oh dear havent found a time for me to settle down and write a reply letter to my penpal properly :X sigh. it's work and work so no timeee.

anw. today don't know why suntec got so many VJC ppl around. I saw L.Ho! haha. and he asked me about what school I got into and stuff. lol. and he's wayyyyy tall, I gotta really look up to him to talk. and I saw MeiShan also. haha. didnt say hello though, she didn't see me and we are, well, not friends :P

specially took leave tmr to go shopping with WanTing! eh but more specifically is pei WanTing while she is shopping xD hahaaa. sacrifice one day's salary for me dear friend, cause I think she's kind of desperate already. It's like she's going through cold turkey and having withdrawal symptons??? haha from lack of shopping.

oh and I watched Twilight (finally). okayyy it's not as trashy as I thought. I like the colour tone of the movie and got quite a few 画面 very nice. I especially remember the part where Edward pushed an oncoming van away and the baseball game the vampires had. damn cool. hmmm but still not inclined to read the orignal novels though. but I can say I'm looking forward to upcoming films of the series :D (but I still find Zac Efron shuai-er than Robert Pattinson)

building up a lot of angst the past few months. sigh. when we were still school I don't get so bottled up, cause I don't really need to talk about it or anything, but just being around with friends you will get the positive energy and you will just forget whatever that's bothering you. now stuck at home and workplace, then all the negative emotions keep building up. geeeeez.

but hurray tmr don't need to work :D can finally have some sleep.

ohoh got up early today for qing ming stuff. after praying and eating the whole crowd of relatives went over to marina bay to have a look at the studio apartments that one of my aunt bought. It's called the sail @ marina bay I think, and it's right beside the IR. anyway, I find my Irene Jie damn cool, cause she's not afraid to tell people off de. *claps* was pretty relaxing hanging ard with relatives but was damn tired due to lack of sleep. and I actually had to go directly to work all the way to 10 plus T.T

P.S. Dear Ivan, please stop using 'luffing' in place of the word 'laughing'. The latter is just a letter more and more suitable for usage by your gender. Thank you.

working working working.
geez.
I'm not even seventeen yet and I gotta work for my poly school fees and laptop. As in pay for them literally. T.T wo de ming hao ku arh~~~~

specially ended work earlier today to meet WanTing at amk cause she simply misses me too much xD haha. actually I miss her a lot also laaa. Brought her to a new salon for her $8.80 haircut! Wanted to have sushi dinner but the queue was damnnnnnn long and so we gave up. Anyway it's fun being around with old and dear friends. Cause you can talk about north and south and suddenly jump to east and west and yet they get what you meant and laugh along with you. And you can smack them and say "HAHAA STUPID~" and they know you're joking and don't get offended and laugh instead.

You can buy old wine, buy old stamps, buy old paintings, but where to get a old dear friend? :D

boils.
If anger can burn, I would have been in flames by now.

I'm bored with working everyday!!!!!!!
damn.
and I've just read He's Just Not That Into You.
I would raise both hands and both feet for girls to read it.
I shall end this boring post.
oh and YaLun and Tender just keeps getting shuai-er :D
ohoh and me went singing with wen wanting and jacq on mon! missed Wen's singing lots :D

hi I'm undergoing a personality change.
Hope you all (my friends) will still love me when I become some bad tempered bitch.
oh and to all selfish and/or unreasonable people, go f*ck yourself.
ciao.

T.T dead tired. Keep having to work these days. Got blisters all over my hands and pulled a nerve of my hand somewhere from continuous coffee making. sigh.

but then. Apparently JC life is note exactly a piece of cake when you have a teacher like Jacq's and classmates like WanTing's. D:

can't think straight now.
ah well. Me won a HSM3 Hamper!!! *cheers*
And to those who are coming across sucky situations now, chill, and jiayou :) me loves you lots. and will try my best to pick up calls and reply smses even with my busy work schedule de. *hugs*

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damn headache returned, coupled with an uncomfortable throat.
geez.

yay yay feeling much better after taking 6 capsules of Panadol Extra ytd!

After reading Jacq's blog post my jaw simply dropped and I gotta push it back again. From the number of times she uses the phrase 'WTF' properly spelled out, you don't have to be a genius to know how crappy she felt :O ah wellllllll.

To those who are having hard times, all I can say is 我的精神与你们同在, GAMBATE! :D
*points downwards* Here's a pic to inspire you all!

- met Jacq to buy her school shoes on monday.

- stuck hueit's birthday present on her house gate yesterday, that is, her birthday, on tuesday.

- went to suntec to work despite being sick AND having menses today, that is, on wednesday.
- but at least it was a fine day for wormie :)

- it sucks not having a nail-clipper.

watched first episode of K.O.3anguo and as expected, couldn't measure up to KO One and The X-Family. Sianz. The highlight of the whole episode was the appearance of DaDong, Xiao Yu and Ya Se. Why they not the main actors???!!! argh. DaDong's hairstyle was slightly different and looks cooler. but wasn't able to get a nice screenshot. shall post screenshots of the very shuai xiaoyu:
me. miss. my. friends. *sadface.gif

crashed hwachong as planned today!
me walked all the way to AJC for weiching ==
anyway. me and weiching both wearing hwachong tee. then when we reach the gate we don't know how to get them to open. then a couple of students helped us out. lol! so obvious we not their students laaa. and anyway. the canteen food sucks D:
like the campus alot. the place is huge can. and you don't get a cramped feeling with its abundance of space. niceee :) got study feel there.
and weiching got the conclusion that the guys at hwachong at least the average guys are average looking but the guys at her school average is below average :X not I say the hor!

met up with wenjia, Ivan and wen outside hwachong. and we walked to the legendary Island Creamery. It's drizzling- damn gao wei. like their teh tarik ice-cream! :)

and still no pictures no pictures no pictures =( me want cameraaaaa.

and poly enrolment matters is sososososososo mafan la. ==||| geez.

learning my lesson yesterday, me reached the medical center at 8.15am when the opening time is 8.30am xD haha Im not the only one okayy. Got about 7 people also doing same thing :D
got xray and all that and yay I grew by one cm :)
oh and the last station is the doctor part. I was saying hospitality and resort management and she thought I said hospital management x) loll. she asked me to touch my toes and I did and she was like 'ohh flexible.' rofl.
and heng Im not foreign student or taking nursing courses, else need take blood test :S
pretty anti-climax after all that waiting time ==

ah well. I'm currently all alone at home and shall take advantage of this rare opportunity to blast my music and sing for all I want~

feeling extra :(
sigh. it's like want to talk to friends then they all so busy. then I bu hao yi si ka jiao them. not their fault lah. just that I myself find myself extra :(
ah well.

went for medical check-up today. or shall I say I attempted to. Cause the clinic is so damn packed!!!! Therefore I walked out of the place without stopping :P oh and I got to go for the medical check up because eh, my enrolment package says so?? I need to submit a medical report. and there's so much fuss just over the enrolment itself. *grumbles*

and I got cheated by 优1周again. I never learn!!!!

ohoh and next episode of My Que en is going to be so sad! Me cried just watching the few secs of preview ==|||

and update your blogs la people. I will go crazy talking to myself like that.

was going to complain about the lack of updates of blogs :(
ah well. shall post tmr.

ROAR. I simply want to create GIF Images of my current idol-eyecandy from videos, and I gotta try about 40plus programs???!!! like WTF? argh. ah well. settled for a program that's free and at least the watermark is at the bottom and pretty faint. I thought it's just a simple matter of downloading the youtube video, convert it from flv to avi, and convert avi to gif. BUT NO. there's this whole list of crappy thingys like codecs, encoders, ffmpeg (wtf is tt??), ffdshow, configurations, limited trial runs, big fat watermarks, blahblahblah. geeezzzz.

anw. Was Ivan's birthday on thursday. gotta lug the various gifts I have for him PLUS a cake which I have no part in buying or sharing == met Jacq at hub and made our way to ajc. collected Nadia on the way. and from afar can see a barbie balloon flying about. after hearing from nadia who gave it to Ivan, I went 'oh-oh' and true enough, some 'oh-oh' things happened xD anw settled for macs to settle the cake. and me did the evil thing again of asking the birthday person to give the first piece of cake to the most important person and so on and so forth as per *cough cough* tradition xD I really didnt make that up!! haha. under common agreement the first piece was given to my zhujie :) then next is the dilemma part. lol. but he was pretty smart in settling the prob. so our huge group of people just talk and talk and talk and talk. and at some point it suddenly became a mugging session??? haha. anw we were commenting that it sooooooo rare that all of us of the clique were there manzxszxz. Ivan mian zi hen da hor? xD loll.

p.s. and I agree that blog posts look boring without photos :( me want a phone with a cameraaaa.
p.s.s. Jacq~ I know his english name is weird == but it's such a big fuss to keep typing as 黄腾浩

crashing hwachong next week!

今时今日，周董的身份地位已远远超越了普通糖衣偶像。周董说了算。什么打狗仔影响人气？完全没听过。
----《i 周刊》偶像出状况

hellooo! I know it's weird that I'm the free-est person around now and yet don't update regularly :x hee. was watching shows after shows and reading books after books so....paiseh ar.

14 Feb 09
Valentine's Day! Met Ivan, WanTing and Jacq at hub. lol. The rest either overslept or attached le, so not joining our singles day out xD hahaa. Met in the morning sia. Sounds weird that we celebrate V-Day by having breakfast tgt?? haha. Gave presents and cards to each other! Jacq's letter was especially sweet :) and I go rofl when I saw the 'letter' Jacq gave Ivan--cause it's more like a note than a letter XD haha. have macs. took neoprints. and we die die hang ard to see wanting's eyecandy. I think her og find us weird :P lol. we saw him and.... said bye :) and Jacq went to get her ear pierced. Me and Ivan was like omgomgomgomgscaryscaryscaryscaryscarylookslikeithurtslookslikeithurtslookslikeithurts~
now left the 3 of us who can hang ard longer so we went J8. Jacq ordered her godlike pineapple rice at Thai Express and I kopped spoonfuls of rice from the both of them cause I'm totally broke. Jacq suggested we go to the playground! While I can't tahan the sun for too long, in contrast, Jacq totally thrive in it. So much so that I was like, "are you a plant or sth?" haha. were taking photos and singing cause there was a rehearsal gg on and ppl are singing. and I think that was the first time I heard both Ivan and Jacq singing?! approaching evening le then we left the place and went in search for WanTing's present. Ivan got 夺命连环call from his mother and so gotta left early. After looking ard and we settled on a red tie:)
p.s. and I kept forgetting my stuffs!!! left my watch and vday bag at the arcade. and went back twice to get them separately == heng they are untouched :DD

15 Feb 09
si WanTing's 17th birthday
met earlier than the time I told WanTing to get a birthday cake for her :) Ate at mos and we sang her a birthday song after she made her wishes xD haha. forgotten the song mah. lol. And I tugged her ear for 17 times and punched her 18 times according to *cough* tradition. Gave her a totally red card! and I was saying it looks like a wedding invitation xD didn't have any plans for the day actually. simply want to enjoy each other's company and talk. walk ard central, and even went to amk library. then *cough cough* someone brought up the subject of getting a third earhole, like, right now. and the verdict was that all those who are seventeen are to get their third earhole TODAY. so me and weiching escaped xD hee. went to hougang at wanting's recommendation! haha. then wanting gotta leave for family stuff and I went back to amk with wen. I took a one hr busride to suntec to my workplace, return some stuffs, and took another one hour bus ride back >.< I almost fainted due to hunger+fatigue manxzszxzsz.

anyway. those who subscribe to youtube users who upload dramas should notice that the users are uploading this drama called Story of Time. I know the setting looks damn ancient. I don't watch the whole show but I watched the clips of the couple that a user cut out. And I must say I'm totally in love with the guy Tender Huang :D:D:D as you can see from the moving line *points at top left corner of the blog* was taking lots and lots and lots of screenshots :)

^his girlfriend broke up with him over a misunderstanding :(

in a very cutting mood now.
sick of being taken for granted and being 自作多情.
and cnt tahan ppl acting cute, blur or funny now.
wanted to cross the road without waiting for the green man :) and get rammed and just die.