Hi all! I shall post on the last day of the year 2008!

Anyway. I was thinking of 轰轰烈烈 going to change a new hairstyle some time ago. Then my eldest sis just met me at central to get me my new specs, so she also brought me to the hairdresser. Being a zhai-nv with inferior complex, when the hairdresser asked me how I want my hair to be cut, I still said to thin it as per the past 16 years. Ah well, then my sis was saying that I'm BORING and she asked me to get a bob cut like the other customer. And so I did! Wahahaha.

... oops. I forgot what else I wanted to blog about :X
ah well.
Thanks to my beloved dajie!
Happy Birthday to my english/daidi partner/my great friend!
Happy New Year!

Even after hearing this song for a zillion times, I still find this song amazing. This is the live version and I must say that both the live and cd version are great ^^ Almost Here by Brian McFadden and Delta Goodrem.

too bored to think of what to write. bleh.
but want to say that I am glad that my cards are appreciated :D
blog next time....

不知不觉中，已经走得越来越远了……

Lol. Joe Cheung in Love or Bread is so funny. Cause because of his idea of fun+revenge, shan-mei fell sick. and when she's sick she has no appetite and only would want food made by her mom. then cause she don't dare to see her mom due to some reasons, she hasn't been eating anything. Frank (Joe) feels guilty and actually thought of extorting the lunchbox that is made by her mom from shan-mei's nephew! lol! lol! that's so cool manx.

I started work today! I'm at Weiner Kaffeehaus at Carrefour at Suntec City :) not always working there though. Only on weekends and busy days. I was so lost finding my way ard suntec city in the morning D: and it's a far far way from cityhall mrt T.T shall be adventurous and save my legs the torture by taking a bus that I've never taken before to attempt to alight nearer to my destination!

Oh and I want to express my heartfelt thanks to moi dear zhujie for providing me an excellent alternative to the program Photoshop which I love a lot but alas had no fate with. Now I can fiddle around with the images I've chalked up for so long :D

Thanks to Sarah and Nadia, whose christmas cards with their love had arrived safely at my house!

Thanks to the few people who happen to sms me and mentioned very openly that I'm missed :) really really thank you.

Ohoh. Keep forgetting to say this; although I very rarely tag at others' blogs, rarely reply my tags, but I still like to read the tags at my blog :D so do tag!

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Reply to tags:
Aliya: aww. I miss you lots too girlfriend D:
Nadia: sigh. not just a while can? a looooong loooooong time never see ya pretty face lo D:

going kbox. blog later :D

I give two thumbs-up and 2 toes-up, and am thinking of using this as my life's philosophy, for what George Bernard Shaw says,

"I would rather be alone in the wild, then be alone in a room with a stubborn fool."

Argh.
I was thinking that I'm being evil, for 2 different matters.
Then come along this person with such cruel and selfish words.
BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH, etc.
They aren't even aimed at me.
But I feel so pissed off at what he's saying.
God.
"I would rather be alone in the wild"
Seriously.
With my laptop, of course :)
and enough water, food , insect-repellent, blanket, pillow and bolster. xD

finished Heart of Greed couple of days ago. I must say that I was very bored with it. So I just watch parts with Raymond, Linda, Bosco and Tavia. But also some parts are indeed moving. Specifically a scene whereby the Mom says good-bye to her family one by one on the hospital bed. The lady simply says, "Ah Gil, good-bye. Jackie, good-bye. Xiao Bao, good-bye" so on and so forth, without anymore actions or words. But I can't stop crying at this scene. Applause for the actress! No wonder she got the Best Actress Award last year. I still like Moonlight Resonance though.

New taiwan drama airing! The direct translation is "Prince sees Second Princess". The director is the same fella who directed ISWAK and TKA. I wouldn't call it a funny show, but instead, a totally crazy one. I was going LOL watching it.

Geez. No mood to continue with this. Shall start a new post raving my current bu-shuang ness.

watching Heart of Greed! Not really watching the whole show, just watching the parts with Tavia and Bosco, and fast forwarding the rest :P Moonlight Resonance is soooo much better. And the sales presentation 2009 videos for TVB looks damn exciting. Can't wait for the actual dramas to be out. Although probably only Nadia and WeiChing will be bothered T.T

went out with Jacq, JingQiu, Joseph, Hueit for some presents hunting. during the trip Jacq managed to express her life philosophy into words xD and gd luck to the ones on the receiving end of "jacq's big bad evil plan"

oh and jacq printed out our qinglv photo and gimme a disk of photos taken in taiwan! that's so sweet of you~ muackies <3

Lunatic by Xu Zhe Pei is pretty interesting. Click here to listen to the version sang by Kang Zhen Ting on One Million Star if you have nothing to do :D

It's official. I MISS MY FRIENDS D:
awwwww. especially my dear ZHU JIE. Got too used to her company during the 9 days in Taiwan, and now I'm having zhu-jie-withdrawal-symptom :( ZHUJIE~~~~
why I don't say I miss sotong leh? BECAUSE SHE KEEP BREAKING MY HEART THE PAST 8 YEARS. you, yes you. Don't give me the huh look. I shall just treat you as a NORMAL friend, an ACQUAINTANCE, NOT one of my close friend. HMPH.
bought some souvenirs for ya all, so shall make arrangments with ya all to meet up :D but si wanting why go overseas now of all times? On purpose de right?? I come back then you leave. T.T
Hope Jacq can upload photos soon! Jiayou babe :D
and again, this weird blogger is sounding too leng jing again. okay, being too leng jing wo ye bu xiang de arh~ DD:

flying off to Taiwan tmr! So i suppose I will be on hiatus :D (first time use this word)
haha. I uploaded some of my more xiang yang prom photos on facebook le. Can go see. And shun bian go see my cute niece Kimmi!
kk. See ya! Will miss ya all lots :)

okay. My blog fu huo le!! hohoho. haiyo. I really lazy update sia :x
xin qing hen bu hao ne... argh. yi zhi you ren re wo!! qi dao~

anyway. I suppose I shld blog about PROM. right ppl? xD
haha. actually prom very jian dan. Ppl dress until cnt be recognized, eat, watch the running for prom king and queen, see who win the lucky draw and take pictures after pictures :D
shall not update pictures cuz it's taken by handphone and thus v.dark :x

okay. Im sounding too leng jing. Dun remain in my blog! Go others' blogs to get pics and high posts.

anw. as I messaged my friends, I love ya all lots :D

I think I'm evil.
And bad.
There's always 2 'me' thinking most of the times.
One is the one that knows what is politically correct, what is unoffensive, what will end things on a good note,etc.
One is the one that has the direct reaction - anger, frustration, irritation, sadness,etc. Mostly negative I must say.
I think the second me is kind of bad.
It's like I know I should not feel that way, but I can't stop feeling that way.
So I feel bad.
I am bad. :(
To my friends: Don't don't friend this evil bad me k? :(

LIUXIANG PULLED OUT OF 110M HURDLES!!! *sobs like hell*
awww. He was one of the extremely few athletes that I had wanted to watch in this year's Olympics. D: sad face. It's like such a pity laaa. He hurt his leg. :( kinda reminds me of Tyson Gay though. He was thought to be the person that could threaten Usain Bolt's "The World's Fastest Man" title, then he got his leg injured by running a 200m event some weeks ago. =.= ah well. anyway. No wonder Usain Bolt is called the Lightning Bolt. He ran the 100m in a freakin 9.68 secs (I think), AND the last 10 or 20m or so, he ran it with arms open in victory. Who can break the world record in that manner?? Except for him. Lol.

Michael Phelps is the person everyone's talking about. EIGHT OLYMPIC GOLDS in a single Olympic Games. He is a living legend at 23 (I think). Then I was reading this report on him in a magazine. Apparently, his body is different from normal people like you and me and therefore probably him and only him could achieve this amazing feat. Firstly, his body is in a 6:4 ratio, both his arm span spread open nearly amounts to his height, he got broad shoulders and narrow hips, his huge feet can bend 15 degrees more than the average person, his muscles produce much less lactic acid than others, meaning that he can recover in 15 to 20 minutes back to ready mode. So ya. He's literally build/born for the water. And he swims 5 hours a day D: Doesn't his skin peel or sth?? BUT. He can't walk properly on land, having the tendency to lose his balance or trip for no reason. ... ...
...
Ooops. I shall continue to study chem... :X

oops. havent posted for quite some time. won't be posting regularly bah.
I want watch Wall-E!! He very cute~ Eve also, with her digital eyes that become like half-moons. lol. and yes arh! HSM3 coming soon! Though I know many ppl don't think much of the series, but ah well, I like the songs and all. hahaa.
haiz. study until crazy liaozzszxsxzszxszxz.
Happy Birthday to Ganesh!

If you wander off too far
if you follow the wrong star
if you ever find yourself lost and all alone
get back on your feet and think of me
if the bright lights blind your eyes
if your troubles break your stride
if you ever feel ashamed
when there's only you to blame
my love will get you home

T.T I saved my cat from committing suicide and got blood drawn from me for my efforts. hmph.
I hate noise. I hate nagging. I hate giggling. I hate screams. I hate uncontrolled laughter. I hate hateful whispers. I hate non-stop talking.

patience. patience. patience.
who can give me patience, give me strength, give me courage, give me peace of mind.
I'm tired. Really. I don't know what to do, what can I do, what should I do anymore.
What have I done wrong? Why are you always angry? So am I supposed to apologize? Apologize for? For being your daughter? For your being jobless? For being unable to magic the information that you want? For being how I am?
You do nothing, and you expect everything to be done for you. You are so selfish.

my bday presents :D

Racial harmony ytd! lasy upload so just upload a couple.

oh dear. keep listening to ai zai ji yi zhong zhao ni by Raymond D: hahaa. but nice song sia~
anw have been writing a diary since last week for every school day, so resulted in being sian to blog in detail or blog much. xD sorry laa~

My Birthday today! and also my newborn niece's :) lol.
Received presents from different friends. All wishing me a happy birthday, and the wish came true! (because now is still 170708) I am having a very happy birthday!!! xD
Thanks to my besties who really did as I requested, writing long long letters despite some of them not having that habit but still written it. And also for telling me that Im appreciated and loved :D
Thanks to my dear friends who made the effort to go and buy presents for me, be it a cute Tigger in a honeypot stuffed with kinder bueno, or just a simple slab of choc bought this morning :D
Thanks to my friends who shook my hand or give me a hug to wish me a happy birthday :D
Thanks to my friends who specially told me that I can still look forward to belated birthday presents :D
This is just a simple summary of my thanks! I will be writing little cards to each of you to thank you for all the effort you all put in for little insignificant me. Really thank you all for making my last secondary school year birthday a warm and sweet and memorable one! *takes a deep bow*

typing this using onscreen keyboard. haha. cuz tired to sit up straight n lean towards keyboard. lol.
haha. kinda shi tai during last few min of eng. oops :x
wish my eldest sis deliver successfully!
went home earlier today and i cycled ard the flats, park(so many steep slopes!), roads for nearly an hour o.O lol. didnt realize kinda overstrained until i rch hm. legs all wobbly~
waah. have to rch sch tmr 640! thats the time i usually step out from my hse. -.,- haha. i abit gia-gia leh. i cnt take big shocks one leh.
but i can trust my group of besties this year round :D not like the ones that took my trust and trample it on the ground and dump it into the bin on my bday

hee. updating for the sake of updating.
been going into fits of spontaneous craziness every now and then.
and I realised that mood swings can be a good thing, when it swings towards the "I can be quite carefree and happy by myself" side. hahaha. so walked all the way home today alone, but in a relatively good mood except for my aching legs. :D
gotta do SS lo~~

2 impt matters:
1 - I LEARNED HOW TO PLAY THE DUH-EVERYONE-KNOWS-HOW-TO-PLAY CARD GAME, DAI DI!!!! WOOHOO! *pulled a cracker*
2 - I STEPPED INTO AND ATE AT FISH AND CO.!! *set off fireworks*

was reading an email, then realised that its that old old story about a teacher asking each student to write down sth nice about each of her/his classmates. then she collected them and gave each student a list of all the nice stuff that was written abt him/her. then they go ooh and aah and "wow, i didnt know that someone appreciates me" ,etc. then years later after this activity, one of the classmate died. the teacher and all his classmates turned up at his funeral. the guy's parents showed the teacher a paper that was on him when he died. its that old piece of paper that have all the nice stuff about him. then the rest of the classmates admitted that they too, had kept the piece of paper. some carry it in their wallet, some put it in their wedding album... Ive read this before I think, but just now reading it again I actually go a bit teary. actually can understand why they would keep the piece of paper even years down the road :D

eeeeeeeeeek. Koizora is gg to be made into a drama serial. and/but it's NOT acted by the original actors!!! they go and find some ulu ppl and give the same hairstyle and everything. eeyer. not nice de. ruin the beautiful (okay, AND cliche) love story that miura haruma and yui aragaki portrayed. hmph.

was watching some past XGDD3 videos of Lin Xin Yi (the contestant I xin shang alot).
then came across one particular episode. The judge Yuan Wei Ren was saying that she sings very well but have been trying some other things, and that he has been anticipating to be moved but didnt, and gave her a 2/5 mark. Then Zhang Yu said he dont know why is the focus on choosing difficult songs. then gave a example of a chef who is pro cooks delicious fried rice, doesnt mean that he must go and cook shark's fin and abalone.

I so agree with Zhang Yu can. when contestants keep singing songs that they are adept at, then they will say not versatile enough. when they try other songs they say that the songs are too chicken-feet and/or unsuitable for them. -.- cant blame for xinyi for becoming confused.

[edited] edited this post to add a v.impt piece of info. I GREW BY ... one CM! ah well. at least I grew :D and congrats to the guy who finally hit the one seven zero mark. :)

had breakfast with nadia, hueit, wanting and weiching today :D sad that wen didnt come though. sick at home. D: get well soon dear!

today was quite a relaxed day, other than having to write a chi compo :D p.e., no math, watch movie for eng, write compo for chi, then bio do data logging, and THATS IT. whahahahah. although my set of old bones after going through p.e. feel like collapsing DD:

watched the episode of the "xing guang da dao 123". then really sia, a few of the 3rd one really pro. not bad not bad. no wonder so many people watching it.

have been taking photos whenever I rmb... want to "save" more memories of my last year of secondary school life (which I must say have a zillion more memories that I want to rmb then my pathetic primary school life which I don't rmb much of anyway) hohum. wish that this small tiny little weeny dream of mine can be shi xian! :DD *hint hint: stop evading my camera!*

tiredtiredtired...
sleepysleepysleepy...
sodeadsodeadsodead...
roarrrrrrrrrr~

aww crap. gotta chiong 2 letters and 1 lit essay. like, right now, tonight. >.< argh. this is the result of laziness + slackness. T.T

anw. realized that many of my friends falling sick nowadays. either having headaches, or else having fever, cough, flu, etc. shld be the combi of not-out-of-holidays-feel + exam stress + crappy weather (swinging between pouring rain and inhumane hot sun) + germs spreading ard. haiz. although I must say Im lucky cuz Im quite okay. haha. fell sick the first week of hols so now I think I more immune le. xian ku hou tian. whahaha.

but anw. just want to tell all my friends who are sick to take care, drink more water, have more rest, and get well soon! Those who are fine, to also take more care, also drink more water, and stay immune and healthy! cause quoting frm mr chan, "It sucks to fall sick now." xD

mood swinging like a pendulum.

How to win lottery:
It is a combination of 天时，地利 and 人和.
Person to take down the results of lottery: Your youngest daughter
Location of recording: Her study room
Materials: Her mobile phone and earpiece
To summarize in one sentence:
Get your daughter to sit in her study room and record down the results that is aired over the radio from her mobile phone.
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whatever.

Basketball Fire coming soon! just saw the 1min preview. Jerry Yan is shuai shuai shuai manzx. haha. finally with a hairstyle that I see on him I think is shuai de.
ok. random.
Jade Liu's album is nice~
lessons tmr!
---end of boring blog post of a bored blogger---

saw a pri sch friend today! lol. was at some kopitiam near his school and I was queueing for some drinks. then i was like looking ard then saw some tall guy some places behind me in the queue then you know you know, that angle quite shuai. summore i saw him bend down to pick up coins that a boy dropped and pass it to him. then i take my drinks to go back to my seat then he happened to look up. then as i walk passed him, im like, ..........?! that was shawn! lol. and ya, as usual, didnt say hi to him. usual reason: I am a serious member of the ai mian zi grp, and therefore choose to avoid awkward situations whereby you recognize somebody and the person doesn't recognize you. xD
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FTLY broke 10! haha. and xiaotian and river have to go swim naked. xD then their company
headache; how to show that they really go naked and at the same time cnt 有伤风化. lololol.

listened to XiaoJingTeng's album (yaya, the guy Jacq's in love with). although he's not exactly my fav singer, due to the fact that his 闷骚personality that attracted so many and dubbed as 'cute' does NOT attract me due to his extra long lag time in answering questions just plain irritates me :X no offence. and also sometimes after listening to him sing is quite a tiring thing as his voice can be a bit over-power-packed. to me la.
I have to say this album is not bad due to the strong 创作班底, such as Mayday's Shin, the Lee brothers, QingFeng from soda green,etc and he also sings the songs well, and the whole album is generally优.
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我们到这个世界上来不是来互相伤害 :)

关。我。屁。事。

HORH. QI DAO manx.
it's like hello?! i didnt even do anything and you need to get it off your chest and you start to lecture me about SOMEONE ELSE. WTF is this?!! *raises my hand and ask, "Erm. I think you got the wrong person here."*

=.= +++++++

我忍。
我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍我忍

plan for tmr:
- go popular
- buy bubble tea
- buy shark's fin, tapioca, mua chee, tea egg, honey chicken wing, taiwan sausage (tentative cause no money liao)
- go library
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sry nadia. wasnt able to blog on your bday :x but I know you know that I love ya lots :DD

missing quite a few ppl DD:

eeee. I so don't like temperamental people who luan fa pi qi and blame everything on everyone else except himself. *swears and curses

I so want to get out of my house...
and dont come back.

wah. Anna in FTLY is soosoosoo EVIL~ argh. zui du fu ren xin. *shakes head*
Second ep of Honey and Clover still so funny. i so love the guy acting as ren sen tian! joe in the show evil sia. Know that yagong likes him and yet always keep an amibiguous attitude. hmph.

These few days were kind of like a xiaoshuo marathon for me. was so caught up that I just continued one book after another. oops. Im supposed to be studying :x

yo all. sick of seeing the sickly post and so shall push it down by updating :D
so ya. much much better these days alrd. still in the slack mode though. now last minute chionging 2 bio essays before midnight (dateline!) although not compulsory cuz I passed my bio, but still, must keep improving!

sigh. knew abt sth. but kinda helpless about it.
Actually I have this belief, that no matter what is said to a person, no matter how encouraging, how blood-stirring, no matter the speaker is someone who matters alot; as long as the person listening does not change his/her attitude, whatever is being said would not have any lasting impact, or even have any impact at all.
ok. this chunk is random "/

hahaa. just received a phone call. cant say who. (shhh!) but was so amused by it that I changed my pm to "in the centre of happenings with none of it happening to me. sigh. 青春啊青春~" lol. haix. but I must admit IM BORED.

ROAR~ BEING UNWELL IS TOTALLY HORRIBLE. GOT LESSONS TOMORROW SOMEMORE. -.-"
HEAD~ACHE GO AWAY, PLEASE DON'T EVER COME AGAIN~

ah. crap. wo sheng bing le :( start of holidays somemore. booo.
whew. survived the PTC. must be really lucky that day manz. and I only then realised that Mrs Ashari is my mentor. xD lol.
feeling giddy~ shall not say much.

I never believed in what I couldn't see

once again, fantastic episode of FTLY :D when xinyi said 'zaijian' to cunxi that part is so sad D: and qiaoen's acting skills are really great.
anw. Wish to see you again ended. new show coming up by Joe! saw the previews and were ROFL xD. watch out for it ppl. it's called 蜂蜜幸运草. shall upload one of the pic that makes me go LOL.

lol. so funny xD

click this link to go watch the preview!!

sigh. he just don't get the fcking point. *knocks head repeatedly against the wall*

shall ke zhi my feelings for now.
i shall just say one sentence.
when can I don't have to face this.
fcked up life.

emotional hurt tends to lead to physical hurt.

amazing how hormonal changes affect one so much.
basically, most likely due to my xiao hong coming, I have been experiencing serious mood swings - tearing at every report about the 5.12 earthquake, started crying in the midst of a phone call, etc. geez. D:

anw. was feeling 忿忿不平 after hearing Mrs Lim talk bout the cyclone Nargis in Myanmar. A cyclone swept past and so many people are on the verge of dying but could be saved if aid arrived fast enough, and the junta refused aid from other countries?! Insisted that it's a holiday and refused to give out visas, now also. wth is that. the foreign aid could have saved so many more lives. some more insisted they want the supplies but not the people, just so they can monopolize the supplies and channel them to the military to keep them happy, and so that they can grip on to their power. wtf is this man. won't they feel the weight of countless lives hanging on their conscience? won't they toss and turn in their beds at night, haunted by nightmares? or are they so power-hungry that the suffering of the people does not matter? even till now the death toll, actual happenings in the disaster area are unknown, as the military has set up checkpoints to keep foreigners out of the disaster zone. ..... ARGH. >.<++

让我们红尘做伴活得潇潇洒洒

I need to break out of the emo wall that is building around me before it suffocates me.

My battle Plan: Me v.s. EMO
Destroying EMO with Friends'encouragement-happiness-willpower-,etc.

K.O.

wahahahah. lol. sorry for the spastic pictures.
seriously, I will try to be fine de, but thanks anyway dear all, for showing that you care. sry lor, I admit that Im superficial, I need to see/feel that you care, even if you care you don't let me know, then how i know?? xD

to one of my zui ai de ren:
don't worry too much about me. sorry I didnt reply to your sms when you ask me to SMILE,etc. I was really touched. But I didn't know how to express that, and I also don't want to give some perfunctory answer. so zai zhe li, I want to say that I really really appreciate all the smses you sent me :D and I know that you also may not be feeling v.okay recently. so let's jiayou tgt, k? love ya lots!

If you need someone you're feeling blue
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder

[edited]
P.E. was fun.
Mac Breakfast rawks.
Was high for some periods of time.
Was feeling low way down to the bottom at others.

my apologies/thanks:
To mm. no matter that you keep insisting that you are fierce, I still think you are nice! one of the best teachers ard :)
To wen. sry cant pei you have lunch :(

my thanks:
To huix. for comforting me when I need a shoulder :) and for ba wo fang zai xin shang and made the effort to call me to make sure Im fine. i was touched that you cared.
To nadia. for making the effort to come my class just to tell me that you won't be able to accompany me after school. and thus not letting me wait like a idiot for others like last time.
To aneesh, ganesh, chiachiu, nigel, yuxiang. for the many words of encouragement :D, concern, and the restrain in bastarding. xD
To those who smsed me and let me feel that maybe I do matter to some. It may seem like ju shou zhi lao to you all, but it means a lot to me that my friends actually make the effort to know whether I'm dead or alive, to know if I'm alright and do worry about me. :)

to those who are concerned: I did cry, and I took a long bus ride alone, and then Im fine alrd. dun worry. I very strong de :D
to those who don't give a damn: you probably don't even make the effort to know whether I'm dead or alive so probably won't see this anyway. lalala~

thanks for all the encouragement ppl :D
though the guys sometimes bastard ppl alot but they actually not so bad laa. they at least wont hurt another person intentionally. :)

how do you say something that is a fact and is hurting and you know that the person at the receiving end would not take it easily? just don't say it. but that's deception isn't it? ah crap. >.<

wah. realised that I missed my friends lots when I saw them today o.O hahaa.

today played some blindfold thingy and group 3 won! xD
then got this graphic calc thingy. then I did sth and took a pic of it but I lazy upload now. Shall upload next time ^^

Simply loves Fated to Love You!! this ep Dylan totally rawks. ai si ta le. but anna coming back next ep... and from the preview, cunxi is gonna be a damn bastard to xinyi again..T.T
Rolling Love is starting to warm up! (although at a very slow rate) but wish that the plot can progress faster...
Wish to See You Again ending next week. finally can get the show over and done with. lucky they know to not to drag the script any longer. but dunno what show after tt sia.

okay. I was totally stunned and mortified when I logged on to my Flixster account.

I actually created an account and my username is SCHNAPY. @_@ omg. i must have been desperate then. x( *covers my face. this is so diu lian!!!~~~~

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feel like watching Accuracy of Death and Made of Honor...

to buyaomawo:
thanks for the concern but you don't tell me who you are how I know who to find?? -.-
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anw. just for the general information. i guessed who the hell is buyaomawo liao. =.=

Stronger - Britney Spears
hush, just stop there's nothing you can do or say,
baby i've had enough
i'm not your property as from today, baby
you might think that i won't make it on my own but now
i'm chorus stronger than yesterday
now it's nothing but my way
my lonliness ain't killing me no more
i'm.. stronger
end chorus
that i ever thought that i could be,
baby i used to go with the flow
didn't really care 'bout me
you might think that i can't take it,
but you're wrong cause now
i'm… but now
i'm chorus stronger than yesterday
now it's nothing but my way
my lonliness ain't killing me no more
i'm.. stronger come on, now oh, yeah
here i go, on my own i don't need nobody,
better off alone here i go, on my own now
i don't need nobody, not anybody here i go,
alright, here i go but now
i'm chorus stronger than yesterday
now it's nothing but my way
my lonliness ain't killing me no more
i'm.. stronger
stronger than yesterday
now it's nothing but my way
my lonliness ain't killing me no more
chorus stronger than yesterday
now it's nothing but my way
my lonliness ain't killing me no more
i'm.. stronger

you might as well had dump a bucket of cold water over me.
I mean, fine. Im not on the list for most-sought-out-for-going-out-on-weekends cause of my hse restrictions. and that's perfectly fine. I mean I got used to not being even asked. so that part is fine.
but you don't come and sms asking me whether I had any plans and when I replied, you don't even have the courtesy to say sorry, but I've made other plans. And you just ignored my message? And i've got to find out the next day by reading the blogs of you few, gushing about what a wonderful and fun day it had been for you?

do you know that everytime I read the blog posts of you few about you all going out and having fun and I don't even know about it until i read it, it's like a stab to my heart?

*slaps myself*

It's Bliss.
It's MOS Seafood Kakiage Rice Burger.

okay. (points upwards) that was random xD

wah. these whole week every night got dreams sia. all school-related o.O
now mind is in a total blank. @.@
shall post again when I feel more sane.

anw. whos buyaodawo ? I swear wo bu hui da ni, cuz I realised that it's quite true xD

DORAEMON IN ANG MO KIO

haha. damn cute.
actually I want take pic with it de :( but need to buy $10 worth of stuff to get the 2 magnets to take pic with it. so ya. and anw. I found out that his sister is called DOREMI. xD



lol. found these 2 winter apparel in my room xD

it's so amazingly euphoric when you tried so hard and finally at some n times u actually got what u want. hao kai xin~~

yay. got my specs. shall look intellectual and maybe the look will rub off on me and maybe I will be smarter in the process xD

hee. xiao diao liao~~

damn tired. as usual, even if got stuff also cnt blog. :X so ya.
...
O! have sth! haiyo it's like this. cuz I havent finished studying SS ytd so decided to wake up at 3plus to study. but as usual, my subconsious mind will just switch of the alarm and I would go back to sleep. but I got nightmare! :X I dreamt that the HCL paper ends at 430pm and I woke up at 420pm which means I totally missed the paper. The nxt paper is SS and it starts at 430pm until 6plus (dun ask me why, dreams are illogical). but then got another person suddenly appear. apparently he's also late xD
....
I know that's random.
*knocked out*
...
*wakes up again*
shall post some photos.

doodles done by me (1)doodle done by me (2)
doodle done by me (3)

love these 2 cars. damn shuai.
scenic view of Bedok Reservoir Park
hee. two girls attempting to 'fish'

a very deceiving pic of me and huix. xD

Job done.

*knocked out again*

translated this from the chinese translation of Koizora's original novel. the chinese one has more 'feel' but I think the current blogskin im using will tend to hav some probs when I type in chi. so ya. here's it:


If I never met you that day.

I think, I would not feel
so hurt,
so miserable,
so sad,
so heartbroken.

But, If I never met you.
I also would not know
such happy,
such gentle,
such loving,
such warm,
such blissful feelings...

The tearing me,
today, is still gazing at the sky.

Gazing at the sky.

watching The Crucible during english. interesting show. just read about it on the net so I won't miss much even if I have oral tmr. :D

They Kiss Again ended... shall miss zhishu and xiangqin :(

looking forward to Jiro and Danson in Rolling Love :)

Fated to Love You nice as usual. though I think next ep will have some funny but/and sad moments. Lol. Got Dylan!

Just randomly watched a section of the most recent ep of Wish To See You Again (I watched Part 1 of Episode 1 long ago and ceased to continue). It actually looks to have some interesting parts cause finally the plot's heating up. Shall add it as one of my "to watch" list for next week.

hee. shall get my new specs on sat! :DD

Here are the translations of the song Heavenly Days by Yui Aragaki I found from the net for fellow lovers of this song ^^ scroll down for the chinese translation.

Heavenly Days Translation
I turn off the time to wake up before the alarm clock ressounds
I don’t know why but I can already remember you
I wonder if, before I know it, I’ll forget
even the miracle of being able to meet you for one hundred minutes
Will I end up forgetting even that I’ve forgotten?

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there’s no way to feel you ever again, ah
I’m locking up those days that are still a bit warm

Tired of walking, I sat down and was at a loss, if you were with me
We could have talked about something like our unbearable dream’s fate
I couldn’t say it by the ticket barrier, I wanted to say
That I feel “Thank you” are maybe words
much sadder than “goodbye”

Heavenly days, I wonder if I could smile properly
At the scene of our last kiss, I couldn’t even
grasp your shivering hands, not even my tears fell, ah
Now that it’s too late, they overflow when I’m alone

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there’s no way to feel you ever again, ah
Even if I stretch out my hands, you’re not here anymore
I’ll walk on under a new light
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
在闹钟响起前醒来 将时间停止
无论何时想起的 总是关于你的事
与你相遇的这亿万分之一的奇迹 是否在不知不觉中忘却了呢
就连忘却这件事本身 也一定被忘却了吧？

heavenly days 在胸前的口袋中 寻找你离去的余温
尽管不再想念你我愿将那还有些许温暖的时光锁存

摊坐下来 不知该何去何从
两人一起聊聊无法实现的梦想 命运之类
在检票口没能说出心底想说的话
我想 说『谢谢』这句话 多半比『再见』更叫人难过

heavenly days 是否已能真心地笑出来呢？
直到最后的吻 都没有去握你颤抖的手 就连眼泪也没掉
如今变成孤单一人的我 才发现泪已满溢
heavenly days 在胸前的口袋中 寻找你离去的余温
尽管不再想念你 试着伸出手 你也已经不在这里了
我会在新的光芒之下 迈出自己的脚步

really appreciate that nowadays you two would just wander by to say hi :D

I'm so disappointed in you... You broke my heart.

你幸福过吗？
我曾经很幸福过

went for bedok cip today. wah. damn tired. gotta stand there with hueit for hours looking at car plates. lol. still rmb the uncle saying "Excuse me, but I am a MP. may i know where to go?" lol.

watching koizora again...

可不可以不勇敢
你用浓浓的鼻音说一点也没事
反正又美又痛才是爱的本质
一个人旅行也许更有意思
和他真正结束才能重新开始
几年贴心的日子换分手两个字
你却严格只准自己哭一下子
看着你努力想微笑的样子
我的心像大雨将至那么潮湿
我们可不可以不勇敢?
当伤太重心太酸无力承担
就算现在女人很流行释然
好像什么困境都知道该怎么办
我们可不可以不勇敢?
当爱太累梦太乱没有答案
难道不能坦白的放声哭喊?
要从心底拿走一个人很痛很难

yay. got a chio new hp today!! :D though I miss my old hp which is so attuned to me (albeit it being rusty and having half its buttons spoilt xD), always withstanding all the violence I inflicted upon it when I was always dumping it ard. hahah. so happy my new hp got this usb cable to connect to com! can now send pics and stuff to com le :DD

today was a fun fun day.
tmr's speech day!

沮丧时总会明显感到孤独的重量
多渴望懂得的人给些温暖借个肩膀

现在分手 总好过你不爱我一拖再拖

那么的在乎 显得我到底有多狼狈

逆着风想吹干眼泪 说不出的痛 越藏越多

像个气球看似快乐却很容易破

沒人了解 才選擇隔絕這世界

Just feel like updating :)
don't feel like talking abt life.
so. Fated to Love You really really really nice!!!!
hahahaah.
shall not elaborate the funny parts cuz if u din watch it also wun make sense.
like one of the cha qu of the show. shall wait for the ost to come out to listen to the whole song.
ah well.
sorry all.
I know I'm crapping.
On the escape from the realities of life.~
ha. anyhow act chim.
xD

hohoho.
Isn't it just like last time? :D
Once more a beloved friend closed me out.
Once more a dear friend confides in another.
Once more I felt as if a door is slammed in my face.
Isn't life perfectly wonderful?
I'm so amused by it all
and
laughing so hard that
I can cry ^o^

woohoo. went for choir concert ytd. shall report step by step what happened...

(pm)
0550 - met hueiting at amk mrt. cross over the barrier. saw nigel chiachiu junlin eddie. we say hi to each other. hueiting walked up the escalator and I followed.
talked on the train....
0620 - I was like, hueiting, I think we are on the wrong train. :D then we got off at admirlty and crossed over.
0705 - we finally reached and met liwen wanting ivan wenjia and jacq.
took the train to raffles place. and we ran the whole dist to vch. -.- in heels for gods sake.
0733 - managed to reach the place in time not to get blocked out. hahahah.

loved the choir concert finale. sooooooo funny. lol.
saw alot of familiar faces ard. then all wear until v.nice. lol. but a grp of guys all wear similar checkered long sleeves shirt and white jeans then it's so aa can. haha.

oops. realize that my blog is kinda dead. have been updating my other blog regularly then too sian to update this one. :X

so ytd was the 2.4 run. eee. i really dont like running long dist (cuz Im just horrible at it). but at least it's over~~ yay. thanks to my dear friends who cheered me on!! although my timing is still quite crap but at least I passed better :D

stoning until it's time to prepare for choir concert~

几分
不管昨天你对我说过了什么
今天的我还是依然依然沉默
两个人生气着 看着谁先舍不得
何必这样来试探我们的缘份
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候 才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分 这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真 何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分 这是你永远的疑问 只
有最后一切才有定论
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候 才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分 这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真 何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分 这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
没有值不值得当失去了有什么好争
就在转身之后 我的不舍有多么的真
所以爱有几分 这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真 何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分 这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
只有最后一切才有定论

excuses, excuses.
fine. I'M the one at FAULT.

was in a kinda siao mode today. having severe moodswings. with violent being the most common one. I sincerly apologized to those whom I've traumatized as a result of my 'violent' mood. I assure you that I am really not a violent person. :D

it's the npcc and ncc stepping down parade today. basically I ran about holding 3 cameras and helping Eileen and Nadia take photos? haha. actually this day would have been much more enjoyable if my xiaohong havent came and cause an earthquake :x anw. while they having parade got ppl damn rude lor. still continue playing basketball there. quote sth which nadia said, "How would they feel if they were playing a basketball match an ad the uniform groups are at the side shouting commands?". zzz. so unconcientious.

liked the last part of the npcc parade: after the command 14, 1, 2, the sec4 batch marched forward counting 14 steps then throw their beret into the air. then they ran. was wondering why when I realised that they had some sort of tradition or sth whereby they stepped on each others shoes even seniors. lol.

also liked the last part of the ncc parade: the part where they stomp their feet and chant that ncc thingy. hee. got record. but some bai mu guy go walk past. argh. then they also throw their berets. after that they unrolled their sleeves. lol.

Polaroid photos are so cool! soemhow has a 'feel' to it that normal printed photos don't have. haha.

since when it changed from a
"wah! Thanks alot for waiting for me sia. ^^" to
"you waiting for me" to
"we didn't know you are waiting" to
"bye" to
"..."

ah. changes changes.

nvm. at least now it's
"You want me to wait for you?" and
"I wait for you" and
"wah you really don't mind waiting for me sia"

ah. feeling of being appreciated and appreciation.

人一旦迷醉于自身的軟弱，便會一味軟弱下去，會在眾人的目光下倒在街頭，倒在地上，倒在比地面更低的地方。

爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去不过三个字，不是我爱你，我恨你，便是算了吧。你好吗？对不起。

能够说出的委屈，便不算委屈；能够抢走的爱人，便不算爱人

found this long long long ago during my search for quotes. damn funny:
男:对 你无情 你残酷 你无理取闹 　　
女:那你就不无情!?不残酷!?不无理取闹!? 　　
男:我哪里无情!?哪里残酷!?哪里无理取闹!? 　　
女:你哪里不无情!?哪里不残酷!?哪里不无理取闹!? 　　
男:我就算在怎么无情 再怎么残酷 再怎么无理取闹也不会比你更无情 更残酷 更无理取闹 　　
女:我会比你无情!?比你残酷!?比你无理取闹!? 你才是我见过最无情 最残酷 最无理取闹的人 　　
男:哼 我绝对没你无情 没你残酷 没你无理取闹 　　
女:好 既然你说我无情 我残酷 我无理取闹我就无情给你看 残酷给你看 无理取闹给你看 　　
男:看吧 还说你不无情 不残酷 不无理取闹现在完全展现你无情 残酷 无理取闹的一面了吧.

Life doesn't get so bad when you had a someone to talk to, to listen to, who makes the effort to find you, who would keep you company when the majority is going elsewhere. Ya. Not so bad. :)

Just don't make any decision that you may regret... Be strong :)

ah. scared of diverted calls ... :S

watched the newest ep of They Kiss Again. Just mainly watch the main characters nia. Lucky this ep ZhiShu sweeter to XiangQin ^^
then watched Fated to Love You. DAMN FUNNY! MUST WATCH. GO, SHOO. xD kept laughing out loud during the whole show. and it's only ep 2. haha. And Dylan is cute (the XiaoLan of Kungfu Dunk.) =)

Don't keep everything to urself dearie. Im always here to provide protection (xD) and listening ear and advice and shoulder and hug. ^^

Life is so much easier when you are giving and taking instead of giving all the time. I really appreciate you 2 for making my life so much easier :) and happier

eyecandy is extra cute today with earphones and mic xD

chionging probability revision.

last cca tmr.

yay. can watch updated shows tmr =)

yay yay holiday :] fell alseep ytd without even realising. today woke up first thought was "huh? I was alseep?!" haha.



met up with wanting today. actually want go sing K de, but she scared that ulu place not open on public hols -.- so stayed in amk hub. haha. went to the arcade played some games. we were walking past the Initial D section when wanting was like, eh, this one like got credit de. but nobody on it. then wanting was like quick!! go play!! i was like huh??!! but in the end still got in xD haha. got trashed by the machine. then we go take neoprint!

after that cause wanting say she bored of hub so we go J8. then we go the arcade again xD. rode the bike and played photohunt.

so ya. end of story :]

shall make an effort to update. even Im sick of the same post =.=
oops, I should be studing bio now :x

cannot post about all the private stuff, so what shall I post about??
I shall post about ME xD
- frequently having extremely extreme frequent mood swings. and having no reason at all. I can be laughing one moment and feeling damn emo the next.
- sick of feeling sick -.- last night slept at 1plus, woke up at 4plus cause I choked, went back sleep, missed my alarm, woke up at 6.45 and gotta chiong out of the house to school with no breakfast no nothing.
- realised that I'm not a very nice person. somehow.

wen must take care horhx...
nadia must cheer up horhx...
hueit must not emo horhx...
weiching must continue happy worhx..
wanting...
must stop being er xin horhx...xD

wah. now whenever randomly think of some scenes in Koizora will feel a bit teary sia. oh dear. too absorbed by the movie. haha.

new drama showing this weekend. 命中注定我爱你.watch the trailer and alrd laughing like siao~

I hate unreasonable ppl.

just watched Koizora at amk hub with wanting today.
It's a very simple story and predictable plots.
But.
Everyone still cried like hell.
I mean the whole cinema. You can hear people gasping for the last half an hour man.
And me and wanting were in floods.
but there ppl who were practically bawling that we cant help laughing at the same time. lol.
the front part of the movie damn cute. lots of laugh out loud parts.

AND HIRO IS SOOOOOOOO SHUAI.

shall watch Step Up 2: The Streets next. =)

watched some videos of Mars today. still one of my fav shows after years. only couple that has real chemistry in the show. haha. anw. was laughing at this part where Ling bashes up her girlfriend's sicko stepfather:
Ling: 你这个无耻的家伙 (punches him in the face)
想到你的血颜色跟我一样我就气 (punches him in the face again)
想到你的命跟我一样重要我就更气 (punches him in the stomach)
你有权利活下去我就气到要死 (used his knee to knock him in the stomach)
*cheers for ling!*

yay. 200th post!

7 March Cross Country + Sports Carnival
Hmm. shall not post about the very starting of the day so that I will forget…

Had a super long wait at Harbourfront station for the bus to come and take us into Tanjong Beach in Sentosa. Finally we squeezed on one.

cross country for girls started. I thought Nadia walking then in the end she running and I couldn’t keep up. So run at the back with Wen and walked for most part of it with our cameras. Lol.

When on the return route the guys who started later starting to catch up and over take. I saw Aneesh first then said go aneesh. Then when we saw Ivan we were like Wow Ivan JIAYOU! Haha. Then basically as the guys run past we said jiayou to the ones we know. I saw people like Nigel, Ganesh, Jonathan, etc and said jiayou.

During prize giving for cross country, I went up to the front to take pic of Nigel, Aneesh and Ivan taking the prize mah. Then Melvin very nearby, then I gei siao gei siao took a few pics.

During the tug-of-war game I took Ben’s shuai photos upon request of nadia. during the whole thing I basically just wander about with nadia. haha.

It’s our turn for Bossa Ball. …… I got up with them and started hopping. The thing is not just hot, it’s SCALDING. I basically didn’t hit the ball cause they all so pro. Then anyway our team damn cool, trashed them and Jun An was like rotate! And we rotated. I don’t know how to describe but it was damn cool. Anyway, by the time I was up there on 1 minute I can feel blisters forming on my soles. But got to keep jumping and I couldn’t get off. So I just hold back my tears and keep jumping. The middle position was a relief for a very very short moment cause it’s cooler but got to get out soon. I was like praying trash them and let me get down. Then switch over. By this time, the pain was so overwhelming and increasing that I bit my hand to keep going. When it finally ended, I stumbled down on the brink of tears. I want to cry and couldn’t find nadia. Then I saw wen. I stumbled over and say wen~ and started crying into her shoulder. She xia dao and asked what happened. I was gasping that it hurts a lot.

Then not sure what happened but Eileen appeared. I sat on the ground and she rested my feet on her legs. Then they pour water, etc. wah. Eileen do stuff like apply lotion and keep my feet on her legs. I was so touched by her St John’s spirit sia. XIEXIE!! Then I asked ting li to sub other people in when she came to us how am i.

At about 2 plus, we damn bek cek already. Cause of the sun and of dehydration. So basically even the prize giving also couldn’t care much.

Happy cause got take a lot of photos with different ppl =)

then it’s dismissal. Cause the queue for the bus damn long so we decided to walk. Crazy people. Then we a bit siao diao, screaming, running down the slope, singing. Just kept moving mechanically. We were like saying this is ironman and survivor, etc. when we reached the sentosa sign there me, wen, wenjia, wanting, jacq and Ivan took pic there. Then WE FINALLY REACHED VIVO CITY. Just bought drinks and trudged to the interchange to take bus.

Just for future references, here are the places sunburnt/burnt:
-the strip across my nose
-the whole neck
-a ‘v’ in front
-upper side of both forearms up to the hand, even fingers
-half of both thighs
-the whole leg, especially right below the back of my knees
-my feet, have the slippers mark
-my soles
-my ears
my arms are exothermic.

WE OWNED SENTOSA .
p.s. though damn tiring, it is indeed a memorable enough cross country day of our last year of secondary school life.

8 March CIP at Anchorvale CC Opening
met nadia at Jubilee to go sengkang meet wanting they all. when we reached sk, they havent reach yet. anw, then we all go take LRT. so complicated worhs.
me and wen helped out at the cap distribution booth first. then so funny, the residents come our counter exchange blue caps for red caps. LOL.
when the lunch thingy started so damn hectic sia. it's like alamak, I dun mind if you wanna exchange 14 coupons for 14 lunch boxes and drinks, but at least can you find your own way of holding them all??? geez.
by the end of the day, I got lollipop, 1 red cap, 1 goodie bag and 1 photo.
after the event me Ivan and nadia take LRT back. then we saw the doors closing, me and Ivan managed to squeeze in. then nadia stranded there. so we got off next stop to take the next one. it's DAMN ULU. it's like forests on both sides???
then me and nadia wander ard compass, buy some stuff, then take 159 to amk, then wander ard amk hub...

too tired to blog....
totally chao ta... my skin now exothermic sia.
but gotto mention thanks... to eileen the paramedic that always kana stuck with sai gang... to those who asked me jiayou... to those who asked how am I... to those who helped to take the umbrella... to those who took photos with me...

WE OWNED SENTOSA.

my dog got painted into a chipmunk.

PATIENCE.
TOLERANCE.
OPTIMISM.

think tat this angle of joe damn shuai. haha. cuz normally I dun think he's that shuai de. then that day watch They Kiss Again then ta-duh!, saw this part. lol. SHUAI.

L!!!!

saw a few clips from Death Note. then realised actually in the first movie, he's way way way more paler then now, as in in L: Change the World. ah. totally in love with L. so kawaii!! credits to Kenichi Matsumaya for being such a cute L ^^

*****

Rest of the post are just some expressions of feelings I got from watching recent movies so dun read if it's not your interest. you will probably be bored.

*****

Watched L today. kinda impromptu. haha. cuz I always read those moie reviews de. then got quite a lot says that although ya, Kenichi Matsumaya is still very L, but even he cant save the movie. esp one critic whom always give very sharp views only gave this film a pathetic one and a half stars. Her viewpoint is that the genius of L is his weirdness, his brains, etc, it would be enough just to film some difficult case and he just solve them in his hi-tech room, why force him to straighten his back and leave his hi-tech rm in such a unglam manner and run all about?!

Lol. so basically I just wanted to watch L, as in, him. but about the movie. okay, i mean, ya, the main conflict in the movie is cliche but then Im an easily satisfied person regarding movies. *shrug* some of the flaws, or rather places I don't like are for example, the pace of the movie (v.slow, to me la), unecessary focus on irrelevant characters (like the camera stopping on the person's face for too long), some awkward lines and some extra elaboration at the wrong places. ah well. L is still cute, even cuter. :) anw. cried at the very end of the movie, cuz it's like omg, he's gg to die! haha.

Actually now reviewing the movie, the feelings I got kinda reminds me of Kungfu Dunk. Both are popular shows. Both have a central character who is totally cute/shuai/cool and whom you would spend money just to see him. Both being talented and charming as the character but still could not save the movie. Most prominently, both movies could be better, but due to the directors, the focus and feel of the movies became a bit off.

and with this, I end my speech. LOL.

shall update. hmm. now listening to old old songs like the theme of huan zhu ge ge. LOL. and watching the korean serial tae wang sa shi gi. it's actually unexpectedly nice. even the soundtrack is great. shall buy the dvd when the price drops by half.

realized that Im really quite a temperamental person. I can enjoy a person's company today and the next day I will feel irritated just hearing his or her voice and wish that the person is out of my sight. *shrug* I dun understand myself oso. haha.

hmm. discovered a few emo auras recently. just wn to tell my dear friends, Im really quite trouble-free recently and in a generally nice mood, so you are all welcomed to spill your troubles to me. I assure you that it's not any trouble to me and I will keep my mouth shut if you do not wish others to know. cross my heart! da jia yao jiayou orh!

watched an mv of the song qi zai sang by S.H.E for CJ7. then i cried like hell at the part where tt thingy used up its energy to save the guy. reminds me of pokemon the first movie where pikachu tried to wake Ash up. cried like an idiot at tt time too. lol. but the CJ7 thingy really v.cute leh. then got one scene got many of his fellow aliens de. haha. just like Stitch and his fellow "cousins", all the diff experiments. LOL.

haix. actually in v.gd mood de. vday mah. haha. then i went to Jacq's blog then saw the anti-fur thingy. then loaded the video. but basically I only dared to watch abt 2sec and saw the beating rod appear and closed the window. -.- ANTI-FUR

LOVES JUDY. anyway. no mood to post due to some irritating stuff. argh.

ehh. dunno how to start the post.
*cough**cough* let's see.

shopped tgt for weiching's CNY clothes in amk hub on new year's eve. hohoho. and the two clothes she bought are suggested by me!

then on chu yi. went to relative's hse. got a jolt when I saw my cousin. wah. xia dao xia. hmm. and not exactly in a positive way cuz, ya, bei xia dao by the hair. lol. so just laze abt the hse, eat a bit, sing a bit, play with the dog abit. then my 3rd aunt brought us kids out to collect angbaos. then return to the hse to watch 881. dunno wat to make of the show though it does has its touching moments.

the it's chu er! day for watching kungfu dunk and thus JAY CHOU. lol. then met weiching and wanting at the amk hub underpass there. the wanting told me that she asked weiching "你觉得Shub会穿什么？" and weiching replied "usual 黑黑 de lor." HAHAHA. and REALLY, I wore a black overall skirt. lols. THEN they tell me got JonJon and his friend. -.- but anw. he treated all of us, so ya, yay, save money. haha. O! and now Cathay got hot and sour soup leh!! warm de summore. hehe. highly recommended. JAY CHOU IS SO CUTE. got a lot of 经典 stuff in the movie. shall not post it in case ppl wn go watch and dun wn spoilers. lol. but seriously must go watch. got a few parts very gan dong worh. and some parts I just keep laughing and laughing. haha. hmm. but I suppose the movie could have been even better. of course none of the faults have anything to do with JayChou. haha. it's just that the director's focus is like a bit off. anyway. still a good film. o and JJ auto siam-ed. so nice of them :)

after the movie still got time (especially for me, once in a blue moon sia, cn go out late) then we were like brainstorming of available houses for us to go bai nian. haha. ppl in the vincity like hueit in malaysia so cnt. then finally decided on eugene's hse. haha. made calls and we were on their way there! raided his hse, and only managing to find one plate of bak wa and few bottles of vitagen. -.- then blah blah blah, blah blah blah, wanting went home, i pei weiching go eat with PR. then i go home...

on chu san. MY LUCKY DAY. played blackjack with my mom. my bet only 50 cent. but at the end of 10 min I won more than 10bucks. basically I kept won all the games save for a couple or three. wahahaha. windfall sia. actually want return my mom some de cause she lost quite a lot. then my sis and dad joined the game. essentially, my dad lost about 80 to 90 bucks to all of us so there's no need to return my money to mom. hehe.

eh. bought Jacq's present le. wanting de also zoa jiu bought le. so shall start collecting back my money!! heh heh heh.

“在台湾，每天练琴的孩子数不清，但每天练8小时琴的孩子只有周杰伦一个，这样的人能不红吗？”
---said by朱延平, director of Jay Chou's newest movie, Kung-fu Dunk

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oh god. when can I be free from the insane world?
I fear I may become part of that world if this goes on.
Please, no.
But. I'm reaching my limit.
I can't take it anymore.
But.
Nobody can help me.
nobody.

okay. great. I just found out 2mins ago that I have a bio test tmr. like wtf? If i havent visited the portal on a whim I wld be totally shocked tmr. and it's not like the knowledge of the test is gg to help since it's like almost 12am and I practically taking the test 8hrs later. and within this 8h Im sleeping, on the way to sch, attending flag raising, having chem lesson and boom! BIO TEST. and I have a chem test in the afternoon lesson. WTH!!!! argh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAY CHOU! AND WENJIA. hahaha.

named the present we gave her as Lee Mi Li. lols.

me and wanting went to maris stella high with the badminton team today. go and cou re nao. haha. watch until neck very suan and got headache sia. haha. saw my pri sch classmate playing against his best friend then. lol. although the results of the matches are, umm, but really have a few you xiu players with us. o, and I SO appreciate Anderson. O.O

sometimes I don't understand myself
I can tell myself don't care, but I never could really not care at all.

This was from sometime ago, the original being a chinese version. was moved by it and thought I would translate (my dad ask me do de) to english. since translate might as well post it. pls read! it's a letter to children from a parent.

When I am Old
When I am old,
No longer the me that I was.
Please
understand me,
Have more patience with me.
When I spilled soup on my
clothes,
When I forgot how to tie my shoelaces,
Please remember how I used
to teach you step by step.
When I repeat the words you are tired of over and
over again,
Please listen to me patiently, and do not interrupt me.
When
you were young, I had to repeat the fairytale that was told for thousand of
times, until you fell asleep.
When I need your help in showering,
Please
do not reprimand me.
Do you still remember how I tried all ways to coax you
to bath when you were young?
When I felt helpless with the new technology and
things, please do not laugh at me.
Remember how I used to answer every single
‘Why?’ that you asked.
When my legs tire and I could not walk,
Please
support me with your young and strong arms.
Just like when you were young,
the way I held you.
When I suddenly forgot the topic of our conversation,
please give me some time to remember.
Actually, what matters to me is not
what we are talking about;
As long as you are with me listening,
I am
content.
When you look at the ageing me, please do not be sad.
Understand
me, support me, just like when you were learning how to live, the way I had
treated you.
At the beginning, I lead you to step on life’s path,
Now,
please accompany me to the end of my life’s journey.
Give me your love and
patience, and I will repay with a thankful smile.
This smile contains the
boundless love I have for you.

lol. zui jin got many eyecandies worh.
anw. I LOVE MY FRIENDS :D

argh. im dead beat. shows how impt is sleep. =.=
needless to say, sleepy=tired=grumpy=dun feel like blogging.
ha.

okay. I admit Im blur. -.-
other than almost flyin down the stairs ytd.
it's like this. i set my alarm today to be at 5.30. so i slept. then i woke
up, checked my phone, and thot the alarm just went. so i went to take a shower.
then i realise it's FOUR THIRTY. =.=
crap. Im TIRED~

okay. Im so dead. argh. im so bloody busy!!

Currently im trying to
chiong my13 page additional geog assignment in 2hours, and i havent touch my
goeg hols assignment, I havent finished all the topics of my chem assignment, i
havent done my four question math hw, not to mention the hols one, I havent
finish my ss sbq, i havent touched my lit hw and I havent studied for tmr chem
mastery test.

AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!! *惨叫~*
so all in all. no time to blog
properly. bye~

p.s. just wanna say. dun stress ppl, da jia yi qi jia
you!!!

supposed to chiong my ss homework de... but in the end come and change my
blogskin. anyway. I dunno how to amend the html for the prev posts and such
stuff, so pls make do with it by highlighting and scrolling if u wanna
read.

hm. most of my subjects teachers change lo. most for the better la.
haha.

now everyday dou hen shao jian mian de gan jue. or dun have enough time to
talk proper. sadded. everyone so busy de. now then realised how lucky we were in
lower sec. T.T

argh. nxt time then post more. gotta chiong my ss. gotta hand up
tmr..

hahaha. was listening to Joe Cheng's first and new song. lol. so cute. but you will get kinda sleepy~ btw, I love the zhishu in they kiss again more than the first series. lol.

I passed the last few 15min of 2007 playing mahjong with my mum. haha. then we din count down or anything, just see the clock says 12 then my mum go lit a few sparklers for luck. lol. then go back playing mahjong. hahaha.

it's a new year! feel like saying some ganxing de hua. wn say thanks first. one by one, more sincerity mah. haha. in no particular order:

the gang that still kept tgt despite being in different classes:
-wen for being so cheery and hdb tai-tai, for ur efforts to keep in touch with us despite ur "attachment", and for just being yourself :D
-wanting for being so smart (i feel v.proud abt it. lol), for being so slow, for always being available for hugs, for putting up with me when I smack too hard xD
-wenjia for being available for hugs, for ur comfy shoulder, for being a listener, for telling me how phlegm is pronounced xD
-nadia for being the love of my life (lol), for always being there for me when I need someone, for ur hugs, ur smses, for confiding in me
-weiching for being so ke ai, for being the kai xin guo, for ur gossips (:P), for always being urself, for confiding in me
-hueiting for being so sotong, for not taking offence whenever we tease you, for always being so innocent and good-tempered, for being honest with me
-jacq for being soooo YOU, for ur efforts to make gifts for me, for being so cute xD
-ivan for being my best friend, for giving in to me, for noticing when im down, for ur weird encouragement smses :P
-sarah for being so hyper always, for ur laughter
-daphne for being so cute, for ur wide smile, for coming to us when ur alone
-jean for sitting beside me during chi class and for pei-ing me
I dun make friends v.easily and thus am very glad and touched that we kept tgt the last year, going out, mugging tgt, remembering and celebrating each others' birthdays, or just talking and crapping tgt :D

other peeps frm class 2/1'06:
- thanks for saying hi still, for turning up for the chalet (though i wasnt there :X), for still being 2/1ish :)

peeps from 3/5'07
-aliya for being so cute, for encouraging me to chiong math tgt, for being so sweet, for ur hugs
-syatirah for ur efforts to teach me math even though im a gone case
-jonathan for being so damn pro in everything, for always lending me ur work (xD), for ur funny ezlink and library card photos that u dun let us see but we still saw XD
-anna for always fighting with yuxiang ;)
-yuxiang for cracking us up whenever u fought with jon and anna, for lending me ur work also, for being so spastic
-afiqa, poorani for sitting behind us and always make me laugh
-chenteng for still staying friends from pri sch to now
-augustine for being my brother and calling me Jie
-eyecandy for being such an eyecandy of me and nadia xD