梗不是没有理由的

看偶像剧除了看到可怜被打压的丑小鸭翻身成为漂亮的天鹅反击的梗会超爽以外，看到一直苦苦追求可是被忽视不被珍惜的角色终于有一天放下而且当着那人的面说“I‘m not going to like or care about you anymore." 然后那个人才意识到他一直在挥霍别人的感情而且发现不能没有她的情节看了也是爽啊啊啊啊~

笑一下

'08 Taiwan

今天讨论台湾的行程
回家就突然想起把之前去台湾的照片找出来
（朋友烧成光碟给我）
不得不赞叹
单反拍出来的就是质量啊质量

嗯 其实对那段旅程的印象
除了玩得开心 因为可以环整个台湾
也记得其实很寂寞
印象很深的是
在一直坐的大巴上
我永远都是坐（好吧 几乎是躺着）同一个位置
永远都是一个人坐在那
一个人听歌或睡觉 度过in between places的时间
好朋友只有两个
而她们各自的同班朋友都在
自然玩在一起
团体活动的时候 我也一起参与
也不强求一定要理我 淡定无所谓的样子
其实
不是真的完全无所谓
一个人旅行 和 和一群人旅行却一个人
心境是不一样的

唉 事情都过那么久了
怎么现在想起来还是如骨鲠在喉
还是那么难受

LOL

陈汉典差点没把我笑死

Jacob is more aesthetically pleasing than Edward

"Why do you want me here? Seth could keep you warm, and he's probably easier to be around, happy little punk. But when I walk in the door, you smile like I'm your favorite person in the world."

"You're one of them."

"That sucks, you know."

"Yeah." She sighed. "Sorry."

"Why, though? You didn't answer that."

Edward was looking away again, like he was staring out the windows. His face was blank in the reflection.

"It feels... complete when you're here, Jacob. Like all my family is together. I mean, I guess that's what it's like. I've never had a big family before now. It's nice." She smiled for half a second. "But it's just not whole unless you're here."

"I'll never be part of your family, Bella."

I could have been. I would have been good there. But that was just a distant future that died long before it had a chance to live.

"You've always been a part of my family," she disagreed.

My teeth made a grinding sound. 'That's a crap answer."

"What's a good one?"

"How about, 'Jacob, I get a kick out of your pain.'"

I felt her flinch.

"You'd like that better?" she whispered.

"It's easier, at least. I could wrap my head around it. I could deal with it."

I looked back down at her face then, so close to mine. Her eyes were shut and she was frowning. "We got off track, Jake. Out of balance. You're supposed to be part of my life. I can feel that, and so can you." She paused for a second without opening her eyes, like she was waiting for me to deny it. When I didn't say anything, she went on. "But not like this. We did something wrong. No. I did. I did something wrong, and we got off track___"

--Excerpt from Breaking Dawn

It's a 无心插柳柳成花 feeling, like the main focus of Twilight series was supposed to be the oh-I've-waited-a-century-for-you love between Edward and Bella, but I thought other parts like the background of Leah Clearwater, and the tongue-in-cheek way of speaking of Jacob were more interesting and had more depth than the rest of the book put together. Leah and Jacob were similar in the sense that they would have each been with their loved ones if they had followed the so-called track. But Leah's love imprinted on someone else involuntarily, and Bella met Edward. Ah wells.

Procrastinating :x

Hello to Myself

我真的受伤了

窗外阴天了音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了

电话响起了你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了是你变了

灯光熄灭了音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

电话响起了你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了是你变了

灯光熄灭了音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
我的心真的受伤了

Vicious Cycle

Don't know what's wrong with me recently. Couldn't stop sleeping even though my sleep already exceeded 8hours a day. I'm sleeping like 10-12 hours each day and still feeling tired when I'm awake. I just feel so lethargic and can't be bothered with anything. And I'm not studying as I should, not working as I should. Just wasting my time away. Gotta stop this vicious cycle T^T

Erase

可怕的monthly emo-ness
我讨厌现在的我
I HATE MYSELF.
I'M PRIDEFUL.
I'M HARSH.
I'M SELFISH.
I'M COLD.
I'M NEEDY.
I DON'T CARE.
FINE. ERASE ME FROM YOUR LIFE.
LET ME DISAPPEAR.
THE WORLD IS BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME ANYWAY.

Stand by You

Stand by you
这首每次听都会很伤感
因为他们最后一次合体唱的歌就是这首
歌声越美妙 旋律越动听 和声越和谐
现在的可惜就越深

话说Tokyo Dome 的演唱会实在太赞了
大家一起为了这首歌把红海变成蓝海
42000个人咧
要真的很有心 很有coordination才做得出的
红海/蓝海都很美

线条

俊秀好孬 xD
在中手臂肌肉线条真心赞
话说在中允浩好适合这种造型这种feel

Survivor

被宝伊trigger到 也去挖些视频来看


在中 0:51 唱 'two smile' 那里真是 啧啧~销魂啊~哈哈哈哈
话说喜欢这歌的服装造型 有本钱就是该适当的露一露 xD