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Morbid

2012-01-28T22:28:00.002+08:00

翻了以前写的一些读后感

“不过我觉得它的结局很特别
一个是发病七孔流血而死
一个是被捅了一刀流血而死”

我这是什么morbid说话方式啊 ==

消失

2012-01-28T02:02:00.001+08:00

“我在梦里看见庚将来的生活，看见了好多人……可是……没有我……我并不在庚的未来里……我彻底的消失在庚的生活里……”

闻君有两意故来相决绝

2012-01-27T23:58:00.005+08:00

卓文君太酷了~
司马相如要纳妾写了封家书

她，不能忘记他曾经递给她的家书，寥寥十三个数字：“一二三四五六七八九十百千万”，唯独无“亿”。君心淡漠，已没有忆了。

他要纳妾。

可共患难而不可共富贵。她冷冷地笑，连悲痛的时间也没有，立刻给他回信。

一，二，三，四，五，六，七，八，九，十，百，千，万，噫（亿）。她写的家书首尾联环，成为一首联环情诗。若要玩弄文字游戏，我卓文君当真逊于你司马相如么！偏偏要“噫”。不过，噫也不是那个忆！

用你心，换我心，始知相忆深；你若不想我了，那我何必想你。

-《闻君有两意故来相决绝》

Bolero

2012-01-27T23:10:00.002+08:00

Bolero.
One of the most epic songs, ever.
Epic song with epic vocals and epic structure.

Just some thought

2012-01-25T01:54:00.002+08:00

I was trying to think, why do I feel more subjected to qualms of loneliness then I did before, even though now I have Facebook, weibo,qq, etc. I am so much more contactable then, well, before i had all those accounts. Maybe it's because with the existence of those accounts, it meant that whoever wants to contact me could, and that's why when i see that nobody contacted me via these channels simply reminds me of the stark truth nobody thought of me and wants to contact me. The constant absence of notifications is the constant reminder that the whole world continued on it's axis without you, you are not missed, you are not needed, you are not irreplaceable. And I think it's this 认知that sucks.

阴暗面

2012-01-23T22:55:00.001+08:00

蝴蝶seba在一本小说里的后记里说的关于‘阴暗面’ 觉得说的不错

會寫「百花殺」，實在是我想挑戰所謂「病態」關係有沒有解。基本上我對「病態」、「異常」，許多晦暗幽微，都有一點體認。這世界很有趣，我們喜歡用「正常」來覆蓋一切，假裝一切都順利運行。

其實「假裝」，永遠都不是「事實」。拿戀愛關係來舉例好了，往往要等到出了問題，才會有許多事後諸葛，設法從中找出「病態」、「異常」，說服自己也說服別人，就是因為有這些存在，所以才會導致失敗…

但卻不能說明許多「正常」的戀愛關係卻也同樣狀況百出，屢屢故障。

那是因為，完全的「正常人」，其實不存在的。每個人都有或多或少的陰暗和歪斜，導致無法契合，於是就失敗了。

以前我在一本書裡看到，女主角感嘆，其實都是「心」的問題。心在對方身上，什麼缺點都無限縮小，心不在對方身上，優點都成了缺點。

很通俗的論點，卻如此中肯。

但我想得又更深一點。如果兩個人都有心，那麼病態會不會就是最適合彼此的狀況呢？如果彼此都能喜愛，都能夠覺得泰然，那病態有什麼關係呢？

我可以舉很多例子，像是S與M。但我覺得還是罷了，省得誤導，也不想浪費太多時間。

只是許多時候剝開心臟，血淋淋的注視自己的陰暗和慾望時，冷眼察覺裡頭病態和異常的脈動，直到現在可以坦然面對，也花了很長一段時間。

人的許多心性都掩蓋在合理之下。本質中有其血腥殘暴的部份，只是被文明馴養。但當文明或信賴崩解時，偶爾露出來的「本性」，常常令自己大吃一驚，無論如何都不敢承認。

Happy CNY

2012-01-23T01:25:00.000+08:00

CNY过得蛮high的
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

赌烂

2012-01-22T19:43:00.001+08:00

除夕一堆人作我赌烂。

Idiot

2012-01-21T15:04:00.001+08:00

I'm an idiot for being still so easily affected by you after all this while.

Burning candle

2012-01-18T23:03:00.001+08:00

Burning the candle at both ends.
烧啊烧啊烧啊
At this rate I'm going I'm going to burn out soon.

哭到~

2012-01-17T22:17:00.005+08:00

【中字】120114 元俊&素賢 Cut 1/1 @ 我們結婚了 Ep36 by vul3a04SNSD1

只是匆匆地看了之前几集
虽提不起太大兴趣但还是对他们存在好感的
看了他们的最后一集
最后10分钟哭得我稀里哗啦的
甚至比当初维尼夫妇哭得更惨~
可能感情更真实吧比较realistic一些

就酱~
做project去~

We were in love

2012-01-11T22:07:00.002+08:00

我们曾相爱想到就心酸
-林宥嘉＜心酸＞

Not needed

2012-01-10T21:56:00.002+08:00

伤心难过有人分担就会除于2
开心快乐和人分享就会乘于2

朋友交了男朋友喜怒哀乐与其分享
自己瞬间不被需要了
由心地替她感到开心并且支持祝福
但那种又少了一个理由存在的感觉挺让人失落的/.\

Suicidal

2012-01-09T21:49:00.001+08:00

Tons of translation...
Projects...
Coming test...
Presentations...
Lack of sleep...
Headache...

I'm feeling fairly suicidal...

2012-01-08T11:07:00.000+08:00

I'm bringing last minute to a new level...

2012-01-07T12:43:00.002+08:00

人生若只如初见，何事秋风悲画扇？等闲变却故人心，却道故人心易变。

一直以来觉得“人生若只如初见”没什么因为对于我这个慢热鬼来说初见反而不是最美好的时候 ==
不过正在看安意如的《人生若只如初见》，才看了第一篇，就深深觉得其实重点应该是在“等闲变却故人心，却道故人心易变。”书里说到‘也似刘禹锡的《竹叶词》：“长恨人心不如水，等闲平地起波澜。”’

心易变啊

Oh dear I should be chionging my projectssss. What am I doing readingggggg

南柯一梦

2012-01-05T23:51:00.001+08:00

南柯一梦是幸运还是残酷？

堆积如山

2012-01-05T22:53:00.003+08:00

要做的东西堆积如山/.\
有一堆project已经够累够烦了
我还有一堆比山海高的翻译要做
还让不让人活啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

2012-01-05T20:56:00.000+08:00

浪费我时间

2011 - 2012

2012-01-01T23:56:00.008+08:00

昨天去数人
前两个小时数着数着都快睡着了
幸亏后来Nana和Charmaine陪了我一段时间
期间我们就在玩Taboo
笑到～
好笑的事情应该被珍藏如：

Charmaine: The person who lose go breakdance in the middle of the path okay?
Shub: ... How about shuffle? I think breakdance we will really break something.

Charmaine: Next question... I have big boobs right, so I have what?

Charmaine: Next one, Serena you have...?
Serena: Small boobs?

Charmaine: This animal has very big eyes and lives in the water...
Serena: Fishball

啊哈哈哈哈哈
过后接近午夜的时候宝伊也来啦
本来分好队在玩的
结果开始倒数了就不管了
可惜的是　听不到倒数＝＝
就没有办法 build up tension
不过烟火有一些部分挺high的
有种　哇　下重本的感觉

重要的是
新的一年　能和几个好朋友一起喊
Happy New Year! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
一起抱着乱跳
的确比起宅在家里电脑前有气氛的多

虽说以后不会自愿去挑战到人潮的地方倒数就对了＝＝

虽说新的一年马上就碰到让人赌烂的事情
但是算了
咱不放心上～

把2011这收藏
我至今人生中最快乐最无忧无虑的一段时光
的一年
好好的思考回味一番
然后把幸福快乐的部分珍藏起来
把伤心难过的都忘掉
带着快乐的回忆踏上新的一年

美好的时光应该被收藏
因为有限，所以珍贵

2012年要开心！

Appearing Offline

2012-01-01T23:20:00.003+08:00

隐身这回事……

适合

2011-12-31T14:05:00.000+08:00

但最適合的人，還需要最適合的時間、最適合的地點。光是人適合，一點用處都沒有。
- 《驯夫记》

Silence

2011-12-30T20:09:00.001+08:00

沉默是不愿意敷衍还是已不想挽回？

圣诞

2011-12-29T00:56:00.003+08:00

昨天是和2/1 clique一年一度的圣诞聚会
噢哟我不得不说
圣诞最赞的部分就是满载而归的感觉
（虽然这次有一半是我的生日礼物==）
就不一定要多贵之类的
可就是有很多来自不同的人的不一样的礼物
超爽的~

==

唉恋爱就是应该被祝福的啊
人家才刚在一起两个星期
就让他们享受热恋期嘛
干嘛都一副看衰的样子说以后就不会这样了
虽然那的确是普遍会发生的事
但我觉得只要那恋情不是detrimental的
那你就let them be and let things run its course
保持着neutral if not 祝福的态度不就好了~
毕竟每个人都不一样
碰到的人也不一样
随之产生的故事也都会不一样
适用在100个人身上的模式不一定适用在那101th人的身上
所以不要那么Stereotype~

幼稚

2011-12-27T00:20:00.006+08:00

去唱了6个小时的歌~
久违的Wen的天籁 <3
就会点一堆歌然后说“你唱”
我是她的音饭~
基本上大家一起唱着唱着
就会变成静静地听她的歌声 xD

今年与其说是圣诞节
感觉比较像是圣诞季节
因为activities 都是spread over 这两个星期

在想要买什么礼物给大家的时候
发现自己处于尴尬的阶段
已经不会像以前一样做一些手工
倒不如说是不敢吧
曾经觉得能够表达心意的东西
现在不敢送人觉得会让人嫌幼稚
想去买一些小礼物
但全部加起来也不便宜 /.\

这也让我想起以前的自己
以前的自己我承认
和现在大家看到的我不一样
以前就不知道
人
不是说你对他好
他就一定开心
满腔的热情
以细心贴心的礼物
时时刻刻的关心
绝对义气相挺的诺言表达
但是如果对方并不想要/需要这等好意
他们只会因为觉得无法reciprocate
而觉得内疚
这样反而造成困扰了

怎么说呢
应该是说我没办法拿捏吧
我喜欢你我爱你我欣赏你
我就会本能地想要对你好想和你亲近
经过思量的举动我不喜欢因为很刻意
不过不经思量的举动反而造成别人的困扰了吧

像有些人对于我的skinship不舒服
有些人对于我偶尔的撒娇觉得做作
我有察觉到的
其实虽然不表现出来
可是
在别人的眼里
我这些举动有了另一番解读
我是真的很难过的

唉突然好无力
不说了

再次出发

2011-12-26T01:29:00.003+08:00

整理了心情又决定继续blog
<- 左边那图是我自己用google translate然后自己制作出来的东东哦
翻译有错不关我的事~

本来很有心情好好写一写的……
结果……
不说了。

Ache

2011-12-09T23:21:00.003+08:00

oh my tiannnnn
I'm like aching all over >.<
think I pulled my thigh muscles and arm muscles during NAPFA 5 stations.
CRAP and I can't get my Gold T^T
boooooooo sadded.
Why my NAPFA results like my O Levels one.
I'm always very good at sth then very bad at something else.
Ran 2 rounds for 2.4km and the drizzle escalated to a pour.
Thank god we don't have to continue running~
Sucks having to run 2.4km with pulled muscles you seeeeee
And I'm getting a cold from running in the rain @@

But I...

2011-12-07T20:36:00.003+08:00

I may be bochap, I may be heartless, I may be cold, I may be inconsiderate;
But I never meant to hurt, I never meant to cause pain, I never meant to cause distress.
But if that was what you feel, then I apologize.

2011-12-04T00:44:00.001+08:00

刚在厕所跌了个四脚朝天==
幸亏及时抓到旁边的栏杆不然就要撞到头了
不幸中的大幸 /擦汗

可能在节食的关系
现在比以前更容易晕眩
以前至少要是坐着一段时间起来才会晕
现在只是坐了一下站起来就晕了
应该是缺糖了吧~

星期一要到了
我的苦日子终于可以过了
应该会持续要减肥
但至少可以慢慢来
偶尔的放纵自己也可以

明天去打工
已经买好一串香蕉当我一天的粮食咯

okay
suddenly bored.
ciao.

2011-11-26T02:00:00.003+08:00

Wahhhhhhhh
DAMN SIANNNNNNNNNNN
There goes my thought of getting into NBS.
Wheyever you must have a good A-Math grade to get in?!
Holy crapppppp
And fine, you can take the entrance exams if you don't have A-Math, but bloody hell the reason I dropped A-Math was because I wasn't good at it. And it's not like I suddenly can answer questions on functions, graphs, integration and god knows what at this point in time rightttttttttttt
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2011-11-23T00:49:00.001+08:00

Is there a place where I can go scream my lungs out and throw things around so that I can keep some strands of my sanity and continue acting like I'm normal?

2011-11-21T00:39:00.002+08:00

突然想起以前看过的一篇王道文
里边有一句话类似是：“我消失在他的未来里-他的未来没有我。”
这句话是其中一个人在叙述他做的一个恶梦。

我觉得the concept of 消失在你在乎的人/重视的人/喜欢的人的未来里
很难受很难过

就这样~

2011-11-19T22:13:00.001+08:00

I understand doesn't mean I like it.

2011-11-16T23:46:00.002+08:00

我想要好好发个呆。

2011-11-15T21:54:00.003+08:00

看了《那些年，我们一起追的女孩。》
大爱~
等hype平息下来后去买discounted的小说^^

话说看到一个预告让我还蛮想看的
庄米雪演马来西亚人搞笑到~

我也是飘洋过海来的。虽然是搭bus。不过还是有过海。就过那个causeway。

笑到~~~~~

2011-11-15T00:32:00.001+08:00

每个人都有那不愿承认的在乎。
好像一说出口就输了一样。

2011-11-13T22:32:00.002+08:00

So sick and bored of doing tutorials >.<

And honestly last thu and fri were nightmares. I shudder at the memory of it. Those two days were the worst I had exprienced in my entire poly life T^T

2011-10-12T00:25:00.002+08:00

默契的“不简单”
<3

2011-09-19T02:59:00.001+08:00

呵
so what？
life goes on.

2011-09-16T21:47:00.001+08:00

我变了……吗？

2011-09-16T01:31:00.002+08:00

看着朋友喝酒
看她笑着笑着就哭了
边笑着边把眼泪擦掉
我也只能借个肩膀给她靠
美好的假象破灭的时候总是难受的
哭过就好了

我也想喝酒了~

2011-09-12T19:20:00.001+08:00

没有食欲。。。
吃了也食之无味。。。
一空下来心就好痛。。。好空。。。
最痛的不是失恋。。而是我把心给你的时候你却在欺骗。。。

2011-09-08T21:54:00.001+08:00

心很痛呐……

2011-03-12T16:04:00.001+08:00

woo went clubbing with my sisters yesterday night xD

2011-03-11T20:38:00.002+08:00

Read this tweet on weibo..
Saying that during earthquake evacuation period, if you get thirsty on the streets, the vending machines are FOC;
hungry, the convenience stores are FOC;
tired, the supermarts are opened for you to seek refuge;
lonely, the public phones are FOC;
don't understand Japanese, the TV stations uses Chinese to tell you how to evacuate.

I must say I'm impressed, and respect these efforts by the Jap govt.

2011-03-11T01:13:00.001+08:00

Was happy that YAMI Yogurt opened an outlet in AMK Hub.
Then seconds later I rmb that, crap, I'm going off to China for 6 months T^T
It better stay open until I come back!!

2011-03-10T22:51:00.003+08:00

Hohohoho
Counting down counting down~

I'm feeling cold even in Sngapore...
How am I going to survive in Shanghai T^T
Collated a bunch of places to go~
I'm gonna stock up on books and clothes~
gogogogogogogogo

2011-03-04T23:20:00.003+08:00

Everytime I start to feel a bit sad that I'm going to Shanghai for 6 months soon, my dad will do+say something that is annoying ttm and I can't wait to fly off like asap.

开朗的人……往往因为有个幸福的家庭……

2011-03-04T01:03:00.001+08:00

希望大家可以拿到理想的成绩~~

去上海的日子在倒数中了……

2011-03-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

我快呕血了
追电视剧就是酱~
为什么女一跟男二和男一跟女儿的戏份多到这种地步~~
你就让我好好看看男女主角在一起的情节好不~
而且不要整天两人在争吵~~~
真的要吐血了了了了了

2011-02-21T20:34:00.003+08:00

这两个星期因为有些天要和朋友出门
所以只好掰说还在上学
其它的日子依然得照时间出门
也懒得一直约朋友
他们也大多在做工

所以就一个人全岛趴趴走
除了去FarEast那一次冲昏头
买了鞋子和衣服
其它时候倒没买食物以外的东西
真的除了bugis和FarEast
真的很难找到看上眼的衣物

Anyway
因为时间变挺多的
所以去了一些平时不去的地方
去了Jurong Point，West Mall，Toa Payoh，Kovan等
不过到最后很容易变成宅在那里的图书馆啃书

话说那天去了Kinokuniya
买了最新一本的《彩云国物语》
看着整排20本好想全部买下来T^T
希望上海卖得便宜~让我愿望成真~
当然还有蝴蝶seba的书~

嗨~
钱钱钱~
好烦啊
口说容易~
真的要付钱一个两个就在叽里咕噜
烦啊烦
还是我老妈最好T^T

2011-02-19T18:33:00.000+08:00

The Story Only I Didn't Know
How amusing was it for you?

2011-02-18T20:23:00.003+08:00

Nothing lasts forever. Nothing really matters.
---"Cruel Fairytale"

2011-02-17T21:52:00.003+08:00

请你接受这个事实我不爱你了

哇贱男人~
哇我看《犀利人妻》看到快气到吐血了
而且我是直接14集没看前面还没投入感情都快气翻了

因为这集刚好是结婚了10年的夫妻男的摊牌要离婚
外遇对象还是老婆的妹妹（还是表妹？不清楚） T.T
这什么世道啊~

2011-02-16T23:18:00.002+08:00

WanTing's Birthday~
Just da two of us~
Reminds me of when WanTing had to pass her time before German class.
Lol.
Also the two of us.
Happy Birthday!
Though I still don't get your fascination with night views ._.

IT'S SO FLUFFY I'M GONNA DIE

2011-02-12T00:45:00.000+08:00

Forgot to eat my dinner T^T

2011-02-05T19:23:00.001+08:00

2011-02-05T19:14:00.001+08:00

In the worst shit ever.

5 exams next week.

Only finished revising one of the modules once.

What have I been doing the past few dayyyyyyyyyyyyyssssss~

2011-01-21T22:39:00.001+08:00

So soon after the previous time I got sick, I am hereby sick again. And I still have 2 days of tuition D:
crappppppppppppppppppp

2011-01-17T00:27:00.004+08:00

WTF I ONLY HAVE ONE WEEK THAT IS CNY WEEK TO STUDY FOR MY EXAMS!? EXAMS FOR 5 DAYS STRAIGHT?!FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

EDIT: OKAY I'VE DECIDED TO NOT TO ATTEND ANY GATHERINGS UNTIL MY EXAMS ARE OVER. THAT IS, UNTIL 12 FEB. THEN I WILL MEET EVERYBODY FOR A MONTH THEN FLY OFF TO SHANGHAI ON 13 MAR. SEE YOU THEN.

2011-01-16T16:14:00.002+08:00

My P1 student made me so pek cek that I snapped the pencil in front of him. Wah Piang seriously testing my patience. Roarr.

I am a lazy person. So let me laze. Why I need to edit so many reports T^T

2011-01-09T22:28:00.001+08:00

「……亲情真的很暴力。」
-《上邪之我的魔兽老爸》蝴蝶seba

2011-01-09T20:45:00.002+08:00

Had 4 hours straight of tuition @~@ Was okay until the last 1 1/2 hr with a Primary 1 kid. o-m-g. Seriously testing my patience. I almost flipped the table, throw the pencil and tore the papers. I really cannot tahan kids 8years old and below. sigh. Must think of my salary my salary my salaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Give me patience and give me strength.

2011-01-08T19:09:00.002+08:00

Didn't know that I have tuition this morning cause it wasn't in the schedule given to me and was waken by the call from tuition center == Now I have 6 students in 5 different sessions every week >.<

Yesterday went for a random trip with nana,lili, and xiaobao. And the most memorable thing of the day is the fight between two 路人at bugis street xDDDD And I saw and heard what happened right from the start cause they were directly behind us. LOL. "不要动手动脚！” And omg I didn't know Pastamania got student discount until 30%! damn hua suan.

Yesterday amist all the tvxq drama I suddenly remembered the lyrics “你我都走散了” Don't know the truth of it all and it's not my business, but I thought it's sad that comrades in battle who were together for so long while realising their dream lost each other like that. Ah well.

Back to chionging my parts for 4 projects now~

2011-01-01T01:46:00.003+08:00

I should update.

Woo it's the end of 2010 already.
and I suddenly feel like posting in chinese o.o

对我来说并不是特别特殊的一年
朋友还是那几个
依然单身
想法也没啥变化
也没有突然致富之类的

只是别人口中的我从“淡然+看破红尘”发展为“冷漠+恶势力”
歹势~
不过还是很谢谢我理工学院的朋友
因为一些家里因素
我很讨厌人家叫我改变我比较淡的性格要求我有热情活泼的样子
而你们即使口上整天讲我很冷漠
但你们还是接受这样的我
不跟我计较也不曾要求我改变
（好吧一部分也是你们怕我xD）
不过我知道你们很爱我
Thanks for making me feel loved and remembered. Saranghae ♥

还有那位可能不是很看得懂华文的挚友
And to the dear friend that may not understand chinese very well
维持一段“远距离”友情不容易
to maintain a "long distance" friendship is not easy
但一直来你都会和我保持着联络甚至抽空和我见面
but you have always been keeping in contact and even take the time to meet me
我很感谢你有心事仍然会和我分享
I'm very thankful that you still share your secrets with me
虽然我没有办法分担你心里的苦痛
Although I can't take your pain and make it mine
但我希望你借着发短讯给我至少可以抒发一些心情好过一些
but I hope that at least by smsing me you will feel better letting it out of your chest
Be your best friend yeah I'll love you forever ♥

Things to look forward to in 2011~
- Super Show 3!!!!!!!
- Internship in Shanghai (I can finally be freeeeeeeeeee~)

2010-12-31T00:19:00.000+08:00

Nice song~ Esp the chorus.

2010-12-28T01:12:00.002+08:00

Was watching Secret Garden and I loved the song "That Woman" by Baek Ji Young. And I suddenly rmb the other 2 songs also by her in Iris and Hwang Jin Yi.

"Bad Person" in Hwang Jin Yi

"Do Not Forget" in Iris

"That Woman" in Secret Garden

2010-12-26T15:00:00.002+08:00

OoO
^ My expression when watching Secret Garden. Hyun Bin is total <33333 in the drama~

2010-12-25T13:57:00.002+08:00

Woo The 2 major gatherings for this year's christmas are over~

Managed to get presents for everyone ^^ Although I don't know whatever happens to WanTing's =.= will die die get it to you de.

So in the process of getting/making presents for everyone, the christmas cards have to be sacificed~~ So sorry arh, the christmas cards looks very insincere >< cause I had to write 20 cards in 10 minutes ._.

Thanks for christmas cards and presents! Although I received 3 sets of marshmallows ._. Erm, just to 说明一下, I don't eat marshmallows >.<

The smiles of the receivers of my gifts makes the effort worthwhile :D

Anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Whoever's free can find me at Causeway Point later after 4pm cause I working D:

2010-12-22T13:44:00.002+08:00

Looking forward to "My Princess" by Kim Tae Hee and Song Seung Hoon!~ She's so cute and pretty in the preview ^^

2010-12-19T23:00:00.002+08:00

frustrated over my new phone ==
I DON'T NEED ALL THAT EMAIL AND FB NOTIFICATIONS BUT WHY I AM HAVING DATA CHARGES

2010-12-17T00:54:00.002+08:00

I literally cried watching this video.
Then when I realised what this video is about I felt dumb ._.
But I'm very impressed with the person who thought of this concept though.
Really impactful :)

2010-12-17T00:47:00.002+08:00

Had free fine dining at Charcoal today ^^
The Salmon Fillet was gorgeous.
The mini boiled cabbage thingy was the most horrific tasting thing on earth >.<

And omg why are our camwhoring photos used for the video competition~ *facepalms*

2010-12-09T22:11:00.000+08:00

GDA... You let me down...

2010-12-09T19:20:00.003+08:00

Watched Confessions with Ah Yee at GV Marina.
Wah damn depressing movie. Watch until headache @.@ Cause it's those, quoting i-weekly, "透彻反思关于教育制度、伦理关系、人性本质" kind of movie. And you just get kind of nauseous watching >14year old students treating lives of others like crap.

Anyway I found the lead female student in the movie familiar and very pretty, and I was searching for her name then I realise because she is a new actress and she got the same name as some av actress so I could not find much info or even pictures of her ._.
THEN, I realise why she looked so familiar! She kind of looks like HuiXian xDDDD

^The girl in the middle~

And anyway

2010-12-07T21:50:00.002+08:00

看了第四集没关系爸爸的女儿的东海剪辑
东海怎么就这么帅呢？*望天*

虽然只看剪辑不过也能把剧情看出个大概
我对旭基的父母彻底的无语了

让我想起了蝴蝶seba的其中一本书的角色
不是每一个父母都能爱自己的孩子的
不一定是因为发生过什么事情
就是单纯的天生对自己的子女没有爱
或者说没办法爱自己的孩子

lost my train of thought. 就这样吧。

2010-12-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

梁靜茹-情歌没有告诉你

Like the chorus a lot :)

2010-12-04T16:48:00.000+08:00

“那个笨蛋不会真的玩了命用五分钟去跑两条街吧...”

很可惜,真的被他说中了.
韩庚果真不愧就是韩庚.
在挂下电话消极了半秒钟之后,便进入了全速的无敌时代.
什么红灯,什么车流,什么人呐什么物,不管是什么东西,在自己心爱的澈面前统统不是东西!
澈下的命令那就是圣旨!和澈的第一次圣诞约会就是神赋予的使命!
违背了圣旨和神那是会遭天谴的!
所以..所有的经过的司机和路人现在都可以看到大马路中间狂奔的怪人.
甚至必要的时候,他还会践踏上你的车或者把你撞成半身麻痹.
没办法..这就是所谓的?——爱情的力量.

LOL.

2010-12-02T01:02:00.002+08:00

讲过几百次的话不要再讲了
而且还是不关我的事
不要一直讲一直讲一直提起一直提起
都已经几年了拜托
就是因为从小被这样轰炸

导致现在其他人重复同样的话超过两次我就会火大
造成潜意识的抗体了吧
所以mona~我真的没有恶意要凶你的~你知道的对吧~~

2010-12-01T23:24:00.002+08:00

omg http://hjstory.tumblr.com/ this guy is my 偶像.
He damn pro at drawing! and his entries about his life with his girlfriend just make you go awwwww. go and have a look! like reading a comic ^^

2010-11-29T02:30:00.001+08:00

Once again I have outdone myself.
Muhauahuahauhauahuahuahauhauahuahua

2010-11-28T19:04:00.003+08:00

无语问苍天
Why I have to redo other peoples' partsssssssss
and I can't ask them to redo cause 我没有时间跟她们耗下去
crapppppppppppppppp

and Mnet Awards are being biasedddddddddddddd

2010-11-26T23:42:00.001+08:00

《庄子·列御寇》：“巧者劳而知（智）者忧，无能者无所求，饱食而敖游。”

我要当无能者！！！

2010-11-26T20:37:00.002+08:00

Was watching 公主嫁到and suddenly feel like embedding some of the theme songs that 关菊英sang for a few dramas that I liked a lot.

无心害你《家好月圆》

讲不出声《溏心风暴》

宫心计《宫心计》

万千宠爱《公主嫁到》

2010-11-26T19:19:00.002+08:00

Went for the first blood donation in my life! :DDDD

2010-11-26T00:54:00.003+08:00

HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS.
That is all.

Finally a movie that does the orginal justice better than the previous one.
Heck I cried 3 times okayyyyy T^T. When Hermione removed her parents' memories, when Hedwig died and when Dobby died. Maybe because I've read the book, so even though when the scenes of Hedwig and Dobby dying were short but I still cried.

And Emma Watson is drop-dead gorgeous.

Though I thought the movie shouldn't have changed some of the classic/memorable lines
i.e.

Ron, "He must have known that I would leave."
Harry, "No, he must have known that you would come back."

Although I thought the movie version of this scene was hilarious with Harry saying "Keep saying that little ball of light shot through your heart thing and she will be fine."

and the movie didn't show Harry making Dobby's epitaph!!!

"Here lies Dobby, a free elf"

tsk. Didn't do Dobby justice.

But all in all, looking forward to part 2!!!

2010-11-25T00:47:00.002+08:00

lol realised that recently 大家脾气都不大好
当然大家也包括我 xD
好吧我再次忏悔
即使我态度冷漠/冷淡/没反应/暴力/专攻他人弱点等等等等
我也是没有恶意滴 *眨眼*
好吧我是没有恶意的恶势力 :DDD

2010-11-23T01:02:00.000+08:00

I do love Kyuhyun's voice ^^ especially at notes that requires belting.

2010-11-21T01:15:00.000+08:00

Glad that Harry Potter 7 has good reviews ^^
AND YESARH GOT MY SS3 TICKETS :DDDDDDD

2010-11-18T23:53:00.005+08:00

So near yet so far.

「人与人之间不可能做到水乳交融的。而再好的知己也会因际遇不同而散落在遥远不知处的一方。有时自己太过付出了，反而会心痛。我想，不只是男女之间吧，友情理应也会因分开而愁怅。」

我貌似又像以前一样又在乎太多了
怎么总是忘记呢
要放下~要随缘~要平常心~

2010-11-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

Going through online shops and adding items to my shopping cart to get for everyone for Christmas~
Together with this plus the $211 for SS3 ticket I don't know where all the money is going to come from T.T At this rate I can forget about changing my specs in the near future liao. Hopefully my vision won't deteriorate too fast :(

I actually procrastinated for the whole of today. Cause I'm actually supposed to do my group project report and send it to my leader tonight + research for another project + start doing another project + prepare my notes for ICA on Friday ._. but what I did was to watch 5 episodes of 公主嫁到 and the 2 episodes of Secret Garden and online shopping and blogging now.

Oh dear.

2010-11-17T16:31:00.002+08:00

Secret Garden is within-expectations-ly nice!!! ^^
Ha Ji Won is hot and I suddenly 意识到玄彬 is Song Han Gyo's boyfriend lol.
Makes it kind of hard to get too involved in the characters' relationship. :O

2010-11-16T22:21:00.001+08:00

omg 公主嫁到damnnnnnn nice man. Going ROFL even at the 1 episode. Seeing Moses Chen and Charmaine Sheh 对骂 and Charmaine's 变脸 has got to be one of the best scenes everrrrrr.

2010-11-15T22:52:00.002+08:00

Okay, my flawless Donghae appeared in the preview of his drama for like, 1 second? =.=
ah well, at least that's better than the first preview where he only appeared at the end in a photo :/
Will probably only watch the cuts of him when the drama comes out :]

2010-11-15T21:41:00.001+08:00

I do like Jo Kwon's voice :D

2010-11-15T20:23:00.002+08:00

All I want for Christmas....is HAE!

2010-11-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

I'm going to watch Secret Garden by Ha Ji Won when it comes out!!! Looks damnnnnn cool :DDDDDD

2010-11-09T20:17:00.003+08:00

Watched a clip compiling some of the funny moments in KO One. Makes me miss the show so much! LMAO at the "LOVE YOU, DONG! ♥" by Jin Bao San xDDD

2010-11-09T00:14:00.000+08:00

Cool mv and nice song ^^

2010-11-05T00:23:00.001+08:00

从小听到的都是充满负面情绪的话语
你是要我长大了又多活泼开朗啊？