totally sick~~~~~~haix. due to camp. argh. here's the simplified course of events:
First day
1. unAmazing Race (which we went through before)
-keep walking and walking and walking
-mw and ting keep asking them to ask us for hints to the SPCA
2. Watch HSM2 and Doraemon movie and some anime
- I love that dinosaur in the doraemon movie. AND I cried twice! hahahaha.
3. Nightwalk
-I walk alone
-I slapped the first senior on his shoulder when he jumped out. Hard. lol.
-because I stm and i actually forgot the route, I saw the 2 other seniors before they could actually scare me. HAHAHA.
4. Staying out throughout the night
-actually is mainly pei wen cause she cant sleep.
-kept eating nerds
-I really didnt sleep a wink. at all.

second day
feel like dying. u get the feeling your heart might just stop any moment with vigourous exercise when u didnt sleep at all.
- the day is boring.
-kept lying down at any possible spot. including the floor.
- I FELL SiCK
-throat hurts like hell; voice squeaky
- phlegm gt blood~
night: Candle war
-cant participate in my state.
-but I contributed by protecting ting's flame! and kept shouting at team members to watch out.
-so tong ku to see the 'enemy' burning the string in front of you and u are helpless.
-sleep on tables
-woke up halfway, went back sleep

third day
-clear up wax; i didnt cause giddy giddy de
-watch sva videos
-CAMP END

went back hm, first thing I did was to sleep on my bed. haha. woke up, eat, went back sleep. lol
then this morning, I coughed out this huge lump of phlegm with even more blood. great. -.- sianx. I want to eat my potato chips and my prawns and my tibits~ AND I HATE MY MALTESE.

*heartfelt advice of the day:


Never heck-care about your appearance at anywhere outside your house at anytime.


You never know when you will see your neighbours, and yes, one of them is a shuai-ge, and your hair is a mess, you are sweating like hell, and you are with your maltese with a schnauzer cut, and most of its fur shaved off by your dad, you are seating in a very unglam manner on the first floor staircase, and it's at 1130, nearing midnight.



uber cute right! (points to the left)
haha. this is one of the characters from my fav xiao shuo series. haha. really love the series sia. ^^

haix. dun like ppl who cant keep a hold on their tempers, or for that matter, get upset so bloody easily and shows it with no restraint. argh. irritating.

I love mondays!~ pls come quickly~ I want watch my beloved Bull-Fighting and Romantic Princess and Sweet Relationship....AHHH!! as i was typing I suddenly remembered I have camp the next week. Monday to Wed. Crap. I want my youtube! T.T

eeyer. I prefer a proper com to a laptop. Laptop zheng tian get hanged de. qi si wo le. Then I pian pian is a person who has very limited patience. argh. nvm. better than nth la. haix.

I miss my friends~(in no particular order, just listing for the fun of it)
nadia, wen, wanting, weiching, ivan, wenjia, hueting, aliya, anna, jon, yuxiang, syat~

wahahhaha. *crazy laughter* MY COMPUTER MONITOR FINALLY BURNT!! sigh. at first is the screen image started moving to to the left THEN it blacked out THEN winked back-but the whole thing kind of compressed. and got burnt wires smell. argh. qi si le. now using an o-biang laptop tt keeps shutting down. argh!!!!

woo. just finished watching Romantic Princess and Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao. Both so nice!!! the next episodes sure v.exciting de. especially the latter. Mike He and Hebe shi ku de lor. haix. but gotta wait till NEXT WEEK. argh. sianx.

T.T kept having dreams everynight. and most of them are nightmares. zen me ban. everytime wake up so tired. today woke up at 9am in the morning cuz in the dream I cant breathe and is suffocating then suddenly wake up. zzzz.

hmm. actually wn change blogskin de. cuz i found one with a format that I like alot. But dun really like the pic so TRYING to make one myself. haha. must hurry before the trial period ends. lol.

yayayayayayay! 斗牛要不要 acted by Hebe and Mike He showing in 2 days time!! la la la~ means that I shld be able to watch it by monday :D finally~

listening to a few new songs! the theme song of 斗牛要不要 by tank and the ending song by s.h.e. both v.nice! and I finally got used to Jay's newest songs, cn da gai know the melodies and the chorus parts le. and show's newest mv with elva is also out. quite nice la.

danson tang coming to singapore tmr.~ although I dun like particularly love him or anything. haha. haix. recently no news of fahrenheit de. sianx. all busy with acting for dramas that wld take ages to air. >.<

rmb the 123fans.cn thingy? Jiro got to second position le!!!!! wahahahahahahaha!!! was so happy sia. @_@ haha.

Today's the actual day of wen's birthday! Let's all wish her a very happy birthday! :D

haha. finally can post pic le. had been trying to for days. lol. here's our sec 1 pic! haha. cute bah~

anw. Been listening to Jay Chou! Like songs like 'sweet sweet de' (direct trans xD), 'Wo bu Pei' and the 'longest movie',etc. haha. v.nice~ Jay Chou rawks!

Yay. The new drama by Mike He and Hebe is gg to be shown this month's end. Finally got new drama to watch le :)

Watched the Game Plan. haha. The kid is as usual irritating, but The Rock v.funny!~ haha. was laughing during the movie, and also laughing at the person beside me whose laughter is so amusing. Lol. AND Burger King is ex de lor. argh. my heart bleeding ovr the four bucks burger, and i spent like half an hr trying to finish it?? haha. o. and I had forgotten tt GV is beside Northpoint, NOT inside. "/ haha. o. And handphones are really important for communication...xD

Different sides of Jiro. Shuai right? ^^
(Credits to the person who made this. I forgot who :X)

I miss the old days.

reply to tag by NADIA: haha. I thought u forget me liao worh. Lol. I miss you too~

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Currently Im totally down and out. IM SUPER BROKE. THREE BIRTHDAYS IN A WEEK. WANT MY LIFE SIA. ask for sponsorship and tt person totally has no reaction. crap. WHAT'S MORE, I STILL HAVENT BUY THE LAST PRESENT!!! AAAAHHHHH!!! WHO CAN SAVE ME?!~

now trying to think of what touching things cn I write on TWO birthday cards. argh. havent exercised my brain for too long le, dunno wat to write, handwriting so horrible summore. sianx.

which means tt I can not spare anymore brain juices to blog too much. haha. cya~

pei wanting go buy jeans ytd. haha. cuz I rch super early and was still sleepy so I very no xing xiang then sit cross-legged on the bench. haha. then wanting tell me go meet at a certain gate, then there suay suay no seat, so I went into a corner under the escalator then and sat there. Lol. spastic. then wanting v.zhun cn see me. she say she xia dao cuz the first thing she saw is a big pink blob. haha.

At compass the interchange I left my windbreaker on the bus :X then it's like Damn it and have to walk all the way back to the control stn. Then v.cool when we walk frm among the buses into civilisation. Lol.

Then for the first time I went to wanting's hse! haha. so tidy worhs. then v.airy de. orh and we took pics at orchard. haha. wanting gt post on her blog.

haiyas. v.lazy + tired to post much now. nxt time bahs~

TODAY IS CALVIN'S BIRTHDAY!
AARON YAN'S BIRTHDAY IN 10 DAYS TIME!
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SUPPORT FAHRENHEIT
SUPPORT JIRO
SUPPORT YALUN
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BE KIND TO ANIMALS
STOP ANIMAL ABUSE
I MISS BENNETT
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INCONSOLABLE VERY NICE

yoyo here to post again.
haha.

actually dun really know wat to blog abt. lol. Im supposed to be mugging but cant help sticking to the com. watched a korean drama called hwang jin yi. not bad sia. haha. waiting for ISWAK2 to be shown~ Oh and there are info on the net saying that there may be another drama as an ending to the ko one and xfamily series.

o and i found this web with spastic stuff. it's a fan web whereby u click on the artiste you support. the more u support him then u wld spend more effort clicking la. haha. It's quite a mindless exercise actually. lol. if u are feeling bored then go click bah. haha. go to http://123fans.cn/wangdongcheng#ok to help me support Jiro! haha.

o and I found my best friend :) or rather my best friend found me. haha.

I found this on the web just now, v.interesting! haha. it wld only make sense to fans of X-Family and Jay Chou. lol. someone changed the lyrics of 牛仔很忙 to 夏天很忙.

鳴啦巴哈唸咒語　拍了終極的續集　從一班演到一家　維持時空的正義　　
我用吉他彈奏曲　順便唱個幾句　在水一方我的主題曲　　
鬼龍自戀又愛玩　飲料卻隻喝牛奶　不能夠靠他太近　因為被親會懷孕　　
死人老爸沒出息　雄哥恐怖料理　盟主我是不愛男人滴　　　　
不用再演了　不用再演了　不用再演不用再演了　不用再演了　　
終極鐵克人　給你當好了　每天變身夏天都累了　鬼龍也累了　　　　
不用再演了　不用再演了　寒是哪個冰心是哪個　都給我好了　　
大東我演的　鬼龍我演的　夏天很忙的　　　　
我好像還欠七百　我家還負債千萬　但編劇都沒說明　BUG太多都亂哩　　
網友常常會關心　盟主跳嚕嚕米　喔鬼鳳娘娘何時會駕臨　　
說脩寒會在一起　脩曾經跟我表明　除非是萬不得已　他彈琴不會談情　　
小蘭蘭露出肉體　但脫戲我更行　不信你看我進滅收視率　　　　
不用再演了　不用再演了　不用再演不用再演了　不用再演了　　
一次演五個　我都搞混了　每天拖戲網友都罵了　我也演亂了　　　　
不用再演了　不用再演了　鬼龍不見不用換裝了　真是太好了　　
大東我演的　鬼龍我演的　夏天很忙的
v.cute right! haha.




In this world there are people...
When they feel pain, they do not scream...
They don't even utter a single sound.
Are they hiding their sorrows behind their smiles?
Or have they changed the way they cry?

awww. Jay Chou's new album de another song is sooooo nice. keep listening to it sia. It's 彩虹. it's a very simple and light song. highly recommended! haha. off to watch my 樱野3+1 and 公主小妹lo!

some spas scene frm Brown Sugar Macchiato...
[王子被鬼鬼整]
威廉：诶 强力胶 王子，你干嘛把自己的手粘在扫把上面啊？
王子：我干嘛把自己的手粘在扫把上面
威廉：所以我才问你为什么要把自己的手粘起来啊
王子：你白痴哦 我无聊看我自己的手不爽喔
威廉：干嘛问我 我又不是你的手 我怎么知道你的手爽不爽
王子：你不帮我就算了 你可不可以去找别人聊天啊 跟你讲话就有气
威廉：（大声）王子把自己的手粘在扫把上面喔
王子：有必要这么大声吗？...

lol. xiao si wo le. can go to this link to watch this part. hahahahaha.

Jay Chou so ke lian~ Have to juggle his new album and rehearsals for his concert at the same time AND have to compose song for the Olympics. he now dun have enough time to sleep liao. so poor thing! haha. but I believe if there is anyone who cn do it, it's JAY CHOU!

wah. just now saw a fan made mv by someone called hiyoro. one word for it. PRO!
he took scenes frm x-family and edited and put in subtitles in such a way to completely change the story. he/she made guilong and xiatian as 2 separate ppl who became friends. then I was so totally amazed la! u cn view the videos by clicking this link. the videos i watched are the 龍天系列series.
fans of Jiro go have a look! :D

yay yay. fahrenheit releasing album on January! :D but sooooo long sia...

the show 翻滚吧！蛋炒饭 acted by Jiro and Danson de main female character changed from Selina's sister to Zhuo Wen Xuan lo.

ISWAK 2 also have to wait until ISAWK play finish. sianz. watch ISAWK so many times liao.

wooo. F.I.R. de album v.nice sia. heard them on youtube. so far 月牙湾，三个心愿，需要你的爱，第十行星　are all v.nice! waiting for some kind soul to lend me~ or send me the songs...

ho hum. ytd was one of the worst days in my life. and sadly I went through tt alone with no one I cn talk to. I wn to forget abt it so shall nt post abt it lar! haha.

Btw. Thanks to those who cared. Love ya all!

Don't worry abt me. as usual 死不了. whahahhaha.

But Im sorry. I have to keep things to myself.
Especially you.
Of all of them, I dote on you the most.
and so. I want you to be always happy,
always laughing,
always happy-go-lucky.
I don't want you to be burdened.
K?
And you too, have to be happier too!

* My newest resolution. Haha.*

一个人 偶尔感到寂寞再所难免
一个人 我重新适应一切不方便
两个人 不一定就成全一个世界


直到自己没空气 才发现不能再继续
我不愿意 再为了讨你的欢心


Must I pretend that im someone else for all time


I can only take so much
These tears are turning me to rust


Take me as I am Or not at all
Cause it's my life
It's all or nothing


do you ever feel like breaking down
do you ever feel you are out of place
like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you
do you ever wanna run away
do you lock yourself in your room
with the radio on turned up so loud
that no one hears you screaming
no you don't know what it's like
when nothing feels alright
you don't know what it's like
to be like me
to be hurt to feel lost to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when you're down to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no one there's to save you
no you don't know what it's like
welcome to my life
do you want to be somebody else
are you sick of feeling so left out
are you desperate to find something more before your life is over
are you stuck inside a world you hate
are you sick of everyone around
with a big fake smile and stupid lies
but deep inside you're bleeding
no one ever lie straight to your face
and no one ever stab you in the back
you might think that im happy but im not going to be okay
everybody always get you what you wanted
you never had to work it was always there
you don't know what it's like what it's like


我想我可以习惯一个人生活


反正魔鬼亦睁只眼
反正天神亦闭只眼
没有人会想来改变这世界
从今以后不再孤独
没有感动没知觉享受幻灭
然后当你不再有希望
然后你就不会再受伤
然后你就会得到力量
生命是一部黑色童话


我真的累得不想再拉扯

haix. feel so aged recently. so 灰心 sia. so shall 隐退江湖. sick and tired.
Im not born with a happy nature, nor brought up in the way to have one.
so basically, Im not a very happy person, nor do I have the ability to always make ppl happy.
everyone emo for a reason. dun just assume the person is emo-ing for no reason. it's hurting. when you are grumbling abt the emo periods, did it occur to you to ask, what is the matter? nt just chuck tt person aside and take it tt she doesnt exist.

it sparked off on that day.
she had been thinking about stuff the past few days.
tt day, alrd in a negative mood,
she went up,
as usual,
as routine,
as it should be,
as it had been for the past year.
only she and he was there.
she was nt there.
I sat behind them.
i waited.
and i waited.
and waited.
for them to include me in the conversation,
to ask me a question,
to say a joke,
to have eye contact,
anything.
as the minutes tick by.
they were still engrossed in their conversation.
without even a glance at me.
like I don't exist.
ouch.
that hurts.
my heart hurts.
I smsed to a friend. the only friend.
"I feel like disappearing frm the world right now...
since no one wld ever care or even notice"
my tears dropped.
I kept my silence.
they continued their conversation.
and still
not even a glance at me.

I walked off.

I have my pride.

woo. today arts fest and be yourself day and mrs chong bday! haha

today so relax sia. loiter in class until recess then i go wif usual gang go walk ard. then in the end arrived at avt 15min early.

listened to the choir's performance. i like rebecca, anissa and natania's voices! the whole performance v.gd. :)

then stayed in our seats for the nxt program: movie screening. it's Death Note 2! Finally cn watch liao sia. I watched the first movie long time ago and didnt have the chance to catch it. then now cn watch for free in air-con rm, cushioned seats with friends. :D but v.sad when L died. he's so cute and unique xD. lol. That Light makes my blood boil and that Misa, haix, so blinded. zzz.
O. today saw wenjia's friends dressing up as Misa and L. The one dresses up as L v.xiang! and she's a girl. haha. then they walk ard with the death note and apple and lollipops. lol.

argh. had to clear out lockers. zhong si wo le...

tmr still have chinese...T.T

never drink milk and then soymilk with less than a few hrs in between.

LOVE FAHRENHEIT
LOVE DONG CHENG WEI'S MUSIC.

haha. shall post a more proper post.

today 3-5 and 3-6 watch The Village while the other classes having leadership workshops. haha. the show is quite nice, wif a simple story and plot. and that main guy character is just soooo coool~ @_@

THANKS to nadia who treated me to Ban Mian when Im broke and starving! haha. loves <3

woo. went to lib with nadia and wanting, then afterward go back hub wif nadia....talk....

argh. X-Family ending le. T.T she bu de nehx~ although after tt is ISWAK2 which also have Jiro and Aaron and which is a nice show, I wld still miss x-family! haha. WuZun appear lo, so wow sia. haha.

cant really say much so shall not post much. haha.

lol!!~~~~
hahahahahhahah
xiu and lanlingwang after bian-ing xiatian were both smiling like siao. xD
soooo funny.....
haha
random
continue watching...

Yay! changing of blogskin done. nt i wn to change de hor.. it's becuz the prev blog the images like all disappeared -.-^ so have to endure the cold and finish typing in everything. argh. Im just nt adept at blogger

it's past 12 lo~ gotta go le~~