aww crap. gotta chiong 2 letters and 1 lit essay. like, right now, tonight. >.< argh. this is the result of laziness + slackness. T.T

anw. realized that many of my friends falling sick nowadays. either having headaches, or else having fever, cough, flu, etc. shld be the combi of not-out-of-holidays-feel + exam stress + crappy weather (swinging between pouring rain and inhumane hot sun) + germs spreading ard. haiz. although I must say Im lucky cuz Im quite okay. haha. fell sick the first week of hols so now I think I more immune le. xian ku hou tian. whahaha.

but anw. just want to tell all my friends who are sick to take care, drink more water, have more rest, and get well soon! Those who are fine, to also take more care, also drink more water, and stay immune and healthy! cause quoting frm mr chan, "It sucks to fall sick now." xD

mood swinging like a pendulum.

How to win lottery:
It is a combination of 天时，地利 and 人和.
Person to take down the results of lottery: Your youngest daughter
Location of recording: Her study room
Materials: Her mobile phone and earpiece
To summarize in one sentence:
Get your daughter to sit in her study room and record down the results that is aired over the radio from her mobile phone.
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whatever.

Basketball Fire coming soon! just saw the 1min preview. Jerry Yan is shuai shuai shuai manzx. haha. finally with a hairstyle that I see on him I think is shuai de.
ok. random.
Jade Liu's album is nice~
lessons tmr!
---end of boring blog post of a bored blogger---

saw a pri sch friend today! lol. was at some kopitiam near his school and I was queueing for some drinks. then i was like looking ard then saw some tall guy some places behind me in the queue then you know you know, that angle quite shuai. summore i saw him bend down to pick up coins that a boy dropped and pass it to him. then i take my drinks to go back to my seat then he happened to look up. then as i walk passed him, im like, ..........?! that was shawn! lol. and ya, as usual, didnt say hi to him. usual reason: I am a serious member of the ai mian zi grp, and therefore choose to avoid awkward situations whereby you recognize somebody and the person doesn't recognize you. xD
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FTLY broke 10! haha. and xiaotian and river have to go swim naked. xD then their company
headache; how to show that they really go naked and at the same time cnt 有伤风化. lololol.

listened to XiaoJingTeng's album (yaya, the guy Jacq's in love with). although he's not exactly my fav singer, due to the fact that his 闷骚personality that attracted so many and dubbed as 'cute' does NOT attract me due to his extra long lag time in answering questions just plain irritates me :X no offence. and also sometimes after listening to him sing is quite a tiring thing as his voice can be a bit over-power-packed. to me la.
I have to say this album is not bad due to the strong 创作班底, such as Mayday's Shin, the Lee brothers, QingFeng from soda green,etc and he also sings the songs well, and the whole album is generally优.
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我们到这个世界上来不是来互相伤害 :)

关。我。屁。事。

HORH. QI DAO manx.
it's like hello?! i didnt even do anything and you need to get it off your chest and you start to lecture me about SOMEONE ELSE. WTF is this?!! *raises my hand and ask, "Erm. I think you got the wrong person here."*

=.= +++++++

我忍。
我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍

plan for tmr:
- go popular
- buy bubble tea
- buy shark's fin, tapioca, mua chee, tea egg, honey chicken wing, taiwan sausage (tentative cause no money liao)
- go library
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sry nadia. wasnt able to blog on your bday :x but I know you know that I love ya lots :DD

missing quite a few ppl DD:

eeee. I so don't like temperamental people who luan fa pi qi and blame everything on everyone else except himself. *swears and curses

I so want to get out of my house...
and dont come back.

wah. Anna in FTLY is soosoosoo EVIL~ argh. zui du fu ren xin. *shakes head*
Second ep of Honey and Clover still so funny. i so love the guy acting as ren sen tian! joe in the show evil sia. Know that yagong likes him and yet always keep an amibiguous attitude. hmph.

These few days were kind of like a xiaoshuo marathon for me. was so caught up that I just continued one book after another. oops. Im supposed to be studying :x

yo all. sick of seeing the sickly post and so shall push it down by updating :D
so ya. much much better these days alrd. still in the slack mode though. now last minute chionging 2 bio essays before midnight (dateline!) although not compulsory cuz I passed my bio, but still, must keep improving!

sigh. knew abt sth. but kinda helpless about it.
Actually I have this belief, that no matter what is said to a person, no matter how encouraging, how blood-stirring, no matter the speaker is someone who matters alot; as long as the person listening does not change his/her attitude, whatever is being said would not have any lasting impact, or even have any impact at all.
ok. this chunk is random "/

hahaa. just received a phone call. cant say who. (shhh!) but was so amused by it that I changed my pm to "in the centre of happenings with none of it happening to me. sigh. 青春啊青春~" lol. haix. but I must admit IM BORED.

ROAR~ BEING UNWELL IS TOTALLY HORRIBLE. GOT LESSONS TOMORROW SOMEMORE. -.-"
HEAD~ACHE GO AWAY, PLEASE DON'T EVER COME AGAIN~

ah. crap. wo sheng bing le :( start of holidays somemore. booo.
whew. survived the PTC. must be really lucky that day manz. and I only then realised that Mrs Ashari is my mentor. xD lol.
feeling giddy~ shall not say much.

I never believed in what I couldn't see

once again, fantastic episode of FTLY :D when xinyi said 'zaijian' to cunxi that part is so sad D: and qiaoen's acting skills are really great.
anw. Wish to see you again ended. new show coming up by Joe! saw the previews and were ROFL xD. watch out for it ppl. it's called 蜂蜜幸运草. shall upload one of the pic that makes me go LOL.

lol. so funny xD

click this link to go watch the preview!!

sigh. he just don't get the fcking point. *knocks head repeatedly against the wall*

shall ke zhi my feelings for now.
i shall just say one sentence.
when can I don't have to face this.
fcked up life.

emotional hurt tends to lead to physical hurt.

amazing how hormonal changes affect one so much.
basically, most likely due to my xiao hong coming, I have been experiencing serious mood swings - tearing at every report about the 5.12 earthquake, started crying in the midst of a phone call, etc. geez. D:

anw. was feeling 忿忿不平 after hearing Mrs Lim talk bout the cyclone Nargis in Myanmar. A cyclone swept past and so many people are on the verge of dying but could be saved if aid arrived fast enough, and the junta refused aid from other countries?! Insisted that it's a holiday and refused to give out visas, now also. wth is that. the foreign aid could have saved so many more lives. some more insisted they want the supplies but not the people, just so they can monopolize the supplies and channel them to the military to keep them happy, and so that they can grip on to their power. wtf is this man. won't they feel the weight of countless lives hanging on their conscience? won't they toss and turn in their beds at night, haunted by nightmares? or are they so power-hungry that the suffering of the people does not matter? even till now the death toll, actual happenings in the disaster area are unknown, as the military has set up checkpoints to keep foreigners out of the disaster zone. ..... ARGH. >.<++

让我们红尘做伴活得潇潇洒洒

I need to break out of the emo wall that is building around me before it suffocates me.

My battle Plan: Me v.s. EMO
Destroying EMO with Friends'encouragement-happiness-willpower-,etc.

K.O.

wahahahah. lol. sorry for the spastic pictures.
seriously, I will try to be fine de, but thanks anyway dear all, for showing that you care. sry lor, I admit that Im superficial, I need to see/feel that you care, even if you care you don't let me know, then how i know?? xD

to one of my zui ai de ren:
don't worry too much about me. sorry I didnt reply to your sms when you ask me to SMILE,etc. I was really touched. But I didn't know how to express that, and I also don't want to give some perfunctory answer. so zai zhe li, I want to say that I really really appreciate all the smses you sent me :D and I know that you also may not be feeling v.okay recently. so let's jiayou tgt, k? love ya lots!

If you need someone you're feeling blue
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder