

anyway. those who subscribe to youtube users who upload dramas should notice that the users are uploading this drama called Story of Time. I know the setting looks damn ancient. I don't watch the whole show but I watched the clips of the couple that a user cut out. And I must say I'm totally in love with the guy Tender Huang :D:D:D as you can see from the moving line *points at top left corner of the blog* was taking lots and lots and lots of screenshots :)

^his girlfriend broke up with him over a misunderstanding :(

in a very cutting mood now.
sick of being taken for granted and being 自作多情.
and cnt tahan ppl acting cute, blur or funny now.
wanted to cross the road without waiting for the green man :) and get rammed and just die.

hallo havent posted in days.

took a trip to NYJC on Jacq's birthday so that she has a familiar face around on her birthday! I actually missed the bus stop by 2 stops and had to walk all the way back == geez. the school damn inside can!! waited at the backgate for Jacq. gave her a totally white card and a totally black present xD then bused to amk hub for dinner at mos. She was obssesing with her dance partner aka Jay Chou lookalike.

**forgot how I spent these days**

then on thur which is NYJC's CCA bazaar, rushed from Jurong to NYJC to accompancy Jacq. So ya, Im in home clothes! then me and Jacq were deciding on my identity in case anyone asked, and settled on me being her elder sister xD hahahaa. but Jacq was introducing me as her girlfriend all around == lol. saw a few andersonians and they were like 'what are you doing here?' haha. finally saw the Jay Chou lookalike guy! and my conclusion was that he looks like the guy who imitates Jay Chou but not Jay Chou himself. x) the cca judo was in the hall too. exciting manszxszxz. they seem to be enjoying getting flipped over or sth. was in the hall for the debrief for JC1 students and desperatly trying to be inconspicuous. and they keep standing up for cheers -.-
anw managed not to get caught or anything. we proceeded to the famed chomp chomp! and it's actually my first time there :) hahaa. the chicken wings were godlike~ *drools* and jacq bought satays and stingray to share :DD

omg~~~~ I spent all my ang pow money + my salary liaooooo!!! All on birthday presents and cards and Valentine's Day presents and cards D: saddd.

looking forward to Black & White and 爱就宅一起!

一句话(genie)，心跳(leehom)，沉迷(gigi leong) and 属于(fish leong) are nice songs!

watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button! Nice show :D cause got BRAD PITT. wahahahahah. me and wenjia agree that he's actually shuai-est at his current age, rather than 20plus in the movie. he is seriously shuai okayyy. can hear gasps of admiration from Jacq once Benjamin Button ages (?) to 30-40years old. I cried quite a number of times during the show sia. The first time when the old woman who taught Benjamin the piano died, the second was during the war whereby the crew battled against the submarine, the third I forgot liao xD liked the movie a lot! can still remember many classic lines even now:

Old Man: Have I told you that I was struck by lightning seven times?
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Daisy: Will you still love me when my skin is loose and saggy?
Benjamin: Will you still love me when I have acne?
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Benjamin: She needs a father, not a playmate.

but I drop dead once I reach home though. Was having a massive headache due to shoulder+neck ache that resulted from sitting too near to the movie screen. And the bloody headache continued to now!!! T.T

yay yay. looking forward to tmr ^^ havent seen my qin ai des for so long le. But don't worry, I will start crashing the differnt JCs soon :D muahahahaha.

was inspired by nadia printing 120+ photos the other day. so I printed 166 photos and bought a very nice and ornate-feel photo album (which cost a bomb T.T) for all those photos. And I realised I printed a lot of photos with eyecandy xD hee. and of course many other photos with my qin ai des.

anw. would you people mind if we celebrate wanting's birthday + Ivan's birthday + Valentine's Day on well, Valentine's Day? :x Or just celebrate V-day on V-day and celebrate WT + Ivan's birthday on 21 Feb (sunday) or you all free on weekdays??????? ARGHHH. IM GOING CRAZY. PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU ALL WANT. AND SI WANTING. DUMP EVERYTHING ON ME! YOU THINK SO EASY TO SQUEEZE OUT A TIME FOR AJC+NYJC+HCJC PPL+ME ARH, HUH? (keeps repeating siwantingsiwantingsiwantingsiwanting ==)
haha. jk la. me love you all enough to make all this worthwhile =D and anw, as Wen said long ago, si wanting sounds very shun kou xD

irritated by flamers on Jacq's blog. hmph. dunno my zhu-jie and still say so much crap. 要不是一个ｔａｇ只可以写一两句话麻烦到要死，我早就为了捍卫朱姐的人格而开骂了。*gives the fierce look and show my fist* haha. was reminded of this scenario in a xiao shuo I read some time ago:

A: *shows her open palm* What is this?
B: A palm
A:*points to B's cheek* What is this?
B: My face
A: What is it when this two adds up together?
B: A slap
xD

败犬女王 is actually very nice leh! Didn't want to watch the show cause the female lead is a well, over 30 years old liao. :X haha. so expected the show to be boring. But decided to watch the show after watching some parts of it and realised it's worth a watch :D and Lucas is so shuai+sweet+romantic in the show! and I keep remembering a line in the show, whereby the female lead's colleague was saying, "都一把年纪老kok kok了", and I just can't stop lol-ing.

fav pic! love the colours, ambiance and the whole 'feel' of it a lot :D

珍重。要爱自己多一点，因为还有一个爱你很多的我。

再一圈　再飛一圈就好
她無助眼神還沒有依靠
我多想　伸出雙手給她　
一個緊緊擁抱但我做不到
再一圈　再陪陪她就好　
讓我可以揚起她沉重的嘴角
不怕她的眼淚　讓我的心生銹　

p.s. the 圈 means the rotation of the ferris wheel
p.s.s. these lyrics are kind of what I feel for my wormie D:

I feel bad. I feel so helpless.

I cleared the bloody neopets pyramids after 24 games!!!!! *crazy laughter*

helllloooo. Havent posted in ages.
Went to my third aunt's house on chu yi. The food there is godlike~ They are not just food, but delicacies made without consideration of the ingredients costs. Hanged around there, watching tv, eatin as many snacks as possible. wasn't very active cause not many relatives came tt day.

Chu er- was kicked out of the house by my dad cause he says dun brood at home for new year ==|| so I tag along with my eldest sis and her husband. and we went to third aunt's hse again. today got more people. ate awesome food again. Then played blackjack with my cousin Mark's friends. Only played a bit cause I've been having bad luck D: and I reached the conclusion that year 2009 is a bad year for moi. then we met up with my second sis and we go over to the gambling den of my eldest sis's friend. they've already started playing and the bets were like $700++ PER game o.O everyone has this STACK of $50 notes in their hand. in the end we opened up a kiddy corner xD haha. the bets were $2min and $10 max. but keep having people who wants to have no limit de. and he/she was playing $50 per bet??? they taught a different game. and i keep getting blackjack cards which are of no use in the game. == but when we switch to blackjack, i also keep losing ==||| crapp.

chu san- went to my youngest aunt's house. I had to go down to the swimming pool cause my niece is swimming. yes, my 5months old niece x) haha. gotta be in the water for her safety. she very cute! just kicking ard with float. and amazingly she's not afraid to be in the water. then we played blackjack with our relatives. hoho. i won over $20 xD cause my third aunt's the banker, and she also says that new year the banker lose then fun mah. ^^

today- received the posting sms. wasn't surprised to get into my first choice cause I have no difficulty in making the cut-off. fyi, it's nanyang poly, hospitality and resort management. shared the news with my partner and he also told me he got into VJ. IM SO PROUD OF HIM! had our first 4/5 class gathering at east coast today. and we call the 2 diff groups of ppl at 2 diff pits 4/5A and 4/5B x) hee. I was at 4/5B! hahahaa. it was damn windy. and we were there until ard 10. upload the photos next time. luckily I have my sis to fetch me else have to walk damn far sia. cause out pits are all the way at end (65 and 66).

got new show 协奏曲 by eddie peng!! but couldn't get the 'feel' to watch it leh. missing spastic and fun shows with shuai-ges such as The X-Family and KO ONE.

cheer up wormie! It's the attitude that matters. Look at it positively and you will still have a great JC life. moreover you will always have me close by! (literally) :)

new dramas alert!
- 心星的泪光 acted by Jerry Yan, Guan Ying and Zeng Kai Xuan is out already. Up to ep 2 lo.
- 终极三国 going to be out soon. It's the 3rd drama of the 终极系列. BUT. THE MAIN CHARACTERS NOT FAHRENHEIT!!! ARGHHHH. I will probably watch selectively when it comes out. The main characters are mostly quite new people who act as pei jiao in other shows like hotshot and the x-family, such as Hu Yu Wei and Xiu. Yalun, Jiro, Calvin they all are only 客串ing. SADDDD. but got Jin Bao San though xD

oh and Danson also got new album. But like very silent like that :X ah well. Fahrenheit's new album selling can le :D muhahahha.

did some last min CNY shopping with Jacq the other day :D many thanks for coming out and pei-ing me at such a short notice :D and in the end buying even more clothes xD hee. ai si ni le <3

(passed by a t-shirt with the words: I'm not evil, I'm just plain naughty)
Shub: Jacq! You should get a tee that says: I'm not naughty, I'm just plain evil~

anw was able to buy clothes cause lucky my youngest aunt came and rewarded me for my 'O' levels results :)

kayy. forgot what I wanted to say. so, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! (I refuse to say NIU year ==")

sad old song~ especially so cause we graduated D:



funny clip lor! I was laughing and replaying the whole thing. Haha. Showed this to Wen long ago, but suddenly feel like sharing the laughter xD



The front is abit boring, but behind damn damn funny! I was laughing until I got all teary xDxD

OMG. I couldn't resist finishing MIT at one go instead of waiting weekly. And I so so love the show can. It gets more and more exciting near the end. And Aaron is so damn shuai~ don't believe you see (points upwards.) and one of the rare few shows whereby viewers actually comment that they love the ending and looks forward to a sequel.

and show luo's Cheng Yao MV is so cooooooooooool!! quite a mundane song but extremely cool mv. the dance v.cute. and the part whereby Da S just throw the compact and starts dancing so funny la! koped a clear version from youtube:

okay. this post is uber belated.
I would miss Anderson alottttttttt D:
maybe it's because of the 'fresh' feel after renovation, maybe it's because of the nice principal, maybe it's because of the different and unique teachers, maybe it's because of the school's good reputation, maybe it's because of the true blue friends I have made over the four years.
But I would say proudly and loudly that I'm an Andersonian - a feeling that I don't have for my primary school.

I was saying that I would even miss mrs poh xD haha. just got this feeling on the day we get our results. and I must say I like our friendly principal a lot. She just gives off this very 亲切vibe and looks so young at the same time :P

of course I must mention ms mok. I can imagine many students were deeply influenced by her :D haha. I really tried very hard for her subject during 'O' levels. But chemistry was my worst subject on my results slip D: my results slip looks like I abandon her subject or sth. I REALLY DIDNT!! T.T was damn damn damn sad that I could not get a distinction and not even a B. argh. but at the very very very least I didnt throw her face and fail (which Ive been doing for YEARS. ALL F9s) phew.

really need to thanks my dear partner for 2 years! :D he kind of saved my life xD haha. everytime I'm slacking and suddenly he will sms "what are you doing?". Then I will feel damn guilty cause he encouraged me so much and I feel like Im letting him down or sth. Then I will unwillingly go mug the subject I'm supposed to mug. And when I was damn depressed over prelims cause I tried so hard for math and felt that I could pass and in the end still got a F9, and also the chem paper that I just could not do despite mugging like hell for it, he told me this real life true inspirational story xD haha. we are not even very 熟 friends actually, but he was very consistent in encouraging me for 'O' levels, even when many friends are concentrating on their own mugging. Really appreciated it :D though I couldnt get an A1 but I still jumped from F9 to A2 liao. so thanks for the A2!

thanks to my eyecandy! haha. just to say thanks for looking shuai xD haha. seeing 赏心悦目ppl around then will feel happier and thus more motivated :P wahaha. actually also for encouraging me too! :D although every now and then when he knows about my crappy results he will give the unbelieving, "how can anyone be so stupid?" look, but I know he meant well :) although I qi dao ban si over his higher chinese grade. arghhhh.

To Wanting! haha. I am so very very proud of her. before 'o' levels we were saying that she confirm can get 11 a1s and get the BRANDS ad. Actually I was worried. Not because I don't believe in her abilities, but because don't want to give her so much stress. And she really did it!!! when her name appeared on the screen and mrs poh announced that she's the national second, I just feel so proud of her. nvm that the news are full of the national first and catholic high--who cares about them? You will always be our godlike Wanting :D

To my clique --- whatever what I want to say I wrote already so--- love ya lots lor.

To class 4-5 too. Although our class is like a gathering of different cliques, I still enjoyed being in our class. Despite getting bad results, you don't get insulted or anything like that. There's this encouraging vibe in the class that says "Don't give up. Let's try together. We can do it." So I didn't give up, I tried and I did it :D I divided my prelim results by 3 and I didn't fail anything!
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went to Sentosa the other day with Jacq, Wen, Ivan and WanTing.
photos+details go jacq's blog.
quote Jacq:

Beaches and picnics are fun, but only if you're with good friends. Thanks for the wonderful day out =D

just submitted my JAE form together with nadia!

Never thought of sharing my life with anyone till I met you.
From now on, letting you out of my sight is one thing I will not tolerate.
--Show Luo

hallo. now past midnight liao so shall post my thank you post tomorrow. cuz write all tt stuff very emotionally taxing de. haha. although i didnt score godlike results like the national 2nd top scorer (which happens to be my friend) to warrant a thank you speech, but this time round i kinda divided my prelim results by 3 which is a beeeeeeeg improvement so I'm very gan ji okayyy.

I survived! :D

I will survive. *shrug*

went to ajc open house with nadia! didn't stay long though. we hopped over to nyp. It has so much more life over there. although it gets a bit xia ren at some point. cause we went all the way to the more inside blocks whereby those gg for the open house won't reach if they only wandering aimlessly. anw. when we reach there they look so enthu about showing us their stuffs. then out of politeness we went along even though we are not even considering those choices :P haha. accumualted lots of freebies by the end of both trips  xD
when we walking to her bus stop, we realized tt her bus is coming then we started to rush. but at this moment this huge wind started blowing! then we were literally going against the wind xD

不要为那些不愿在你身上花费时间的人而浪费你的时间。

失恋这种事是要适可而止的你越在乎越会一发不可收拾。

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HENG HENG! (my JRT)

Ohoh. I forgot to mention this. The day my phone got stolen I go home read my i-weekly. Then under the horoscope for the zodiac monkey, for the dos and don'ts, the very first point was: Be careful of thieves stealing ==||| hahaa.

Got my new specs today! Gotta adjust to the different degree though, eyes tired seh. :S

Watching clips of KO One, The X-Family and They Kiss Again again! Omg I was laughing like hell. Shall post some classic funny parts.



浪漫!~

pearl milk tea!

the very shuai guilong~
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金宝三：斩情丝，斩妒嫉，斩邪淫，斩贪念，斩急噪，斩口舌，斩小器，斩小心，最后一斩不知道！九斩合一！屁人，屁人，请赐给我神奇的力量！
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大东：再过几天后，是安琪MC来的五周年纪念日！
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大辣：你难道就是皮卡丘的弟弟“皮在痒”？
xDxDxD

hohoho. Got lots of stuff to say.
First and foremost.
MY PHONE GOT STOLEN.
Hahaha. Not drop or misplace it hor. I put my phone in my backpack's side pocket. Then when I reached NTUC I realised that it's gone "/ haha. After confirming that it was stolen (my mum called my phone and the phone is switched off), I went to buy i-weekly! xD haha. random me. So ya. I lost all my contacts T.T and the precious smses I kept for so long :( haha. I was actually quite amused that my phone got stolen. The person who stole my phone must be feeling 'cheated' cause my screen got a huge crack on it and my phone gets hanged every now and then x) anw I got a replacement sim card le, so do sms me your phone number pleaseeeee.

Went to the market some days ago and this auntie was chatting with my mum. She was saying that at IMM there was this kid who got lost and so they locked up the place. They finally found the kid in the toilet. The boy's hair was shaved off and he was changed into girl's clothing D: everybody who heard this got goosebumps but I was quite calm. Cause there are too many instances of people who are psycho (such as the guy who dressed up as santa claus and shot 8 people at a christmas party) in this world that I've pretty much accepted the fact that there are psychos around :/

Came upon these 3 words recently and they brought back lotsa memories: 你走开!
xDxDxD

Preparing gifts and letters for our last meeting as a cohort! I D.I.Y. one okayy. ^^

post a few belated pictures:My pretty cup of mocha made my meee

my absolute fave character! The dust from Tototo. Yep, it IS called dust.

ate at n.y.d.c. for the first time today!! Godlike dish. It's called "The Prawn that got Creamed" I didn't name that - it IS called that.

Ate with my eldest sis for dinner. Then while waiting for Kor, she says we might as well go do something. Then she say go do the fish spa at the Flyer. So we walked all the way from suntec city to the Flyer! I first time go to the flyer there. but duh, of course didn't go have a ride la. I tried the fish spa. I just couldn't help laughing. Cause the fishes were so enthu and ticklish! They just zoom in and stick to your skin and start nipping. I couldn't tahan the pond with the biggest fishes. I dipped my leg in for 3 seconds only :P I'm scared of big live fishes :( Picture below is the 'medium' fish that I could bear with.Haha. Then we have a foot massage and shoulder massage. Wah the person pro seh. She could tell that I have a weak constitution, anaemic,etc. I was like :O hahaha. The left side is like 3 times more sensitive than my right manszsxs. For the shoulder massage I gotta sit up for the arm massage part, cause she says anaemic people cannot do the arm massage lying down else will faint o.O

Feeling sleepy now~ still got work tommorow siaz.

woo. Woke up at 2pm today. Reads my xiaoshuos until it's time to go meet my "worm in my stomach" xD hahah. Then lalalalalalala...

We went my dear ex-partner's open house! Lol. The place so full of people. And I finally see my eyecandy after so long!! :D haha. But me and worm both have early curfews so we left after half an hour :P Everybody was like, huh? You just come for a while? And we were like, we come for fun only xD

Then we went back to hub to lalalalala. Then go home liao.
Haix. I'm sick of my early curfews :(
Have work again tomorrow!

*****
Me: You are like a worm in my stomach!
Me: But I'm still fat :(
Me: Hey worm
Me: You're not doing your job!
Worm: Worm's on a diet
Worm: Cannot eat too much food.
*****

Hallooooo. I shall post on the first day of the new year too!
I must say the very start of year 2009 SUCKS.
... ... ... ...
I shall forget about it.

Anyway. I'm kinda in a dilemma now. Haiyohaiyohaiyo.
whattodowhattodowhattodowhattodo.....

lol. I say got new haircut then get 3 tags worh. like tt very stress leh :P

Hi all! I shall post on the last day of the year 2008!

Anyway. I was thinking of 轰轰烈烈 going to change a new hairstyle some time ago. Then my eldest sis just met me at central to get me my new specs, so she also brought me to the hairdresser. Being a zhai-nv with inferior complex, when the hairdresser asked me how I want my hair to be cut, I still said to thin it as per the past 16 years. Ah well, then my sis was saying that I'm BORING and she asked me to get a bob cut like the other customer. And so I did! Wahahaha.

... oops. I forgot what else I wanted to blog about :X
ah well.
Thanks to my beloved dajie!
Happy Birthday to my english/daidi partner/my great friend!
Happy New Year!

Even after hearing this song for a zillion times, I still find this song amazing. This is the live version and I must say that both the live and cd version are great ^^ Almost Here by Brian McFadden and Delta Goodrem.

too bored to think of what to write. bleh.
but want to say that I am glad that my cards are appreciated :D
blog next time....

不知不觉中，已经走得越来越远了……

Lol. Joe Cheung in Love or Bread is so funny. Cause because of his idea of fun+revenge, shan-mei fell sick. and when she's sick she has no appetite and only would want food made by her mom. then cause she don't dare to see her mom due to some reasons, she hasn't been eating anything. Frank (Joe) feels guilty and actually thought of extorting the lunchbox that is made by her mom from shan-mei's nephew! lol! lol! that's so cool manx.

I started work today! I'm at Weiner Kaffeehaus at Carrefour at Suntec City :) not always working there though. Only on weekends and busy days. I was so lost finding my way ard suntec city in the morning D: and it's a far far way from cityhall mrt T.T shall be adventurous and save my legs the torture by taking a bus that I've never taken before to attempt to alight nearer to my destination!

Oh and I want to express my heartfelt thanks to moi dear zhujie for providing me an excellent alternative to the program Photoshop which I love a lot but alas had no fate with. Now I can fiddle around with the images I've chalked up for so long :D

Thanks to Sarah and Nadia, whose christmas cards with their love had arrived safely at my house!

Thanks to the few people who happen to sms me and mentioned very openly that I'm missed :) really really thank you.

Ohoh. Keep forgetting to say this; although I very rarely tag at others' blogs, rarely reply my tags, but I still like to read the tags at my blog :D so do tag!

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Reply to tags:
Aliya: aww. I miss you lots too girlfriend D:
Nadia: sigh. not just a while can? a looooong loooooong time never see ya pretty face lo D:

going kbox. blog later :D

I give two thumbs-up and 2 toes-up, and am thinking of using this as my life's philosophy, for what George Bernard Shaw says,

"I would rather be alone in the wild, then be alone in a room with a stubborn fool."

Argh.
I was thinking that I'm being evil, for 2 different matters.
Then come along this person with such cruel and selfish words.
BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH, etc.
They aren't even aimed at me.
But I feel so pissed off at what he's saying.
God.
"I would rather be alone in the wild"
Seriously.
With my laptop, of course :)
and enough water, food , insect-repellent, blanket, pillow and bolster. xD

finished Heart of Greed couple of days ago. I must say that I was very bored with it. So I just watch parts with Raymond, Linda, Bosco and Tavia. But also some parts are indeed moving. Specifically a scene whereby the Mom says good-bye to her family one by one on the hospital bed. The lady simply says, "Ah Gil, good-bye. Jackie, good-bye. Xiao Bao, good-bye" so on and so forth, without anymore actions or words. But I can't stop crying at this scene. Applause for the actress! No wonder she got the Best Actress Award last year. I still like Moonlight Resonance though.

New taiwan drama airing! The direct translation is "Prince sees Second Princess". The director is the same fella who directed ISWAK and TKA. I wouldn't call it a funny show, but instead, a totally crazy one. I was going LOL watching it.

Geez. No mood to continue with this. Shall start a new post raving my current bu-shuang ness.

watching Heart of Greed! Not really watching the whole show, just watching the parts with Tavia and Bosco, and fast forwarding the rest :P Moonlight Resonance is soooo much better. And the sales presentation 2009 videos for TVB looks damn exciting. Can't wait for the actual dramas to be out. Although probably only Nadia and WeiChing will be bothered T.T

went out with Jacq, JingQiu, Joseph, Hueit for some presents hunting. during the trip Jacq managed to express her life philosophy into words xD and gd luck to the ones on the receiving end of "jacq's big bad evil plan"

oh and jacq printed out our qinglv photo and gimme a disk of photos taken in taiwan! that's so sweet of you~ muackies <3

Lunatic by Xu Zhe Pei is pretty interesting. Click here to listen to the version sang by Kang Zhen Ting on One Million Star if you have nothing to do :D

It's official. I MISS MY FRIENDS D:
awwwww. especially my dear ZHU JIE. Got too used to her company during the 9 days in Taiwan, and now I'm having zhu-jie-withdrawal-symptom :( ZHUJIE~~~~
why I don't say I miss sotong leh? BECAUSE SHE KEEP BREAKING MY HEART THE PAST 8 YEARS. you, yes you. Don't give me the huh look. I shall just treat you as a NORMAL friend, an ACQUAINTANCE, NOT one of my close friend. HMPH.
bought some souvenirs for ya all, so shall make arrangments with ya all to meet up :D but si wanting why go overseas now of all times? On purpose de right?? I come back then you leave. T.T
Hope Jacq can upload photos soon! Jiayou babe :D
and again, this weird blogger is sounding too leng jing again. okay, being too leng jing wo ye bu xiang de arh~ DD:

flying off to Taiwan tmr! So i suppose I will be on hiatus :D (first time use this word)
haha. I uploaded some of my more xiang yang prom photos on facebook le. Can go see. And shun bian go see my cute niece Kimmi!
kk. See ya! Will miss ya all lots :)

okay. My blog fu huo le!! hohoho. haiyo. I really lazy update sia :x
xin qing hen bu hao ne... argh. yi zhi you ren re wo!! qi dao~

anyway. I suppose I shld blog about PROM. right ppl? xD
haha. actually prom very jian dan. Ppl dress until cnt be recognized, eat, watch the running for prom king and queen, see who win the lucky draw and take pictures after pictures :D
shall not update pictures cuz it's taken by handphone and thus v.dark :x

okay. Im sounding too leng jing. Dun remain in my blog! Go others' blogs to get pics and high posts.

anw. as I messaged my friends, I love ya all lots :D

I think I'm evil.
And bad.
There's always 2 'me' thinking most of the times.
One is the one that knows what is politically correct, what is unoffensive, what will end things on a good note,etc.
One is the one that has the direct reaction - anger, frustration, irritation, sadness,etc. Mostly negative I must say.
I think the second me is kind of bad.
It's like I know I should not feel that way, but I can't stop feeling that way.
So I feel bad.
I am bad. :(
To my friends: Don't don't friend this evil bad me k? :(

LIUXIANG PULLED OUT OF 110M HURDLES!!! *sobs like hell*
awww. He was one of the extremely few athletes that I had wanted to watch in this year's Olympics. D: sad face. It's like such a pity laaa. He hurt his leg. :( kinda reminds me of Tyson Gay though. He was thought to be the person that could threaten Usain Bolt's "The World's Fastest Man" title, then he got his leg injured by running a 200m event some weeks ago. =.= ah well. anyway. No wonder Usain Bolt is called the Lightning Bolt. He ran the 100m in a freakin 9.68 secs (I think), AND the last 10 or 20m or so, he ran it with arms open in victory. Who can break the world record in that manner?? Except for him. Lol.

Michael Phelps is the person everyone's talking about. EIGHT OLYMPIC GOLDS in a single Olympic Games. He is a living legend at 23 (I think). Then I was reading this report on him in a magazine. Apparently, his body is different from normal people like you and me and therefore probably him and only him could achieve this amazing feat. Firstly, his body is in a 6:4 ratio, both his arm span spread open nearly amounts to his height, he got broad shoulders and narrow hips, his huge feet can bend 15 degrees more than the average person, his muscles produce much less lactic acid than others, meaning that he can recover in 15 to 20 minutes back to ready mode. So ya. He's literally build/born for the water. And he swims 5 hours a day D: Doesn't his skin peel or sth?? BUT. He can't walk properly on land, having the tendency to lose his balance or trip for no reason. ... ...
...
Ooops. I shall continue to study chem... :X

oops. havent posted for quite some time. won't be posting regularly bah.
I want watch Wall-E!! He very cute~ Eve also, with her digital eyes that become like half-moons. lol. and yes arh! HSM3 coming soon! Though I know many ppl don't think much of the series, but ah well, I like the songs and all. hahaa.
haiz. study until crazy liaozzszxsxzszxszxz.
Happy Birthday to Ganesh!

If you wander off too far
if you follow the wrong star
if you ever find yourself lost and all alone
get back on your feet and think of me
if the bright lights blind your eyes
if your troubles break your stride
if you ever feel ashamed
when there's only you to blame
my love will get you home

T.T I saved my cat from committing suicide and got blood drawn from me for my efforts. hmph.
I hate noise. I hate nagging. I hate giggling. I hate screams. I hate uncontrolled laughter. I hate hateful whispers. I hate non-stop talking.

patience. patience. patience.
who can give me patience, give me strength, give me courage, give me peace of mind.
I'm tired. Really. I don't know what to do, what can I do, what should I do anymore.
What have I done wrong? Why are you always angry? So am I supposed to apologize? Apologize for? For being your daughter? For your being jobless? For being unable to magic the information that you want? For being how I am?
You do nothing, and you expect everything to be done for you. You are so selfish.

my bday presents :D

Racial harmony ytd! lasy upload so just upload a couple.

oh dear. keep listening to ai zai ji yi zhong zhao ni by Raymond D: hahaa. but nice song sia~
anw have been writing a diary since last week for every school day, so resulted in being sian to blog in detail or blog much. xD sorry laa~

My Birthday today! and also my newborn niece's :) lol.
Received presents from different friends. All wishing me a happy birthday, and the wish came true! (because now is still 170708) I am having a very happy birthday!!! xD
Thanks to my besties who really did as I requested, writing long long letters despite some of them not having that habit but still written it. And also for telling me that Im appreciated and loved :D
Thanks to my dear friends who made the effort to go and buy presents for me, be it a cute Tigger in a honeypot stuffed with kinder bueno, or just a simple slab of choc bought this morning :D
Thanks to my friends who shook my hand or give me a hug to wish me a happy birthday :D
Thanks to my friends who specially told me that I can still look forward to belated birthday presents :D
This is just a simple summary of my thanks! I will be writing little cards to each of you to thank you for all the effort you all put in for little insignificant me. Really thank you all for making my last secondary school year birthday a warm and sweet and memorable one! *takes a deep bow*

typing this using onscreen keyboard. haha. cuz tired to sit up straight n lean towards keyboard. lol.
haha. kinda shi tai during last few min of eng. oops :x
wish my eldest sis deliver successfully!
went home earlier today and i cycled ard the flats, park(so many steep slopes!), roads for nearly an hour o.O lol. didnt realize kinda overstrained until i rch hm. legs all wobbly~
waah. have to rch sch tmr 640! thats the time i usually step out from my hse. -.,- haha. i abit gia-gia leh. i cnt take big shocks one leh.
but i can trust my group of besties this year round :D not like the ones that took my trust and trample it on the ground and dump it into the bin on my bday

hee. updating for the sake of updating.
been going into fits of spontaneous craziness every now and then.
and I realised that mood swings can be a good thing, when it swings towards the "I can be quite carefree and happy by myself" side. hahaha. so walked all the way home today alone, but in a relatively good mood except for my aching legs. :D
gotta do SS lo~~

2 impt matters:
1 - I LEARNED HOW TO PLAY THE DUH-EVERYONE-KNOWS-HOW-TO-PLAY CARD GAME, DAI DI!!!! WOOHOO! *pulled a cracker*
2 - I STEPPED INTO AND ATE AT FISH AND CO.!! *set off fireworks*

was reading an email, then realised that its that old old story about a teacher asking each student to write down sth nice about each of her/his classmates. then she collected them and gave each student a list of all the nice stuff that was written abt him/her. then they go ooh and aah and "wow, i didnt know that someone appreciates me" ,etc. then years later after this activity, one of the classmate died. the teacher and all his classmates turned up at his funeral. the guy's parents showed the teacher a paper that was on him when he died. its that old piece of paper that have all the nice stuff about him. then the rest of the classmates admitted that they too, had kept the piece of paper. some carry it in their wallet, some put it in their wedding album... Ive read this before I think, but just now reading it again I actually go a bit teary. actually can understand why they would keep the piece of paper even years down the road :D

eeeeeeeeeek. Koizora is gg to be made into a drama serial. and/but it's NOT acted by the original actors!!! they go and find some ulu ppl and give the same hairstyle and everything. eeyer. not nice de. ruin the beautiful (okay, AND cliche) love story that miura haruma and yui aragaki portrayed. hmph.

was watching some past XGDD3 videos of Lin Xin Yi (the contestant I xin shang alot).
then came across one particular episode. The judge Yuan Wei Ren was saying that she sings very well but have been trying some other things, and that he has been anticipating to be moved but didnt, and gave her a 2/5 mark. Then Zhang Yu said he dont know why is the focus on choosing difficult songs. then gave a example of a chef who is pro cooks delicious fried rice, doesnt mean that he must go and cook shark's fin and abalone.

I so agree with Zhang Yu can. when contestants keep singing songs that they are adept at, then they will say not versatile enough. when they try other songs they say that the songs are too chicken-feet and/or unsuitable for them. -.- cant blame for xinyi for becoming confused.

[edited] edited this post to add a v.impt piece of info. I GREW BY ... one CM! ah well. at least I grew :D and congrats to the guy who finally hit the one seven zero mark. :)

had breakfast with nadia, hueit, wanting and weiching today :D sad that wen didnt come though. sick at home. D: get well soon dear!

today was quite a relaxed day, other than having to write a chi compo :D p.e., no math, watch movie for eng, write compo for chi, then bio do data logging, and THATS IT. whahahahah. although my set of old bones after going through p.e. feel like collapsing DD:

watched the episode of the "xing guang da dao 123". then really sia, a few of the 3rd one really pro. not bad not bad. no wonder so many people watching it.

have been taking photos whenever I rmb... want to "save" more memories of my last year of secondary school life (which I must say have a zillion more memories that I want to rmb then my pathetic primary school life which I don't rmb much of anyway) hohum. wish that this small tiny little weeny dream of mine can be shi xian! :DD *hint hint: stop evading my camera!*

tiredtiredtired...
sleepysleepysleepy...
sodeadsodeadsodead...
roarrrrrrrrrr~

aww crap. gotta chiong 2 letters and 1 lit essay. like, right now, tonight. >.< argh. this is the result of laziness + slackness. T.T

anw. realized that many of my friends falling sick nowadays. either having headaches, or else having fever, cough, flu, etc. shld be the combi of not-out-of-holidays-feel + exam stress + crappy weather (swinging between pouring rain and inhumane hot sun) + germs spreading ard. haiz. although I must say Im lucky cuz Im quite okay. haha. fell sick the first week of hols so now I think I more immune le. xian ku hou tian. whahaha.

but anw. just want to tell all my friends who are sick to take care, drink more water, have more rest, and get well soon! Those who are fine, to also take more care, also drink more water, and stay immune and healthy! cause quoting frm mr chan, "It sucks to fall sick now." xD

mood swinging like a pendulum.

How to win lottery:
It is a combination of 天时，地利 and 人和.
Person to take down the results of lottery: Your youngest daughter
Location of recording: Her study room
Materials: Her mobile phone and earpiece
To summarize in one sentence:
Get your daughter to sit in her study room and record down the results that is aired over the radio from her mobile phone.
._.
whatever.

Basketball Fire coming soon! just saw the 1min preview. Jerry Yan is shuai shuai shuai manzx. haha. finally with a hairstyle that I see on him I think is shuai de.
ok. random.
Jade Liu's album is nice~
lessons tmr!
---end of boring blog post of a bored blogger---

saw a pri sch friend today! lol. was at some kopitiam near his school and I was queueing for some drinks. then i was like looking ard then saw some tall guy some places behind me in the queue then you know you know, that angle quite shuai. summore i saw him bend down to pick up coins that a boy dropped and pass it to him. then i take my drinks to go back to my seat then he happened to look up. then as i walk passed him, im like, ..........?! that was shawn! lol. and ya, as usual, didnt say hi to him. usual reason: I am a serious member of the ai mian zi grp, and therefore choose to avoid awkward situations whereby you recognize somebody and the person doesn't recognize you. xD
-------end of a really random story--------

FTLY broke 10! haha. and xiaotian and river have to go swim naked. xD then their company
headache; how to show that they really go naked and at the same time cnt 有伤风化. lololol.

listened to XiaoJingTeng's album (yaya, the guy Jacq's in love with). although he's not exactly my fav singer, due to the fact that his 闷骚personality that attracted so many and dubbed as 'cute' does NOT attract me due to his extra long lag time in answering questions just plain irritates me :X no offence. and also sometimes after listening to him sing is quite a tiring thing as his voice can be a bit over-power-packed. to me la.
I have to say this album is not bad due to the strong 创作班底, such as Mayday's Shin, the Lee brothers, QingFeng from soda green,etc and he also sings the songs well, and the whole album is generally优.
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我们到这个世界上来不是来互相伤害 :)

关。我。屁。事。

HORH. QI DAO manx.
it's like hello?! i didnt even do anything and you need to get it off your chest and you start to lecture me about SOMEONE ELSE. WTF is this?!! *raises my hand and ask, "Erm. I think you got the wrong person here."*

=.= +++++++

我忍。
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plan for tmr:
- go popular
- buy bubble tea
- buy shark's fin, tapioca, mua chee, tea egg, honey chicken wing, taiwan sausage (tentative cause no money liao)
- go library
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sry nadia. wasnt able to blog on your bday :x but I know you know that I love ya lots :DD

missing quite a few ppl DD:

eeee. I so don't like temperamental people who luan fa pi qi and blame everything on everyone else except himself. *swears and curses

I so want to get out of my house...
and dont come back.

wah. Anna in FTLY is soosoosoo EVIL~ argh. zui du fu ren xin. *shakes head*
Second ep of Honey and Clover still so funny. i so love the guy acting as ren sen tian! joe in the show evil sia. Know that yagong likes him and yet always keep an amibiguous attitude. hmph.

These few days were kind of like a xiaoshuo marathon for me. was so caught up that I just continued one book after another. oops. Im supposed to be studying :x

yo all. sick of seeing the sickly post and so shall push it down by updating :D
so ya. much much better these days alrd. still in the slack mode though. now last minute chionging 2 bio essays before midnight (dateline!) although not compulsory cuz I passed my bio, but still, must keep improving!

sigh. knew abt sth. but kinda helpless about it.
Actually I have this belief, that no matter what is said to a person, no matter how encouraging, how blood-stirring, no matter the speaker is someone who matters alot; as long as the person listening does not change his/her attitude, whatever is being said would not have any lasting impact, or even have any impact at all.
ok. this chunk is random "/

hahaa. just received a phone call. cant say who. (shhh!) but was so amused by it that I changed my pm to "in the centre of happenings with none of it happening to me. sigh. 青春啊青春~" lol. haix. but I must admit IM BORED.

ROAR~ BEING UNWELL IS TOTALLY HORRIBLE. GOT LESSONS TOMORROW SOMEMORE. -.-"
HEAD~ACHE GO AWAY, PLEASE DON'T EVER COME AGAIN~

ah. crap. wo sheng bing le :( start of holidays somemore. booo.
whew. survived the PTC. must be really lucky that day manz. and I only then realised that Mrs Ashari is my mentor. xD lol.
feeling giddy~ shall not say much.

I never believed in what I couldn't see

once again, fantastic episode of FTLY :D when xinyi said 'zaijian' to cunxi that part is so sad D: and qiaoen's acting skills are really great.
anw. Wish to see you again ended. new show coming up by Joe! saw the previews and were ROFL xD. watch out for it ppl. it's called 蜂蜜幸运草. shall upload one of the pic that makes me go LOL.

lol. so funny xD

click this link to go watch the preview!!

sigh. he just don't get the fcking point. *knocks head repeatedly against the wall*

shall ke zhi my feelings for now.
i shall just say one sentence.
when can I don't have to face this.
fcked up life.

emotional hurt tends to lead to physical hurt.

amazing how hormonal changes affect one so much.
basically, most likely due to my xiao hong coming, I have been experiencing serious mood swings - tearing at every report about the 5.12 earthquake, started crying in the midst of a phone call, etc. geez. D:

anw. was feeling 忿忿不平 after hearing Mrs Lim talk bout the cyclone Nargis in Myanmar. A cyclone swept past and so many people are on the verge of dying but could be saved if aid arrived fast enough, and the junta refused aid from other countries?! Insisted that it's a holiday and refused to give out visas, now also. wth is that. the foreign aid could have saved so many more lives. some more insisted they want the supplies but not the people, just so they can monopolize the supplies and channel them to the military to keep them happy, and so that they can grip on to their power. wtf is this man. won't they feel the weight of countless lives hanging on their conscience? won't they toss and turn in their beds at night, haunted by nightmares? or are they so power-hungry that the suffering of the people does not matter? even till now the death toll, actual happenings in the disaster area are unknown, as the military has set up checkpoints to keep foreigners out of the disaster zone. ..... ARGH. >.<++

让我们红尘做伴活得潇潇洒洒

I need to break out of the emo wall that is building around me before it suffocates me.

My battle Plan: Me v.s. EMO
Destroying EMO with Friends'encouragement-happiness-willpower-,etc.

K.O.

wahahahah. lol. sorry for the spastic pictures.
seriously, I will try to be fine de, but thanks anyway dear all, for showing that you care. sry lor, I admit that Im superficial, I need to see/feel that you care, even if you care you don't let me know, then how i know?? xD

to one of my zui ai de ren:
don't worry too much about me. sorry I didnt reply to your sms when you ask me to SMILE,etc. I was really touched. But I didn't know how to express that, and I also don't want to give some perfunctory answer. so zai zhe li, I want to say that I really really appreciate all the smses you sent me :D and I know that you also may not be feeling v.okay recently. so let's jiayou tgt, k? love ya lots!

If you need someone you're feeling blue
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder

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P.E. was fun.
Mac Breakfast rawks.
Was high for some periods of time.
Was feeling low way down to the bottom at others.

my apologies/thanks:
To mm. no matter that you keep insisting that you are fierce, I still think you are nice! one of the best teachers ard :)
To wen. sry cant pei you have lunch :(

my thanks:
To huix. for comforting me when I need a shoulder :) and for ba wo fang zai xin shang and made the effort to call me to make sure Im fine. i was touched that you cared.
To nadia. for making the effort to come my class just to tell me that you won't be able to accompany me after school. and thus not letting me wait like a idiot for others like last time.
To aneesh, ganesh, chiachiu, nigel, yuxiang. for the many words of encouragement :D, concern, and the restrain in bastarding. xD
To those who smsed me and let me feel that maybe I do matter to some. It may seem like ju shou zhi lao to you all, but it means a lot to me that my friends actually make the effort to know whether I'm dead or alive, to know if I'm alright and do worry about me. :)

to those who are concerned: I did cry, and I took a long bus ride alone, and then Im fine alrd. dun worry. I very strong de :D
to those who don't give a damn: you probably don't even make the effort to know whether I'm dead or alive so probably won't see this anyway. lalala~

thanks for all the encouragement ppl :D
though the guys sometimes bastard ppl alot but they actually not so bad laa. they at least wont hurt another person intentionally. :)

how do you say something that is a fact and is hurting and you know that the person at the receiving end would not take it easily? just don't say it. but that's deception isn't it? ah crap. >.<

wah. realised that I missed my friends lots when I saw them today o.O hahaa.

today played some blindfold thingy and group 3 won! xD
then got this graphic calc thingy. then I did sth and took a pic of it but I lazy upload now. Shall upload next time ^^

Simply loves Fated to Love You!! this ep Dylan totally rawks. ai si ta le. but anna coming back next ep... and from the preview, cunxi is gonna be a damn bastard to xinyi again..T.T
Rolling Love is starting to warm up! (although at a very slow rate) but wish that the plot can progress faster...
Wish to See You Again ending next week. finally can get the show over and done with. lucky they know to not to drag the script any longer. but dunno what show after tt sia.

okay. I was totally stunned and mortified when I logged on to my Flixster account.

I actually created an account and my username is SCHNAPY. @_@ omg. i must have been desperate then. x( *covers my face. this is so diu lian!!!~~~~

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feel like watching Accuracy of Death and Made of Honor...

to buyaomawo:
thanks for the concern but you don't tell me who you are how I know who to find?? -.-
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anw. just for the general information. i guessed who the hell is buyaomawo liao. =.=

Stronger - Britney Spears
hush, just stop there's nothing you can do or say,
baby i've had enough
i'm not your property as from today, baby
you might think that i won't make it on my own but now
i'm chorus stronger than yesterday
now it's nothing but my way
my lonliness ain't killing me no more
i'm.. stronger
end chorus
that i ever thought that i could be,
baby i used to go with the flow
didn't really care 'bout me
you might think that i can't take it,
but you're wrong cause now
i'm… but now
i'm chorus stronger than yesterday
now it's nothing but my way
my lonliness ain't killing me no more
i'm.. stronger come on, now oh, yeah
here i go, on my own i don't need nobody,
better off alone here i go, on my own now
i don't need nobody, not anybody here i go,
alright, here i go but now
i'm chorus stronger than yesterday
now it's nothing but my way
my lonliness ain't killing me no more
i'm.. stronger
stronger than yesterday
now it's nothing but my way
my lonliness ain't killing me no more
chorus stronger than yesterday
now it's nothing but my way
my lonliness ain't killing me no more
i'm.. stronger

you might as well had dump a bucket of cold water over me.
I mean, fine. Im not on the list for most-sought-out-for-going-out-on-weekends cause of my hse restrictions. and that's perfectly fine. I mean I got used to not being even asked. so that part is fine.
but you don't come and sms asking me whether I had any plans and when I replied, you don't even have the courtesy to say sorry, but I've made other plans. And you just ignored my message? And i've got to find out the next day by reading the blogs of you few, gushing about what a wonderful and fun day it had been for you?

do you know that everytime I read the blog posts of you few about you all going out and having fun and I don't even know about it until i read it, it's like a stab to my heart?

*slaps myself*

It's Bliss.
It's MOS Seafood Kakiage Rice Burger.

okay. (points upwards) that was random xD

wah. these whole week every night got dreams sia. all school-related o.O
now mind is in a total blank. @.@
shall post again when I feel more sane.

anw. whos buyaodawo ? I swear wo bu hui da ni, cuz I realised that it's quite true xD

DORAEMON IN ANG MO KIO

haha. damn cute.
actually I want take pic with it de :( but need to buy $10 worth of stuff to get the 2 magnets to take pic with it. so ya. and anw. I found out that his sister is called DOREMI. xD



lol. found these 2 winter apparel in my room xD

it's so amazingly euphoric when you tried so hard and finally at some n times u actually got what u want. hao kai xin~~

yay. got my specs. shall look intellectual and maybe the look will rub off on me and maybe I will be smarter in the process xD

hee. xiao diao liao~~

damn tired. as usual, even if got stuff also cnt blog. :X so ya.
...
O! have sth! haiyo it's like this. cuz I havent finished studying SS ytd so decided to wake up at 3plus to study. but as usual, my subconsious mind will just switch of the alarm and I would go back to sleep. but I got nightmare! :X I dreamt that the HCL paper ends at 430pm and I woke up at 420pm which means I totally missed the paper. The nxt paper is SS and it starts at 430pm until 6plus (dun ask me why, dreams are illogical). but then got another person suddenly appear. apparently he's also late xD
....
I know that's random.
*knocked out*
...
*wakes up again*
shall post some photos.

doodles done by me (1)doodle done by me (2)
doodle done by me (3)

love these 2 cars. damn shuai.
scenic view of Bedok Reservoir Park
hee. two girls attempting to 'fish'

a very deceiving pic of me and huix. xD

Job done.

*knocked out again*