几分
不管昨天你对我说过了什么
今天的我还是依然依然沉默
两个人生气着 看着谁先舍不得
何必这样来试探我们的缘份
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候 才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分 这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真 何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分 这是你永远的疑问 只
有最后一切才有定论
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候 才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分 这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真 何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分 这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
没有值不值得当失去了有什么好争
就在转身之后 我的不舍有多么的真
所以爱有几分 这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真 何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分 这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
只有最后一切才有定论

excuses, excuses.
fine. I'M the one at FAULT.

was in a kinda siao mode today. having severe moodswings. with violent being the most common one. I sincerly apologized to those whom I've traumatized as a result of my 'violent' mood. I assure you that I am really not a violent person. :D

it's the npcc and ncc stepping down parade today. basically I ran about holding 3 cameras and helping Eileen and Nadia take photos? haha. actually this day would have been much more enjoyable if my xiaohong havent came and cause an earthquake :x anw. while they having parade got ppl damn rude lor. still continue playing basketball there. quote sth which nadia said, "How would they feel if they were playing a basketball match an ad the uniform groups are at the side shouting commands?". zzz. so unconcientious.

liked the last part of the npcc parade: after the command 14, 1, 2, the sec4 batch marched forward counting 14 steps then throw their beret into the air. then they ran. was wondering why when I realised that they had some sort of tradition or sth whereby they stepped on each others shoes even seniors. lol.

also liked the last part of the ncc parade: the part where they stomp their feet and chant that ncc thingy. hee. got record. but some bai mu guy go walk past. argh. then they also throw their berets. after that they unrolled their sleeves. lol.

Polaroid photos are so cool! soemhow has a 'feel' to it that normal printed photos don't have. haha.

since when it changed from a
"wah! Thanks alot for waiting for me sia. ^^" to
"you waiting for me" to
"we didn't know you are waiting" to
"bye" to
"..."

ah. changes changes.

nvm. at least now it's
"You want me to wait for you?" and
"I wait for you" and
"wah you really don't mind waiting for me sia"

ah. feeling of being appreciated and appreciation.

人一旦迷醉于自身的軟弱，便會一味軟弱下去，會在眾人的目光下倒在街頭，倒在地上，倒在比地面更低的地方。

爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去不过三个字，不是我爱你，我恨你，便是算了吧。你好吗？对不起。

能够说出的委屈，便不算委屈；能够抢走的爱人，便不算爱人

found this long long long ago during my search for quotes. damn funny:
男:对 你无情 你残酷 你无理取闹 　　
女:那你就不无情!?不残酷!?不无理取闹!? 　　
男:我哪里无情!?哪里残酷!?哪里无理取闹!? 　　
女:你哪里不无情!?哪里不残酷!?哪里不无理取闹!? 　　
男:我就算在怎么无情 再怎么残酷 再怎么无理取闹也不会比你更无情 更残酷 更无理取闹 　　
女:我会比你无情!?比你残酷!?比你无理取闹!? 你才是我见过最无情 最残酷 最无理取闹的人 　　
男:哼 我绝对没你无情 没你残酷 没你无理取闹 　　
女:好 既然你说我无情 我残酷 我无理取闹我就无情给你看 残酷给你看 无理取闹给你看 　　
男:看吧 还说你不无情 不残酷 不无理取闹现在完全展现你无情 残酷 无理取闹的一面了吧.

Life doesn't get so bad when you had a someone to talk to, to listen to, who makes the effort to find you, who would keep you company when the majority is going elsewhere. Ya. Not so bad. :)

Just don't make any decision that you may regret... Be strong :)

ah. scared of diverted calls ... :S

watched the newest ep of They Kiss Again. Just mainly watch the main characters nia. Lucky this ep ZhiShu sweeter to XiangQin ^^
then watched Fated to Love You. DAMN FUNNY! MUST WATCH. GO, SHOO. xD kept laughing out loud during the whole show. and it's only ep 2. haha. And Dylan is cute (the XiaoLan of Kungfu Dunk.) =)

Don't keep everything to urself dearie. Im always here to provide protection (xD) and listening ear and advice and shoulder and hug. ^^

Life is so much easier when you are giving and taking instead of giving all the time. I really appreciate you 2 for making my life so much easier :) and happier

eyecandy is extra cute today with earphones and mic xD

chionging probability revision.

last cca tmr.

yay. can watch updated shows tmr =)

yay yay holiday :] fell alseep ytd without even realising. today woke up first thought was "huh? I was alseep?!" haha.



met up with wanting today. actually want go sing K de, but she scared that ulu place not open on public hols -.- so stayed in amk hub. haha. went to the arcade played some games. we were walking past the Initial D section when wanting was like, eh, this one like got credit de. but nobody on it. then wanting was like quick!! go play!! i was like huh??!! but in the end still got in xD haha. got trashed by the machine. then we go take neoprint!

after that cause wanting say she bored of hub so we go J8. then we go the arcade again xD. rode the bike and played photohunt.

so ya. end of story :]

shall make an effort to update. even Im sick of the same post =.=
oops, I should be studing bio now :x

cannot post about all the private stuff, so what shall I post about??
I shall post about ME xD
- frequently having extremely extreme frequent mood swings. and having no reason at all. I can be laughing one moment and feeling damn emo the next.
- sick of feeling sick -.- last night slept at 1plus, woke up at 4plus cause I choked, went back sleep, missed my alarm, woke up at 6.45 and gotta chiong out of the house to school with no breakfast no nothing.
- realised that I'm not a very nice person. somehow.

wen must take care horhx...
nadia must cheer up horhx...
hueit must not emo horhx...
weiching must continue happy worhx..
wanting...
must stop being er xin horhx...xD

wah. now whenever randomly think of some scenes in Koizora will feel a bit teary sia. oh dear. too absorbed by the movie. haha.

new drama showing this weekend. 命中注定我爱你.watch the trailer and alrd laughing like siao~

I hate unreasonable ppl.

just watched Koizora at amk hub with wanting today.
It's a very simple story and predictable plots.
But.
Everyone still cried like hell.
I mean the whole cinema. You can hear people gasping for the last half an hour man.
And me and wanting were in floods.
but there ppl who were practically bawling that we cant help laughing at the same time. lol.
the front part of the movie damn cute. lots of laugh out loud parts.

AND HIRO IS SOOOOOOOO SHUAI.

shall watch Step Up 2: The Streets next. =)

watched some videos of Mars today. still one of my fav shows after years. only couple that has real chemistry in the show. haha. anw. was laughing at this part where Ling bashes up her girlfriend's sicko stepfather:
Ling: 你这个无耻的家伙 (punches him in the face)
想到你的血颜色跟我一样我就气 (punches him in the face again)
想到你的命跟我一样重要我就更气 (punches him in the stomach)
你有权利活下去我就气到要死 (used his knee to knock him in the stomach)
*cheers for ling!*

yay. 200th post!

7 March Cross Country + Sports Carnival
Hmm. shall not post about the very starting of the day so that I will forget…

Had a super long wait at Harbourfront station for the bus to come and take us into Tanjong Beach in Sentosa. Finally we squeezed on one.

cross country for girls started. I thought Nadia walking then in the end she running and I couldn’t keep up. So run at the back with Wen and walked for most part of it with our cameras. Lol.

When on the return route the guys who started later starting to catch up and over take. I saw Aneesh first then said go aneesh. Then when we saw Ivan we were like Wow Ivan JIAYOU! Haha. Then basically as the guys run past we said jiayou to the ones we know. I saw people like Nigel, Ganesh, Jonathan, etc and said jiayou.

During prize giving for cross country, I went up to the front to take pic of Nigel, Aneesh and Ivan taking the prize mah. Then Melvin very nearby, then I gei siao gei siao took a few pics.

During the tug-of-war game I took Ben’s shuai photos upon request of nadia. during the whole thing I basically just wander about with nadia. haha.

It’s our turn for Bossa Ball. …… I got up with them and started hopping. The thing is not just hot, it’s SCALDING. I basically didn’t hit the ball cause they all so pro. Then anyway our team damn cool, trashed them and Jun An was like rotate! And we rotated. I don’t know how to describe but it was damn cool. Anyway, by the time I was up there on 1 minute I can feel blisters forming on my soles. But got to keep jumping and I couldn’t get off. So I just hold back my tears and keep jumping. The middle position was a relief for a very very short moment cause it’s cooler but got to get out soon. I was like praying trash them and let me get down. Then switch over. By this time, the pain was so overwhelming and increasing that I bit my hand to keep going. When it finally ended, I stumbled down on the brink of tears. I want to cry and couldn’t find nadia. Then I saw wen. I stumbled over and say wen~ and started crying into her shoulder. She xia dao and asked what happened. I was gasping that it hurts a lot.

Then not sure what happened but Eileen appeared. I sat on the ground and she rested my feet on her legs. Then they pour water, etc. wah. Eileen do stuff like apply lotion and keep my feet on her legs. I was so touched by her St John’s spirit sia. XIEXIE!! Then I asked ting li to sub other people in when she came to us how am i.

At about 2 plus, we damn bek cek already. Cause of the sun and of dehydration. So basically even the prize giving also couldn’t care much.

Happy cause got take a lot of photos with different ppl =)

then it’s dismissal. Cause the queue for the bus damn long so we decided to walk. Crazy people. Then we a bit siao diao, screaming, running down the slope, singing. Just kept moving mechanically. We were like saying this is ironman and survivor, etc. when we reached the sentosa sign there me, wen, wenjia, wanting, jacq and Ivan took pic there. Then WE FINALLY REACHED VIVO CITY. Just bought drinks and trudged to the interchange to take bus.

Just for future references, here are the places sunburnt/burnt:
-the strip across my nose
-the whole neck
-a ‘v’ in front
-upper side of both forearms up to the hand, even fingers
-half of both thighs
-the whole leg, especially right below the back of my knees
-my feet, have the slippers mark
-my soles
-my ears
my arms are exothermic.

WE OWNED SENTOSA .
p.s. though damn tiring, it is indeed a memorable enough cross country day of our last year of secondary school life.

8 March CIP at Anchorvale CC Opening
met nadia at Jubilee to go sengkang meet wanting they all. when we reached sk, they havent reach yet. anw, then we all go take LRT. so complicated worhs.
me and wen helped out at the cap distribution booth first. then so funny, the residents come our counter exchange blue caps for red caps. LOL.
when the lunch thingy started so damn hectic sia. it's like alamak, I dun mind if you wanna exchange 14 coupons for 14 lunch boxes and drinks, but at least can you find your own way of holding them all??? geez.
by the end of the day, I got lollipop, 1 red cap, 1 goodie bag and 1 photo.
after the event me Ivan and nadia take LRT back. then we saw the doors closing, me and Ivan managed to squeeze in. then nadia stranded there. so we got off next stop to take the next one. it's DAMN ULU. it's like forests on both sides???
then me and nadia wander ard compass, buy some stuff, then take 159 to amk, then wander ard amk hub...

too tired to blog....
totally chao ta... my skin now exothermic sia.
but gotto mention thanks... to eileen the paramedic that always kana stuck with sai gang... to those who asked me jiayou... to those who asked how am I... to those who helped to take the umbrella... to those who took photos with me...

WE OWNED SENTOSA.

my dog got painted into a chipmunk.

PATIENCE.
TOLERANCE.
OPTIMISM.

think tat this angle of joe damn shuai. haha. cuz normally I dun think he's that shuai de. then that day watch They Kiss Again then ta-duh!, saw this part. lol. SHUAI.

L!!!!

saw a few clips from Death Note. then realised actually in the first movie, he's way way way more paler then now, as in in L: Change the World. ah. totally in love with L. so kawaii!! credits to Kenichi Matsumaya for being such a cute L ^^

*****

Rest of the post are just some expressions of feelings I got from watching recent movies so dun read if it's not your interest. you will probably be bored.

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Watched L today. kinda impromptu. haha. cuz I always read those moie reviews de. then got quite a lot says that although ya, Kenichi Matsumaya is still very L, but even he cant save the movie. esp one critic whom always give very sharp views only gave this film a pathetic one and a half stars. Her viewpoint is that the genius of L is his weirdness, his brains, etc, it would be enough just to film some difficult case and he just solve them in his hi-tech room, why force him to straighten his back and leave his hi-tech rm in such a unglam manner and run all about?!

Lol. so basically I just wanted to watch L, as in, him. but about the movie. okay, i mean, ya, the main conflict in the movie is cliche but then Im an easily satisfied person regarding movies. *shrug* some of the flaws, or rather places I don't like are for example, the pace of the movie (v.slow, to me la), unecessary focus on irrelevant characters (like the camera stopping on the person's face for too long), some awkward lines and some extra elaboration at the wrong places. ah well. L is still cute, even cuter. :) anw. cried at the very end of the movie, cuz it's like omg, he's gg to die! haha.

Actually now reviewing the movie, the feelings I got kinda reminds me of Kungfu Dunk. Both are popular shows. Both have a central character who is totally cute/shuai/cool and whom you would spend money just to see him. Both being talented and charming as the character but still could not save the movie. Most prominently, both movies could be better, but due to the directors, the focus and feel of the movies became a bit off.

and with this, I end my speech. LOL.

shall update. hmm. now listening to old old songs like the theme of huan zhu ge ge. LOL. and watching the korean serial tae wang sa shi gi. it's actually unexpectedly nice. even the soundtrack is great. shall buy the dvd when the price drops by half.

realized that Im really quite a temperamental person. I can enjoy a person's company today and the next day I will feel irritated just hearing his or her voice and wish that the person is out of my sight. *shrug* I dun understand myself oso. haha.

hmm. discovered a few emo auras recently. just wn to tell my dear friends, Im really quite trouble-free recently and in a generally nice mood, so you are all welcomed to spill your troubles to me. I assure you that it's not any trouble to me and I will keep my mouth shut if you do not wish others to know. cross my heart! da jia yao jiayou orh!

watched an mv of the song qi zai sang by S.H.E for CJ7. then i cried like hell at the part where tt thingy used up its energy to save the guy. reminds me of pokemon the first movie where pikachu tried to wake Ash up. cried like an idiot at tt time too. lol. but the CJ7 thingy really v.cute leh. then got one scene got many of his fellow aliens de. haha. just like Stitch and his fellow "cousins", all the diff experiments. LOL.

haix. actually in v.gd mood de. vday mah. haha. then i went to Jacq's blog then saw the anti-fur thingy. then loaded the video. but basically I only dared to watch abt 2sec and saw the beating rod appear and closed the window. -.- ANTI-FUR

LOVES JUDY. anyway. no mood to post due to some irritating stuff. argh.

ehh. dunno how to start the post.
*cough**cough* let's see.

shopped tgt for weiching's CNY clothes in amk hub on new year's eve. hohoho. and the two clothes she bought are suggested by me!

then on chu yi. went to relative's hse. got a jolt when I saw my cousin. wah. xia dao xia. hmm. and not exactly in a positive way cuz, ya, bei xia dao by the hair. lol. so just laze abt the hse, eat a bit, sing a bit, play with the dog abit. then my 3rd aunt brought us kids out to collect angbaos. then return to the hse to watch 881. dunno wat to make of the show though it does has its touching moments.

the it's chu er! day for watching kungfu dunk and thus JAY CHOU. lol. then met weiching and wanting at the amk hub underpass there. the wanting told me that she asked weiching "你觉得Shub会穿什么？" and weiching replied "usual 黑黑 de lor." HAHAHA. and REALLY, I wore a black overall skirt. lols. THEN they tell me got JonJon and his friend. -.- but anw. he treated all of us, so ya, yay, save money. haha. O! and now Cathay got hot and sour soup leh!! warm de summore. hehe. highly recommended. JAY CHOU IS SO CUTE. got a lot of 经典 stuff in the movie. shall not post it in case ppl wn go watch and dun wn spoilers. lol. but seriously must go watch. got a few parts very gan dong worh. and some parts I just keep laughing and laughing. haha. hmm. but I suppose the movie could have been even better. of course none of the faults have anything to do with JayChou. haha. it's just that the director's focus is like a bit off. anyway. still a good film. o and JJ auto siam-ed. so nice of them :)

after the movie still got time (especially for me, once in a blue moon sia, cn go out late) then we were like brainstorming of available houses for us to go bai nian. haha. ppl in the vincity like hueit in malaysia so cnt. then finally decided on eugene's hse. haha. made calls and we were on their way there! raided his hse, and only managing to find one plate of bak wa and few bottles of vitagen. -.- then blah blah blah, blah blah blah, wanting went home, i pei weiching go eat with PR. then i go home...

on chu san. MY LUCKY DAY. played blackjack with my mom. my bet only 50 cent. but at the end of 10 min I won more than 10bucks. basically I kept won all the games save for a couple or three. wahahaha. windfall sia. actually want return my mom some de cause she lost quite a lot. then my sis and dad joined the game. essentially, my dad lost about 80 to 90 bucks to all of us so there's no need to return my money to mom. hehe.

eh. bought Jacq's present le. wanting de also zoa jiu bought le. so shall start collecting back my money!! heh heh heh.

“在台湾，每天练琴的孩子数不清，但每天练8小时琴的孩子只有周杰伦一个，这样的人能不红吗？”
---said by朱延平, director of Jay Chou's newest movie, Kung-fu Dunk

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oh god. when can I be free from the insane world?
I fear I may become part of that world if this goes on.
Please, no.
But. I'm reaching my limit.
I can't take it anymore.
But.
Nobody can help me.
nobody.

okay. great. I just found out 2mins ago that I have a bio test tmr. like wtf? If i havent visited the portal on a whim I wld be totally shocked tmr. and it's not like the knowledge of the test is gg to help since it's like almost 12am and I practically taking the test 8hrs later. and within this 8h Im sleeping, on the way to sch, attending flag raising, having chem lesson and boom! BIO TEST. and I have a chem test in the afternoon lesson. WTH!!!! argh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAY CHOU! AND WENJIA. hahaha.

named the present we gave her as Lee Mi Li. lols.

me and wanting went to maris stella high with the badminton team today. go and cou re nao. haha. watch until neck very suan and got headache sia. haha. saw my pri sch classmate playing against his best friend then. lol. although the results of the matches are, umm, but really have a few you xiu players with us. o, and I SO appreciate Anderson. O.O

sometimes I don't understand myself
I can tell myself don't care, but I never could really not care at all.

This was from sometime ago, the original being a chinese version. was moved by it and thought I would translate (my dad ask me do de) to english. since translate might as well post it. pls read! it's a letter to children from a parent.

When I am Old
When I am old,
No longer the me that I was.
Please
understand me,
Have more patience with me.
When I spilled soup on my
clothes,
When I forgot how to tie my shoelaces,
Please remember how I used
to teach you step by step.
When I repeat the words you are tired of over and
over again,
Please listen to me patiently, and do not interrupt me.
When
you were young, I had to repeat the fairytale that was told for thousand of
times, until you fell asleep.
When I need your help in showering,
Please
do not reprimand me.
Do you still remember how I tried all ways to coax you
to bath when you were young?
When I felt helpless with the new technology and
things, please do not laugh at me.
Remember how I used to answer every single
‘Why?’ that you asked.
When my legs tire and I could not walk,
Please
support me with your young and strong arms.
Just like when you were young,
the way I held you.
When I suddenly forgot the topic of our conversation,
please give me some time to remember.
Actually, what matters to me is not
what we are talking about;
As long as you are with me listening,
I am
content.
When you look at the ageing me, please do not be sad.
Understand
me, support me, just like when you were learning how to live, the way I had
treated you.
At the beginning, I lead you to step on life’s path,
Now,
please accompany me to the end of my life’s journey.
Give me your love and
patience, and I will repay with a thankful smile.
This smile contains the
boundless love I have for you.

lol. zui jin got many eyecandies worh.
anw. I LOVE MY FRIENDS :D

argh. im dead beat. shows how impt is sleep. =.=
needless to say, sleepy=tired=grumpy=dun feel like blogging.
ha.

okay. I admit Im blur. -.-
other than almost flyin down the stairs ytd.
it's like this. i set my alarm today to be at 5.30. so i slept. then i woke
up, checked my phone, and thot the alarm just went. so i went to take a shower.
then i realise it's FOUR THIRTY. =.=
crap. Im TIRED~

okay. Im so dead. argh. im so bloody busy!!

Currently im trying to
chiong my13 page additional geog assignment in 2hours, and i havent touch my
goeg hols assignment, I havent finished all the topics of my chem assignment, i
havent done my four question math hw, not to mention the hols one, I havent
finish my ss sbq, i havent touched my lit hw and I havent studied for tmr chem
mastery test.

AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!! *惨叫~*
so all in all. no time to blog
properly. bye~

p.s. just wanna say. dun stress ppl, da jia yi qi jia
you!!!

supposed to chiong my ss homework de... but in the end come and change my
blogskin. anyway. I dunno how to amend the html for the prev posts and such
stuff, so pls make do with it by highlighting and scrolling if u wanna
read.

hm. most of my subjects teachers change lo. most for the better la.
haha.

now everyday dou hen shao jian mian de gan jue. or dun have enough time to
talk proper. sadded. everyone so busy de. now then realised how lucky we were in
lower sec. T.T

argh. nxt time then post more. gotta chiong my ss. gotta hand up
tmr..

hahaha. was listening to Joe Cheng's first and new song. lol. so cute. but you will get kinda sleepy~ btw, I love the zhishu in they kiss again more than the first series. lol.

I passed the last few 15min of 2007 playing mahjong with my mum. haha. then we din count down or anything, just see the clock says 12 then my mum go lit a few sparklers for luck. lol. then go back playing mahjong. hahaha.

it's a new year! feel like saying some ganxing de hua. wn say thanks first. one by one, more sincerity mah. haha. in no particular order:

the gang that still kept tgt despite being in different classes:
-wen for being so cheery and hdb tai-tai, for ur efforts to keep in touch with us despite ur "attachment", and for just being yourself :D
-wanting for being so smart (i feel v.proud abt it. lol), for being so slow, for always being available for hugs, for putting up with me when I smack too hard xD
-wenjia for being available for hugs, for ur comfy shoulder, for being a listener, for telling me how phlegm is pronounced xD
-nadia for being the love of my life (lol), for always being there for me when I need someone, for ur hugs, ur smses, for confiding in me
-weiching for being so ke ai, for being the kai xin guo, for ur gossips (:P), for always being urself, for confiding in me
-hueiting for being so sotong, for not taking offence whenever we tease you, for always being so innocent and good-tempered, for being honest with me
-jacq for being soooo YOU, for ur efforts to make gifts for me, for being so cute xD
-ivan for being my best friend, for giving in to me, for noticing when im down, for ur weird encouragement smses :P
-sarah for being so hyper always, for ur laughter
-daphne for being so cute, for ur wide smile, for coming to us when ur alone
-jean for sitting beside me during chi class and for pei-ing me
I dun make friends v.easily and thus am very glad and touched that we kept tgt the last year, going out, mugging tgt, remembering and celebrating each others' birthdays, or just talking and crapping tgt :D

other peeps frm class 2/1'06:
- thanks for saying hi still, for turning up for the chalet (though i wasnt there :X), for still being 2/1ish :)

peeps from 3/5'07
-aliya for being so cute, for encouraging me to chiong math tgt, for being so sweet, for ur hugs
-syatirah for ur efforts to teach me math even though im a gone case
-jonathan for being so damn pro in everything, for always lending me ur work (xD), for ur funny ezlink and library card photos that u dun let us see but we still saw XD
-anna for always fighting with yuxiang ;)
-yuxiang for cracking us up whenever u fought with jon and anna, for lending me ur work also, for being so spastic
-afiqa, poorani for sitting behind us and always make me laugh
-chenteng for still staying friends from pri sch to now
-augustine for being my brother and calling me Jie
-eyecandy for being such an eyecandy of me and nadia xD

子聪（OS）：难道他们没有发现 彼此对看的时间太久了吗
lol lol lol

currently doin my weekly ritual of watching dramas uploaded.

anw. Just want to mention, in case ppl dun go to the tagboard area, there's actually a dunno normal or shuttle bus to IMM from Jurong mrt. and very sadly speaking, Jurong point is NOT at Jurong, but at BOON LAY. hahaha.

ha. saw someone at amk hub today go yue hui wor~ dunno whether cn say anot so shall not say now. lol. special person on a special day~ dress until so chio~ wear bu xi guan de high heels somemore~~ xD

Im gonna be an aunty soon~ =.= as in literally. me, an aunty at age 16. lol.

haiya. got an yu gan Ive got to save money soon. -.-
goin to buy Fahrenheit's album (prob 改版 version), then feel like buying F4's album cause it's the last time they wld 发行 an album tgt le, then hav 纪念价值. lol. moreover vic chou and jerry yan become even more shuai le. haha. anw. like got a lot singers 发片 at this period of time, between december and january 2008. ._. hope that flh's album sales wun be affected >.< then the number of dramas I would LIKE to buy...haix.

期待-ing jiro and danson de new show, 翻滚吧, 蛋炒饭! and 在这里等你 by vic chou and kingone. It's a taiwan 观光局 sponsored show,etc but I watch the preview like v.nice liddat. and got "小南女神" frm why why love. lol.

went all the way to Jurong Point today. it's at BOON LAY. -.- o. and I finally know chuan shuo zhong de IMM at where and how to get there le. Lol.

I want my printer~~

O and I received Sarah's card ytd!! tyty.

Fahrenheit newest Mv out le!!

am bored so kop-ed a quiz to do:

My Top 8.

1. liwen
2.wanting
3.wenjia
4.nadia
5.weiching
6.ivan
7.jacq
8. hueiting

Questions.

1. Is #1 attractive?
of course. although she keeps acting humble and denying it.

2. Have you met his/her parents?
hmm. not yet.

3. Are you or have you ever been romantically involved with this person?
lol. she's attached :P

4. Have you ever hugged #2?
yes. always. it's kind of a everyday thing. lol.

5. Friends with benefits?
hmm. all of them? they brought joy to my life xD

6. Have you even met this person?
-.- um. duh?

7. Do you actually like #3?
no. she's one of my BELOVED.

8. Do you go to school with him/her?
she lives in woodlands while Im in amk for god's sake.

9. Have you been to his/her house?
yep.

10. How old is #4?
Fifteen.

11. Do you guys have inside jokes?
always. lol.

12. Is this person athletic?
quite. SJAB de leh xD

13. When's #5's birthday?
23 September!

14. How'd you meet this person?
first day in sec 1/1, she sat in front of me

15. Are you glad you met this person?
lol. yep!

16. What's #6's middle name?
Jun?

17. Does he/she have siblings?
yep, one younger sis.

18. When are you going to see this person next?
when school reopens?

19. Use one word to describe #7.
CUTE. dun ask why. she just is.

20. Does he/she have a pet?
nope. bah. dunno.

21. Have you ever been out of town with this person?
no.

22. Why is #8 last?
cos she's sotong. (no link. haha.)

23. Do they live near you?
yep. just a few blocks away.

24. Is he/she attractive?
duh. ask her long line of suitors.

hahaha. just watched wan quan yu le and realised the phrase "我等到花儿也谢了" comes frm a Jacky Cheung quite famous song. it goes like this: "你知不知道 你知不知道 我等到花儿也谢了" lol. random.

bought a new bag and a new mp3 pouch today!

was so amused by the enthu ninja. lol.


ha. I shall name the kawaii thingy I bought (refer to prev posts) TAMAGO. haha. it's japanese for 'egg'. cause it looks like an egg. lol.cute right!! haha.

oh god. I cant believe that I got so bored enough that I just went to barbie.com. gosh. Ive gone mad. boredom drives ppl crazy.

Lets101 Quizzes - fun Myspace quiz

quite true de wor.

anw. I got my first christmas present frm my sis! she gave me a brown and pink (my latest fav combi) wallet!! yay yay nice nice.

22 December
hmm. after my sis de engagement I went to Orchard to meet wen, wanting and Jacq for our xmas celebration. due to a decision that we shall all wear christmas hats and walk on the streets of orchard, wanting brought hers but the rest of us have to look ard and buy. Last year much easier to find, but this year raining lah. anw. we ate at a new jap restaurant we havent ate before. then jacq bought a bucket tee (the words v.funny!!). then we go cine take neoprints. o, forgot to mention, whenever we saw free gifts, roses,candies.., even when we walk past we still go back take. lol. we took the roses then dunno one of us say like the person actually is giving the roses to couples. haha. love the neoprint with the xmas tree!! haha. I lend mine to jacq for scanning. hmm. then sth unhappy happened to me... then we continued. we actually saw ppl selling xmas hats de. but v.ex!! the cheapest is one with plaits(lol) which costs 4bucks, one without music (5bucks), one with music (6bucks). so ex la. lucky we din buy. cuz ltr we saw hats selling at 3bucks. hahaha. me and jacq bought one, then I bought one for wen, cuz she's broke and I want everyone to have fun tgt mah. We asked the ppl to help us take pic ^^ me and wen switched on the lights on our hats. lol. Then we like walk ard orchard, and just singing out loud suddenly, then when we go past those stereos we just screamed for the fun of it (nobody cn hear mah), we took pics with the huge starbucks cup, tingg and wen took pic with the huge red mnm (tingg wearing red shirt wif red mnm)...and according to wen some foreigners took pics of us xD. hahaha. who cares if we are diu lian?? IT'S CHRISTMAS!! (for pics and other details go wen's and wanting'sblog) o, and when I returned hm, wanting's xmas greetings is in my mailbox! xiexie!

fast forwaard~~

24 December ( Christmas eve!!)
went to amk central. spent lotsa money. today amk uber FULL with ppl, wn eat nasi briyani got super long queue, even dear old reliable MAC is also full. argh. cuz have to wait for my mom, so in the mean time I just wander and wander and wander and legs super suan cuz i cant find seats. -.- I bought shoes, pendant for my sis xmas gift, this uber cute thingy that I fell in love with at first sight days ago though it's quite ex (but it's worth it, somehow I just keep smiling when I saw the cute smile on it. and somehow Im just attracted to stuff with super big heads and minute body porportion.haha). I bought 3 magazines, epop, iweekly,teens(cuz gt FLH!!). I bought a wrapping paper I randomly saw and just buy cuz it look nice... so ya. my money all flew away~~and I saw lyn and kanika..

to dedicated Jay Chou fans. for $39.90 you cn get the album On the Run, with a notebook and a Jay Chou figurine at tt cd store in amk hub...

now catching up on my weekly dramas...

grr. I hate 敷衍 replies. (gives a u-better-watch-it-and-dun-test-my-patience smile)

haha. went out today. actually got lots of details la, but I want to do the day justice so I tmr then blog. cuz its 1:30am in the morning and Im TIRED~ argh.

forgot to mention that I cut my hair a few days ago. haha.

today rushed to InfoComm meeting at mac after pei-ing my parents to the market. Then sit there finish Sarah's card, crap with wen and wanting. then cause v.long I havent take neoprints liao ask them take (it had been exactly 3 mths. last time i took was 21/09/07) at hub. I saw Genesis!! (a pri sch friend) she's like in front of me and saying hi, I stare at her blankly until I recognized her ._. haha. so paiseh worh. Then took our neoprints lor. haha. this time I huo chu qu and do stupid expressions instead of smiling normally. lol. dunno whether wanting or wen cn/will upload the pics anot.. Then got 1 pic I hug them mah, then I deco the entire thing with hearts. hearts over hearts over hearts, all diff de. xD Im so proud of my handiwork sia~

yay yay. our x'mas gathering tmr! LET'S ALL WEAR CHRISTMAS HATS TOGETHER! AND MUST TAKE PIC!

I bought an ex cd to put in songs I want give to my eldest sis mah. then in the end my com cnt make it. so it's like so lang fei laaa!~~

Lol. heard gossip tt *cough cough* give up *cough cough* le. hahaha.

speaking of this matter, can YOU reply to ME and WANTING. For me hai hao la, but tingg thought you die le, so yah, and since you don't want to talk about it, so KAN KAI YI DIAN and DON'T XIANG BU KAI and really gua diao. :X

亲爱的，那不是爱情 - 张韶涵
词:方文山 曲:周杰伦
教室里那台风琴 叮咚叮咚叮嚀
像你告白的声音 动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信 转身离开的背影
喜欢你字跡清秀的关心
那温热的 牛奶瓶 在我手中握紧
有你在的地方 我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马 在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

nice song~ Jay's compose as usual, rawks~ haha.

now abit blank blank de. forgot want say wat le. -.- oh yah. I had a super long and weird dream...

yay yay. Saw Jay Chou on Teenage today. Then I look closer. GOT FAHRENHEIT DE DOOR HANGER. haha. Then of course I search for Jiro one. hehe.

yesterday received my first christmas card! From Nadia. And omg, I cant stop laughing. Even without names you would know that it's from her. got her 'feel'. LOL!!

I finally bought a hand bag and a pair of shoes for my sis's engagement thingy on sat. Earrings and dress also buy hao le. FINALLY. anw. went to J8 ytd. found out that really very long din go le. Lots of shops changed liao. Bought over by those known brands. quite sadded.

ouch. now I smack my Jack Russell he happy happy my hand pain. T.T


我心窝做你的新窝 也许坪数不太够 甚至会拥挤到只装得下你我
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我想犹豫不决比飞蛾扑火还更堕落
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是的 感情不是 K 歌 音阶一字不漏 不见得感动

xin wo de mv is sooo sweet can~!!

Haha. watchin IWAK2 now. cant stop laughing like an idiot sia.LOL.

woo. Just finished watching Mewtwo Returns (yaya I actually bought it). Then I realised as with the Doraemon movie, there is also this bad guy that is sick in the mind, with a huge ego, Uber-possesive, cruel, and enjoys using technology to force others to submit and torturing them and don't care about humanity or the environment and have totally no conscience at all, and always manages to let my blood boil. =.= haha. This time the movie very short wor, not like the prev one whereby all the pokemon cry then I also cry. LOL.

yay yay. can see the mv of feilunhai and s.h.e's song xin wo soooon~

oh ya. and I finished all the christmas stuff, just left with writing my return add. :))

woo. I've just finished 17 cards, all different designs (so some might look plain weird cause Im all out of ideas) !! on one side. -.- Still got another side where I've got to write and write and write. So that left me with 17 envelopes to decorate + about 10+ (secret). T.T and I still havent do my homework!!~~ oo. and anyway, (when you all received the cards), sorry hor, cause some cards I drew 'wrong' snowflakes so it look like some spiderweb. ._. sry. cause I dun have spare cards to redo so pls make do with it...

yay. just changed blogskin. although Im wld not v.satisfied with the pic cause it's a bit old, but it wld do for the time being. cause got a bit of html missing then in the end gotta fiddle here and there trying to fix it. -.- im really not cut out for html thingys laaaaa.

T.T gotta bleed for christmas. haix. I want to D.I.Y the cards summore and I havent started. hope the envelopes can get delivered on time safely though. must watch out hor~

Cry on my shoulder

listen! haha. get a look at the lyrics too bah. lol.

cry on my shoulder

Cry on my shoulder by Superstar. Its a recent find of mine.
Like the lyrics lots. Like the the chorus lots too haha. :D would be so touched if someone say that to me…lol.


T.T the peeps went to escape today~ I wanna gooooooo. Argh. Sad face.jpg. haha.

oo. and the songs of dou niu yao bu yao are nice! The 2 songs by s.h.e and the rock solo by Hebe (lyrics by herself) all v.nice ^^ anyone buying the ost?? Haha.

o. and I did the quiz tt wen and wanting did, on when you would get married. Theirs I think is 6 – 14 years from now. Then mine is 16 to 25 years. -.- okaaaaay. By then really quite old liao sia. Hahahah.

haix. moi dear friends having twoone chalet right now and Im stuck at home. ._. life is so unfair. argh.

rpy to WANTING's tag: TINGG~ AI SI NI LE! xD

woo. spent about 2+ hours on Sarah's birthday card. haha. cause today finally got ling gan. lol. I go and draw the few of us who chipped in and 'someone'. haha. im really inadept at drawing laaaa~ anyway. wo kuai bi qi si le. we haoxin haoyi then bei dang chen gou fei liddat. hmph. fine. we will xiu shou pang guan frm now on. since u are nt serious. tsk.

或许错在我 太晚我才懂
爱了你太多

你以为爱就是被爱

我还以为我们能 不同于别人
我还以为不可能的 不会不可能

风筝有风 海豚有海 我存在在我的存在

心爱到疯了恨到算了就好了

'Fine. I ma fan. Forget it. I go myself. Happy?'
yet another msg sent in fit of anger. also sadness la, jiang zhen de. haix.

BUT. now gt rpy. hahahahahahaha. tsk tsk tsk. Im so easily influenced. got 生气 very easily but very wuliao-ly 气消 also very the fast worh.

and hahahahaha. anyway i shld go buy lottery! what are the chances of ur arm getting scratched by a falling durian under ur study table? HAHAHA. just happened to me -.- ouch.

ahh. Im gg crazy. nvm. shall post again when I feel sane enough.

是我想太多 你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

totally sick~~~~~~haix. due to camp. argh. here's the simplified course of events:
First day
1. unAmazing Race (which we went through before)
-keep walking and walking and walking
-mw and ting keep asking them to ask us for hints to the SPCA
2. Watch HSM2 and Doraemon movie and some anime
- I love that dinosaur in the doraemon movie. AND I cried twice! hahahaha.
3. Nightwalk
-I walk alone
-I slapped the first senior on his shoulder when he jumped out. Hard. lol.
-because I stm and i actually forgot the route, I saw the 2 other seniors before they could actually scare me. HAHAHA.
4. Staying out throughout the night
-actually is mainly pei wen cause she cant sleep.
-kept eating nerds
-I really didnt sleep a wink. at all.

second day
feel like dying. u get the feeling your heart might just stop any moment with vigourous exercise when u didnt sleep at all.
- the day is boring.
-kept lying down at any possible spot. including the floor.
- I FELL SiCK
-throat hurts like hell; voice squeaky
- phlegm gt blood~
night: Candle war
-cant participate in my state.
-but I contributed by protecting ting's flame! and kept shouting at team members to watch out.
-so tong ku to see the 'enemy' burning the string in front of you and u are helpless.
-sleep on tables
-woke up halfway, went back sleep

third day
-clear up wax; i didnt cause giddy giddy de
-watch sva videos
-CAMP END

went back hm, first thing I did was to sleep on my bed. haha. woke up, eat, went back sleep. lol
then this morning, I coughed out this huge lump of phlegm with even more blood. great. -.- sianx. I want to eat my potato chips and my prawns and my tibits~ AND I HATE MY MALTESE.

*heartfelt advice of the day:


Never heck-care about your appearance at anywhere outside your house at anytime.


You never know when you will see your neighbours, and yes, one of them is a shuai-ge, and your hair is a mess, you are sweating like hell, and you are with your maltese with a schnauzer cut, and most of its fur shaved off by your dad, you are seating in a very unglam manner on the first floor staircase, and it's at 1130, nearing midnight.



uber cute right! (points to the left)
haha. this is one of the characters from my fav xiao shuo series. haha. really love the series sia. ^^

haix. dun like ppl who cant keep a hold on their tempers, or for that matter, get upset so bloody easily and shows it with no restraint. argh. irritating.

I love mondays!~ pls come quickly~ I want watch my beloved Bull-Fighting and Romantic Princess and Sweet Relationship....AHHH!! as i was typing I suddenly remembered I have camp the next week. Monday to Wed. Crap. I want my youtube! T.T

eeyer. I prefer a proper com to a laptop. Laptop zheng tian get hanged de. qi si wo le. Then I pian pian is a person who has very limited patience. argh. nvm. better than nth la. haix.

I miss my friends~(in no particular order, just listing for the fun of it)
nadia, wen, wanting, weiching, ivan, wenjia, hueting, aliya, anna, jon, yuxiang, syat~

wahahhaha. *crazy laughter* MY COMPUTER MONITOR FINALLY BURNT!! sigh. at first is the screen image started moving to to the left THEN it blacked out THEN winked back-but the whole thing kind of compressed. and got burnt wires smell. argh. qi si le. now using an o-biang laptop tt keeps shutting down. argh!!!!

woo. just finished watching Romantic Princess and Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao. Both so nice!!! the next episodes sure v.exciting de. especially the latter. Mike He and Hebe shi ku de lor. haix. but gotta wait till NEXT WEEK. argh. sianx.

T.T kept having dreams everynight. and most of them are nightmares. zen me ban. everytime wake up so tired. today woke up at 9am in the morning cuz in the dream I cant breathe and is suffocating then suddenly wake up. zzzz.

hmm. actually wn change blogskin de. cuz i found one with a format that I like alot. But dun really like the pic so TRYING to make one myself. haha. must hurry before the trial period ends. lol.

yayayayayayay! 斗牛要不要 acted by Hebe and Mike He showing in 2 days time!! la la la~ means that I shld be able to watch it by monday :D finally~

listening to a few new songs! the theme song of 斗牛要不要 by tank and the ending song by s.h.e. both v.nice! and I finally got used to Jay's newest songs, cn da gai know the melodies and the chorus parts le. and show's newest mv with elva is also out. quite nice la.

danson tang coming to singapore tmr.~ although I dun like particularly love him or anything. haha. haix. recently no news of fahrenheit de. sianx. all busy with acting for dramas that wld take ages to air. >.<

rmb the 123fans.cn thingy? Jiro got to second position le!!!!! wahahahahahahaha!!! was so happy sia. @_@ haha.

Today's the actual day of wen's birthday! Let's all wish her a very happy birthday! :D

haha. finally can post pic le. had been trying to for days. lol. here's our sec 1 pic! haha. cute bah~

anw. Been listening to Jay Chou! Like songs like 'sweet sweet de' (direct trans xD), 'Wo bu Pei' and the 'longest movie',etc. haha. v.nice~ Jay Chou rawks!

Yay. The new drama by Mike He and Hebe is gg to be shown this month's end. Finally got new drama to watch le :)

Watched the Game Plan. haha. The kid is as usual irritating, but The Rock v.funny!~ haha. was laughing during the movie, and also laughing at the person beside me whose laughter is so amusing. Lol. AND Burger King is ex de lor. argh. my heart bleeding ovr the four bucks burger, and i spent like half an hr trying to finish it?? haha. o. and I had forgotten tt GV is beside Northpoint, NOT inside. "/ haha. o. And handphones are really important for communication...xD

Different sides of Jiro. Shuai right? ^^
(Credits to the person who made this. I forgot who :X)

I miss the old days.

reply to tag by NADIA: haha. I thought u forget me liao worh. Lol. I miss you too~

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Currently Im totally down and out. IM SUPER BROKE. THREE BIRTHDAYS IN A WEEK. WANT MY LIFE SIA. ask for sponsorship and tt person totally has no reaction. crap. WHAT'S MORE, I STILL HAVENT BUY THE LAST PRESENT!!! AAAAHHHHH!!! WHO CAN SAVE ME?!~

now trying to think of what touching things cn I write on TWO birthday cards. argh. havent exercised my brain for too long le, dunno wat to write, handwriting so horrible summore. sianx.

which means tt I can not spare anymore brain juices to blog too much. haha. cya~

pei wanting go buy jeans ytd. haha. cuz I rch super early and was still sleepy so I very no xing xiang then sit cross-legged on the bench. haha. then wanting tell me go meet at a certain gate, then there suay suay no seat, so I went into a corner under the escalator then and sat there. Lol. spastic. then wanting v.zhun cn see me. she say she xia dao cuz the first thing she saw is a big pink blob. haha.

At compass the interchange I left my windbreaker on the bus :X then it's like Damn it and have to walk all the way back to the control stn. Then v.cool when we walk frm among the buses into civilisation. Lol.

Then for the first time I went to wanting's hse! haha. so tidy worhs. then v.airy de. orh and we took pics at orchard. haha. wanting gt post on her blog.

haiyas. v.lazy + tired to post much now. nxt time bahs~

TODAY IS CALVIN'S BIRTHDAY!
AARON YAN'S BIRTHDAY IN 10 DAYS TIME!
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SUPPORT FAHRENHEIT
SUPPORT JIRO
SUPPORT YALUN
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BE KIND TO ANIMALS
STOP ANIMAL ABUSE
I MISS BENNETT
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INCONSOLABLE VERY NICE

yoyo here to post again.
haha.

actually dun really know wat to blog abt. lol. Im supposed to be mugging but cant help sticking to the com. watched a korean drama called hwang jin yi. not bad sia. haha. waiting for ISWAK2 to be shown~ Oh and there are info on the net saying that there may be another drama as an ending to the ko one and xfamily series.

o and i found this web with spastic stuff. it's a fan web whereby u click on the artiste you support. the more u support him then u wld spend more effort clicking la. haha. It's quite a mindless exercise actually. lol. if u are feeling bored then go click bah. haha. go to http://123fans.cn/wangdongcheng#ok to help me support Jiro! haha.

o and I found my best friend :) or rather my best friend found me. haha.

I found this on the web just now, v.interesting! haha. it wld only make sense to fans of X-Family and Jay Chou. lol. someone changed the lyrics of 牛仔很忙 to 夏天很忙.

鳴啦巴哈唸咒語　拍了終極的續集　從一班演到一家　維持時空的正義　　
我用吉他彈奏曲　順便唱個幾句　在水一方我的主題曲　　
鬼龍自戀又愛玩　飲料卻隻喝牛奶　不能夠靠他太近　因為被親會懷孕　　
死人老爸沒出息　雄哥恐怖料理　盟主我是不愛男人滴　　　　
不用再演了　不用再演了　不用再演不用再演了　不用再演了　　
終極鐵克人　給你當好了　每天變身夏天都累了　鬼龍也累了　　　　
不用再演了　不用再演了　寒是哪個冰心是哪個　都給我好了　　
大東我演的　鬼龍我演的　夏天很忙的　　　　
我好像還欠七百　我家還負債千萬　但編劇都沒說明　BUG太多都亂哩　　
網友常常會關心　盟主跳嚕嚕米　喔鬼鳳娘娘何時會駕臨　　
說脩寒會在一起　脩曾經跟我表明　除非是萬不得已　他彈琴不會談情　　
小蘭蘭露出肉體　但脫戲我更行　不信你看我進滅收視率　　　　
不用再演了　不用再演了　不用再演不用再演了　不用再演了　　
一次演五個　我都搞混了　每天拖戲網友都罵了　我也演亂了　　　　
不用再演了　不用再演了　鬼龍不見不用換裝了　真是太好了　　
大東我演的　鬼龍我演的　夏天很忙的
v.cute right! haha.




In this world there are people...
When they feel pain, they do not scream...
They don't even utter a single sound.
Are they hiding their sorrows behind their smiles?
Or have they changed the way they cry?

awww. Jay Chou's new album de another song is sooooo nice. keep listening to it sia. It's 彩虹. it's a very simple and light song. highly recommended! haha. off to watch my 樱野3+1 and 公主小妹lo!

some spas scene frm Brown Sugar Macchiato...
[王子被鬼鬼整]
威廉：诶 强力胶 王子，你干嘛把自己的手粘在扫把上面啊？
王子：我干嘛把自己的手粘在扫把上面
威廉：所以我才问你为什么要把自己的手粘起来啊
王子：你白痴哦 我无聊看我自己的手不爽喔
威廉：干嘛问我 我又不是你的手 我怎么知道你的手爽不爽
王子：你不帮我就算了 你可不可以去找别人聊天啊 跟你讲话就有气
威廉：（大声）王子把自己的手粘在扫把上面喔
王子：有必要这么大声吗？...

lol. xiao si wo le. can go to this link to watch this part. hahahahaha.

Jay Chou so ke lian~ Have to juggle his new album and rehearsals for his concert at the same time AND have to compose song for the Olympics. he now dun have enough time to sleep liao. so poor thing! haha. but I believe if there is anyone who cn do it, it's JAY CHOU!

wah. just now saw a fan made mv by someone called hiyoro. one word for it. PRO!
he took scenes frm x-family and edited and put in subtitles in such a way to completely change the story. he/she made guilong and xiatian as 2 separate ppl who became friends. then I was so totally amazed la! u cn view the videos by clicking this link. the videos i watched are the 龍天系列series.
fans of Jiro go have a look! :D

yay yay. fahrenheit releasing album on January! :D but sooooo long sia...

the show 翻滚吧！蛋炒饭 acted by Jiro and Danson de main female character changed from Selina's sister to Zhuo Wen Xuan lo.

ISWAK 2 also have to wait until ISAWK play finish. sianz. watch ISAWK so many times liao.

wooo. F.I.R. de album v.nice sia. heard them on youtube. so far 月牙湾，三个心愿，需要你的爱，第十行星　are all v.nice! waiting for some kind soul to lend me~ or send me the songs...

ho hum. ytd was one of the worst days in my life. and sadly I went through tt alone with no one I cn talk to. I wn to forget abt it so shall nt post abt it lar! haha.

Btw. Thanks to those who cared. Love ya all!

Don't worry abt me. as usual 死不了. whahahhaha.

But Im sorry. I have to keep things to myself.
Especially you.
Of all of them, I dote on you the most.
and so. I want you to be always happy,
always laughing,
always happy-go-lucky.
I don't want you to be burdened.
K?
And you too, have to be happier too!

* My newest resolution. Haha.*

一个人 偶尔感到寂寞再所难免
一个人 我重新适应一切不方便
两个人 不一定就成全一个世界


直到自己没空气 才发现不能再继续
我不愿意 再为了讨你的欢心


Must I pretend that im someone else for all time


I can only take so much
These tears are turning me to rust


Take me as I am Or not at all
Cause it's my life
It's all or nothing


do you ever feel like breaking down
do you ever feel you are out of place
like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you
do you ever wanna run away
do you lock yourself in your room
with the radio on turned up so loud
that no one hears you screaming
no you don't know what it's like
when nothing feels alright
you don't know what it's like
to be like me
to be hurt to feel lost to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when you're down to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no one there's to save you
no you don't know what it's like
welcome to my life
do you want to be somebody else
are you sick of feeling so left out
are you desperate to find something more before your life is over
are you stuck inside a world you hate
are you sick of everyone around
with a big fake smile and stupid lies
but deep inside you're bleeding
no one ever lie straight to your face
and no one ever stab you in the back
you might think that im happy but im not going to be okay
everybody always get you what you wanted
you never had to work it was always there
you don't know what it's like what it's like


我想我可以习惯一个人生活


反正魔鬼亦睁只眼
反正天神亦闭只眼
没有人会想来改变这世界
从今以后不再孤独
没有感动没知觉享受幻灭
然后当你不再有希望
然后你就不会再受伤
然后你就会得到力量
生命是一部黑色童话


我真的累得不想再拉扯

haix. feel so aged recently. so 灰心 sia. so shall 隐退江湖. sick and tired.
Im not born with a happy nature, nor brought up in the way to have one.
so basically, Im not a very happy person, nor do I have the ability to always make ppl happy.
everyone emo for a reason. dun just assume the person is emo-ing for no reason. it's hurting. when you are grumbling abt the emo periods, did it occur to you to ask, what is the matter? nt just chuck tt person aside and take it tt she doesnt exist.

it sparked off on that day.
she had been thinking about stuff the past few days.
tt day, alrd in a negative mood,
she went up,
as usual,
as routine,
as it should be,
as it had been for the past year.
only she and he was there.
she was nt there.
I sat behind them.
i waited.
and i waited.
and waited.
for them to include me in the conversation,
to ask me a question,
to say a joke,
to have eye contact,
anything.
as the minutes tick by.
they were still engrossed in their conversation.
without even a glance at me.
like I don't exist.
ouch.
that hurts.
my heart hurts.
I smsed to a friend. the only friend.
"I feel like disappearing frm the world right now...
since no one wld ever care or even notice"
my tears dropped.
I kept my silence.
they continued their conversation.
and still
not even a glance at me.

I walked off.

I have my pride.

woo. today arts fest and be yourself day and mrs chong bday! haha

today so relax sia. loiter in class until recess then i go wif usual gang go walk ard. then in the end arrived at avt 15min early.

listened to the choir's performance. i like rebecca, anissa and natania's voices! the whole performance v.gd. :)

then stayed in our seats for the nxt program: movie screening. it's Death Note 2! Finally cn watch liao sia. I watched the first movie long time ago and didnt have the chance to catch it. then now cn watch for free in air-con rm, cushioned seats with friends. :D but v.sad when L died. he's so cute and unique xD. lol. That Light makes my blood boil and that Misa, haix, so blinded. zzz.
O. today saw wenjia's friends dressing up as Misa and L. The one dresses up as L v.xiang! and she's a girl. haha. then they walk ard with the death note and apple and lollipops. lol.

argh. had to clear out lockers. zhong si wo le...

tmr still have chinese...T.T

never drink milk and then soymilk with less than a few hrs in between.

LOVE FAHRENHEIT
LOVE DONG CHENG WEI'S MUSIC.

haha. shall post a more proper post.

today 3-5 and 3-6 watch The Village while the other classes having leadership workshops. haha. the show is quite nice, wif a simple story and plot. and that main guy character is just soooo coool~ @_@

THANKS to nadia who treated me to Ban Mian when Im broke and starving! haha. loves <3

woo. went to lib with nadia and wanting, then afterward go back hub wif nadia....talk....

argh. X-Family ending le. T.T she bu de nehx~ although after tt is ISWAK2 which also have Jiro and Aaron and which is a nice show, I wld still miss x-family! haha. WuZun appear lo, so wow sia. haha.

cant really say much so shall not post much. haha.

lol!!~~~~
hahahahahhahah
xiu and lanlingwang after bian-ing xiatian were both smiling like siao. xD
soooo funny.....
haha
random
continue watching...

Yay! changing of blogskin done. nt i wn to change de hor.. it's becuz the prev blog the images like all disappeared -.-^ so have to endure the cold and finish typing in everything. argh. Im just nt adept at blogger

it's past 12 lo~ gotta go le~~

*shivers*
woooooo~ super cold now sia.
freezing seh...
searching for new blogskin
argh
ma fan....
now so cold summore....

hmm. my chi teacher said tt a 豁达 person 凡事都看得很开，and dunno wat else, forgot le. The main point is, I shall be a 豁达 person, and dun take things too hard.

seriously, after a few more major 打击, a person wld become more immune to smaller, everyday ones. i also dunno whether that's gd or bad. :/ i suppose tt's gd, in a way, becuz at least you won't feel like you can't breathe everyday.

it's not going to work if everyone is emo and everyone dun feel like cheering the emo ppl becuz they are emo themselves. and the emo ppl continue emoing becuz no one bothers to cheer them up. and when everyone is emo everybody elses also becomes emo. get my drift? it's a, as mrs goh said, a vicious cycle. -.- ah crap. nvm. i've been fufilling at least partially my resolution to be evil (refer to earlier posts), and so I shall 振作and 重出江湖！！！

hahahaha. X-Family is sooooo funny. 誓死如龟!!! xD

死不了

enjoying hols~
haha. but. xxxx xxxxx xxx xxxx xxx xxxxxx xxxxxx xx xxxx xxx xxxxx. xxxx. xxxx xxx. xxxx. xxxx. xxx xxxx xxxx xx xxx xxxxx xx xxxx xx xxxxxxxxxxx. xxxx. xxx.

xfamily absolutely rawks~ love that show. and gui feng appeared :). but aww, xiongge disappeared, AND. AND AND AND. my beloved GUILONG also disappeared. T.T the kawaii and cool and shuai guilong that loves to drink milk~~

o. and now rewatching GTO. rmb? haha. it's the show 6years back. it's one of those rare shows that u wld still rmb years after u watched it. really love tt show sia. Onizuka so funny. haha.

watching 交响情人梦also. and Saiunkoku Monogatari, the anime made from my fav xiaoshuo series ^^. and also Cardcaptor Sakura again. wahahaha. love youtube~~

woo. no school today :D went out with wen, weiching, wanting, wenjia, nadia and hueiting to bugis. guang le yi zheng tian :) though i din she de to buy any clothes. haha. O! and we saw sarah by coincidence. haha.

anyway. just now was watching some episodes of bai fen bai. My god! xiao zhu soooooo funny lah!! kept laughing like siao until breathless sia. haha. highly recommended for ppl who needs cheering up. haha. can be found at youtube. got lots of clips.

shall go and dig out more interesting youtube videos laaaaah!

前几天到图书馆，便注意到一本书，是少年杨家将的电视小说。纯粹是因为记得曾经很喜欢一部电视剧[杨门女将之女儿当自]〉所以想借这本书知道所有的人物关系。刚刚读完了这本书。我读到最后几段，叙述着金沙滩一战的部分时，眼泪就这样流下来了。也说不清为什么。是杨二郎和三郎即使伤痕累累也要奋战致死，过后尸体还被战马拖在地上受尽凌辱？是杨大郎不顾一切，独自一人突破重围也要阻止天灵，却最后被暗算，被吊起来成大字形，最后万箭穿心死亡？是百战不挠的杨业最后为了残余的杨家将，为了唤醒遭受奸臣蒙骗的太宗， 以头撞向李陵碑，希望皇上能明白杨业？是杨七郎即使体无完肤只剩下最后一口气，也坚持握着杜金娥送给他的定情物？还是只是因为气愤太宗迟迟不肯出兵救援？... ...

okay. the above post sounds a bit random. ah crap. nvm. just suddenly feel very emo (as in have a lot of qing xu) after reading the book. haha. "如骨鲠喉，不吐不快" XD

woohoo~ exams suan shi over le! No more sleeping at 1am in the morning and waking up at 3am le! yay!!!!

haha. anyway. was watching 樱野三加一. then got this dialouge between 2 guys, 范植伟 and 明道. v.cool when you are watching the video la.

D.K.徐：我能在你们毕业舞会的时候把她打扮成全场最耀眼的女主角；你能吗？我能给她戴上钻石项链,每天过着公主一般的生活，而不是只有一天；你能吗？
杨家将：你刚刚说的我都没有！但是我有一条命我能给她！你能吗？！

woo. 黑糖玛奇朵 ended liao. v.short sia. nvm. brought me alot of entertainment. haha. still got a lot of dramas to watch! have 公主小妹，终极一家，恶女阿楚 and 樱野三加一。

okay. dun have much to post about la. brain still gong gong de from the hell-like life due to exams. haha. nxt time bah...

whoo. realised tt whenever me and xiaominmin go dan du yue hui, we cn talk for hours and hours. today talk frm morning until evening until my throat and lips totally dried up and I cant talk. -.- time flies~ haha.

yay. I GOT THAT JACKET! wahahaha. although tt cash supposed to pay off my debts. ah well. my dear debtors all v.nice de. hehe. and i got the song shakalaka baby! yay yay. :D

ho hum. quite a bit of confidential stuff so shall not reveal laaaaah~

ai si xiaominmin la! no one gets me like you do :)

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Recommended Songs:

愿意不爱你 - 炎亚纶

怕什么 - 蔡依林

Shakalaka Baby - 潘嘉丽

斗琴 (Piano)- 不能说的秘密 电影原声

琴房 (Instrumental)- 不能说的秘密 电影原声

yoyo one and all. It's my pleasure to announce that I reformatted my com two nights ago and I'm extremely touched to say that it's working much faster and stopped hang-ing. im soooo gandong~~

anw. there's a song by Jiro in The X-Family, 在水一方. it's adapted from the song by Deng Li Jun. They change to rock version. V.nice!! especially when u know the story in the x family. cause in the show, he's singing it sort of on behalf on his dad to his mum. Then v.funny, cause th whole meaning got changed ard. originally it's sang by a female then now changed to guy. and in the show his dad is marry into his wife's family de. haha.

Jiro zhen shi tai tai tai shuai le!~

argh. running extremely short on cash these few days - AND IT'S THE START OF THE MONTH NIA. and I got a lot of things I want buy. hope that the sale in I.P.zone cn carry on until I've enough money to buy that jacket. must wait for me~ orh. and if anyone got Agent J and Leehom and F.I.R. new album and the song Shakalaka Baby by Kelly Poon, please send me!!!

argh. feeling like crap today. head had been hurting since morning and I just swallowed 1 panadol extra (I shall sue the company - the effect super slow) and 2 panadol pills. so yah. gotta be careful else I wld get liver damage soon due to over intake of paratecemol. haha. eyes also smarting like hell and I havent even gotten past 1/4 of the chem syllabus. so basically. Im dead meat.

ANDDDDDDDDD. MY COM KEEPS HANG-ING!! QI SI WO LE. Have to reformat it AGAIN. This com is going to the bins. Crap. Zzzz. But I got about 3GB worth of my precious songs! How????? O and yah. Currently my explorer hang-ed again so Im typing this in Microsoft word.

My head pain pain~~~ T.T

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*points upwards* that's right. that's how I look like right now.

P.S. those kawaii pics I think is copyright de, so yah. Credits to them for expressing so many people's emotions so well! :D

Am I being emo nowadays? or am I just being myself? I dunno myself, to say the truth. anyway. currently felt that the word 'emo' nowadays are used quite in a negative context. I can't express it in words, but it's like it's just, well, bad to be emo. ah. im talking crap.

“你有你的工作，你的朋友，而我却只有你。你有多余的时间，精力，金钱爱我，而我奉献给你的是我的全部。” from a dog's point of
view in a book written by 邝颖萱.

如果一个人是成功或失败是以
是否有人记得你 把你放在心上 在乎你
来定夺的话，我想我是蛮失败的。

I shall be selfish, inconsiderate, heck-carish, self-centered and nonchalant. Life would be easier this way.

random and v.unpro pic. haha. pasieh la. dun have photoshop mah >.<

argh. today super suay + diulian. due to the fact that it's diu lian, i shall not publicize abt it, or rather, them. >.<

recently addicted to ice cream again, for no reason. escpecially the hip hop jelly. haha. random.

Yay. JIUWU (i repeat, wanting, it's JiuWU NOT JiuLAI) finally appear le! as expected, he's cute and shuai cause is acted by Ya Lun what. whahaha.

hmph. kinda crazy these past few days. Either Im totally dead or suddenly v.high and crappy. cnt control sia.

anw. 蔷蔷 is really v.touching! sing to myself I will also cry. -.- haha. so here's the lyrics!

蔷蔷（想念版）
词:Ella 曲：Ella
演唱：Ella
还记得你喜欢咬着我的手 然后给我你嘴里的球
要我陪你玩丢丢
你喜欢我摸摸你的小耳朵 窝在我的身旁
没有烦忧 在梦里遨游
好狗狗 好狗狗 谢谢你陪妈咪这么久
你并没有离开我 是搬到天堂生活
蔷蔷 你要记得我 你不要走丢
快快找到天使 在天堂给我（们）保佑
蔷蔷 不要忘了我 还有亲爱的阿姨叔叔和你的朋友
你永远活在记忆中
蔷蔷 谢谢你

P.S. anw. i read abt the details in iweekly today. Ella's dog wasnt called this in the first place de. It's when it had a hormonal inbalance and then became very weak and easily sick, then Ella called it "蔷蔷" cause it sounds the same as "强强" so that it would become stronger and live on. It died during an operation due to allergy to the medication used.
P.S.S. ahhh!!!! FELT EVEN MORE SAD AFTER READING THIS. sigh. reminds me of my beloved Gutch. T.T

somehow scrolled in youtube until a song by Corbin Bleu and Vanessa Hudgens, "Still there for me". Like it alot :D anyone have? haha.

黑糖玛奇朵 really v.nice! haha. like the couples 王子with鬼鬼，敖犬with大牙 alot. anw. that show is also kinda a bit real-life feel. i mean the starting point is spase la, it's not that often 6 guys have the same millionaire dad and didnt know it all along -.-. but those issues, especially those about friendship, can be quite heart wrenching - their acting is pretty good(although some of the girls' voices v.high pitched). and yet there are also many spastic and laugh-out-loud parts. but i dun think it's shown daily, so it's kinda torturous T.T

i think 公主小妹 is shown in taiwan now, today. so i think maybe tmr or tue it will be up on youtube le. :) watch the previews, seem like a nice show.

btw jacq. I did search for 18禁不禁 on youtube. But I see some videos and don't get the interest to watch leh. paiseh. :P

haha. this is just a random post lah. hehe. O! AND I FOUND THE FOURTH BOOK OF TOKYO LOVE STORY! WAHAHAHA!

have been stuck to the com ever since I got a better connection speed. haha.

watched ep 28 of the x-family. when I watched the part where XiaYu gave his card to XiaMei and say all that brotherly stuff to her, I actually got a bit teary. He's so nice and sweet!! @_@ haha. anw. Arron appearing next episode on MONDAY! yay!

somehow I watched 黑糖玛奇朵 also. It's a school drama acted by LolliPop and HeiSeHui Mei Mei. Actually I havent't liked these 2 groups much de, then after watching the show it's really not bad :P. haha. currently on my "must watch regularly drams" list. lol. Really v.nice! Highly recommended :D

woohoo. had been enjoying my new internet connection speed. haha.

anw. heard the song [蔷蔷] wrote and sang by Ella and saw the mv. I CRIED. it's so sad~ T.T okay, for those who dun get wat i mean, it's a song about her dog qiang qiang who had passed away. she's selling the single and all profits will go to those funds for stray animals. I shall 呼吁 also. Pls help in whatever ways u cn to help the stray animals, like donating to SPCA or whatever, OR, at the very least, please do not be cruel to animals >.<

haha. rewatching cardcaptor sakura :P
and. High school musical 2 is nice! the movie+soundtrack.

*imagine tears falling on my face~...*
WO TAI GAN DONG LE!!!! I FINALLY HAVE A HUMANE INTERNET CONNECTION!!! I CAN WATCH YOUTUBE! I CAN LOAD BLOGGER!!! AHHH!!!